The 30+ how are you feeling thread - Page 11

ithinkiamlost · #**301** 22nd May 2014, 16:07

@desi99
Happy Birthday! Hope you have a nice day.

I wish I could help you with the anxiety but unfortunately I haven't been able to beat it. I'm not sure what keeps me going but for some reason I don't give up.

goldenjuniper · #**302** 22nd May 2014, 19:24

feeling shafted

[Martin] · #**303** 14th July 2014, 15:10

Oh Azalea, that's rough

Why can't you sleep?

[Martin] · #**304** 14th July 2014, 15:35

Do you take any meds or anything?

Azi · #**305** 14th July 2014, 16:28

Like arse, I've got to go to my kids' parents' evening. Bah!

ZeniX · #**306** 16th July 2014, 00:03

Like I'm running out of things to talk about

pheys · #**307** 16th July 2014, 03:09

reaaaaaaalllllly bored and frustrated at insanely inefficient method of work at work.

ZeniX · #**308** 16th July 2014, 10:00

The wall wins purple

pheys · #**309** 16th July 2014, 19:10

I feel strange today. BPD bad day I think, hopefully it'll pass quick but I realised that (excluding this site) I am ALWAYS the instigator in messaging someone. I can't remember the last time (if ever) someone messaged me outta the blue just for a chat.
starting to wonder if I am unlikeable.

I know I am stubborn and arrogant and sarcastic but I must have some good traits...
ugh mood

girlinterrupted · #**310** 16th July 2014, 19:21

^ I`ve been in those if-I-don`t-speak-to-you-we-wouldn`t-speak situations before,actually more often than not over the course of my life. It sucks and it`s really hurtful,although I think in some cases the other person doesn`t even realise. Hope you find a way to deal with it,whether that`s finding new people (because that`s soooo easy to do obviously) or some way of making the relationships more equal. I can`t offer a good solution sadly as I think I end up just cutting contact with those people in the end and I`m pretty sure that isn`t that healthy,most of my choices aren`t

I`m feeling stressed and apprehensive but I think that`ll be the norm for the next few months as I need to get a lot of work done on my house which means PEOPLE WILL BE IN HERE

. Looking forward to it all being done though,and aside from the anxiety around that I feel okish I think. Which is unusual enough to be postworthy

Hermecto · #**311** 23rd July 2014, 20:58

Uncomfortable. Very uncomfortable.

newbs16 · #**312** 23rd August 2014, 08:43

Quote:

Originally Posted by PurpleStorm

I need to stop analysing everything and go with the flow.

Is there something in particular you're over analysing

mossieman · #**313** 23rd August 2014, 11:48

Quote:

Originally Posted by PurpleStorm

I need to stop analysing everything and go with the flow.

Don't get me started on over analysing things I over analyse everything from how people see me, my life and failings to films and tv, why did that person have to die, if only they had done this or that they would have been fine. I will spend nights not being able to sleep for re-doing the film in my mind to invent ways to change the parts I though were wrong... ooops! looks like I have started

. I analyse why a footballer I like can not get in the starting line up for his team, why Lewis Hamiltons car had to break down and not Nico Rosbergs and what that would have meant to the championship but I also go deeper and over analyse life, humans, the planet ect ect ect

, someone just turn my brain off please

pheys · #**314** 26th August 2014, 16:29

laughing at my completely out of the loop useless boss

Concept · #**315** 27th August 2014, 16:19

My right arm is very achey right now. Weird, I haven't been resting on it.

Unnecessarily Long Username_1 · #**316** 2nd September 2014, 01:00

Starting university tomorrow morning, but feeling hugely unsociable. I kind of wish I had more of a "fuck off" face, if you know what I mean. It's orientation week, so it's all formal welcoming speeches, campus tours, IT induction and 'fun' events.

I hate 'fun'. I wish I could skip forward to next week, when lectures start.

saturnseeker · #**317** 2nd September 2014, 18:45

^ you can't be blamed for over thinking what you said.
That's what we all do with this stupid anxiety. I'm sure you made sense to her

Well done for engaging with her. If I was in your shoes of have ran to the toilet feigning indigestion lol

Azalea · #**318** 2nd September 2014, 18:52

^That's where kids can help, you will do things for them that you wouldn't do for yourself.

pheys · #**319** 2nd September 2014, 19:23

purplestorm, you overthink waaaaay too much.

I am feeling dunno, off lol
insomnia, 5htp and anti histamines turn out to be a bad deal lol

Concept · #**320** 3rd September 2014, 08:20

Pretty tired and out of it.

Azalea · #**321** 3rd September 2014, 08:23

^ Same here, didn't sleep at all last night.

Pink*Lady · #**322** 3rd September 2014, 21:27

Very low the past 5 weeks. Feeling very anxious, emotional, angry with terrible mood swings that I bottle up and feel exhausted due to insomnia. Also having dark thoughts about everything being pointless and having flashbacks with bullying.

Unnecessarily Long Username_1 · #**323** 4th September 2014, 23:28

Quote:

Originally Posted by PurpleStorm

^ good luck for tomorrow

Thanks PurpleStorm.

It went fine, but I'm technically old enough to have fathered most of my classmates, which feels weird. Now that the orientation stuff is over, I'm looking forward to lectures, seminars, tutorials, etc.

iTz0kt0Bu · #**324** 4th September 2014, 23:53

^What a long username

andrex · #**325** 5th September 2014, 12:46

^^^

Well done and good luck. I'm thinking of doing that so I hope you post more about what it is like.

I have the day off today but need to go into the office to do a meds assessment shortly, which I have done before, yawn. I have to go in all chirpy and enthusiastic when I wanna go back to bed as I've hardly slept this week.

I need to muster up my acting skills as I am going to have to press them about further training. I've only been there seven months but if I feel like I am not progressing then I get frustrated. It is a bad trait, I should be grateful to have a job that I like.

pheys · #**326** 6th September 2014, 20:22

I am fully planning on going to Uni before I am 40 (let's face it, we work until 70 so might as well have a good job for the last 25-30 years).
I wonder if a guy aged 35+ is considered "mature" lol

andrex · #**327** 8th September 2014, 17:43

^^

Yeah, that's odd. I went to University when I was 19 because I had a gap year. But most of my peers were doing that too. So I was not put in the 'mature' student category or over half my year would have been put in the same bracket.

andrex · #**328** 9th September 2014, 05:51

Oh good, I'm pleased that it worked out for you

mossieman · #**329** 10th September 2014, 10:55

I'm not a celebrity, get me out of here! - would be a polite and not over depressing way of putting how I feel.

ZooWeeMama · #**330** 28th September 2014, 00:43

I think I'm bearing grudges against different people, but lately it's becoming a grudge against people in general. I'm so angry all the time and that I'm disrespected by others. I expect to be treated how I would treat them, but it doesn't happen. I'm scared I won't snap out of this & end up hating (or having no faith in) people forever. Anyone else feel like this?