How is everyone feeling? (30)

[Rocket Spud]

Originally Posted by misska

feeling worried i wanted to apply for a cleaning job but the place where a girl/woman from school years ago works and i still feel awkward about seeing people from my past especially the ones who made my life hell back then.

I know the feeling - i deliver parcels in the area i grew up and have come face to face with people i went to school with over 15yrs ago

I wasn't bullied fortunately, but i can well imagine that it makes you feel anxious.

[Silent Ninja]

For Muggins

[Indigo_]

Weird. My professional (work) life seems to be going down the plug hole whilst it looks like my social life could be going in the opposite direction

[Sunshine Recorder]

Originally Posted by DefyingGravity

Weird. My professional (work) life seems to be going down the plug hole whilst it looks like my social life could be going in the opposite direction

Not too unlike the way my life's going. Except my social life isn't going up quite as fast.

[Tembo]

Worrying about so much at the moment, I feel my head is about to explode.

[Princess39]

Bit tipsy.Me and my mum had a girlie night in watching a film.Was very nice.Good bonding session. :-)

[Nuttwista]

Better today weathers good here

[[Martin]]

Originally Posted by DefyingGravity

Weird. My professional (work) life seems to be going down the plug hole whilst it looks like my social life could be going in the opposite direction

Isn't that good in a way though? Life isn't really meant to stay constant is it?


I'm on to day two of feeling terrible. The whole no-job thing gets me down. Gonna take a complete break from it today and clear my mind. Maybe a pint at lloyds while answering some emails and a little bit of baking? Keep meaning to make doughnuts. Chaos, so much chaos.

[Consolida]

Originally Posted by Troy

For Muggins

Thanks Troy

Originally Posted by Telex

Worrying about so much at the moment, I feel my head is about to explode.

I know the feeling Telex. The thing is, worrying isn't going to get us anywhere, but stopping it is easier said than done, I know I hope things improve for you soon

Originally Posted by Princess39

Bit tipsy.Me and my mum had a girlie night in watching a film.Was very nice.Good bonding session. :-)

Sounds like you and your mum had a good night, Princess Hope you didn't wake up with a hangover today



Am worrying about ANYTHING and EVERYTHING today. It's a form of self imposed mental torture and it literally makes me feel physically sick. I wish I was one of those people where things could wash over me like water off a ducks back because being like this all of the time is no use to anyone at all

[Sunshine Recorder]

Like a soulless android, who was made to work, and not enjoy life.

[Sunshine Recorder]

Originally Posted by Luna.

Thanks, hun.

I've got a busy evening shift to cover, and we're understaffed.

[LittleMissMouse]

Bit mixed, the Swiss doing whatever it is they did to the Franc means that in pounds I've had a 15% pay rise since yesterday morning

On the down side I moved all my savings back to the UK just before Christmas so feeling quite pants about that

[Blumoon]

**dontquote**
Been asked out for college friends party thing for her bday, but thing is this was put accross as being just a quiet social occasion, turns out they wanna go to one of the shitty tacky clubs (on a sat night, all the munters ugh!) It'd be no good to avoid this social occasion, completely, but maybe I can at least manage the drinks at pub before bit, it's the only way I can progress socially (well I'm sure it won't be absolutely crazy at the club we'll obviously stick together as a class and I will anyway as I'm not single)...
I always wish to go out with friends, who never wanna etc, so here is my chance to actually go out normally for once, I had better take it...I'll see how I feel after the pub bit as to whether I'll go to the club bit, really don't wanna have to dress up proper. :/ I don't feel I have anything casual I'd get away with tho, and dunno whether my casual is too casual ugh! #sociallyawkwardproblems

[Progress]

^ Good idea to just go to the pub. You don't have to go to the club - tell them you don't like noisy places on a Saturday night, lots of people don't.

[Custard_cream]

I'm not sure how I am feeling, the only way I can describe it is feeling flat.

[Custard_cream]

Originally Posted by Wulfgar

January blues? Pamper yourself this weekend and recharge

Thanks Wulfgar. Yes, hopefully it's just January blues. I think I need some sun.

[Indigo_]

Originally Posted by Mr. Hex

Not too unlike the way my life's going. Except my social life isn't going up quite as fast.

But your social life is going up which is a good thing

Originally Posted by BEATNGU

Chaos, so much chaos.

[Custard_cream]

^^^ I hate the darkness, I am finding it so hard to get up in the mornings when it's like this, roll on summer.

[Indigo_]

I'm feeling kinda headachey, which makes my face all hot, and my ears go bright red, so I look like some kind of weird pixie

[Indigo_]

^ My thoughts exactly! and thanks

[Spectrelight]

I twisted my ankle at work

[Pablo Huntsbach]

Like a massive loser, thinking about how much of a disaster the last 12 months have been and how if a few things had worked slightly differently then everything else would have fallen into line. And what the hell to do next.-

[Tom Morello]

Awful like about 60% of weekends, but I don't know how to change this. I would like to do something with friends occasionally but I'm not close enough to anyone and don't like going out alone either. So fed up of this, I lack the enthusiasm to do anything different, just stuck in the same crappy patterns.

[Tom Morello]

Originally Posted by biscuits

^ Maybe you could ask the people you feel semi comfortable with to do something small. Then after a while you might feel more comfortable with them? Or you could say on facebook... 'does anyone fancy going ....' and see if anyone replies?

It's possible. The problem is I only feel semi comfortable with girls tbh, and if I ask them for a one to one thing it could be seen as a "date" even if that isn't my intention at all, or if it's a group thing I could get involved in "girls night out" stuff, which would be very awkward. And I'm pretty inept around other men.

As for Facebook, been there done it, people on there are not really interested in what I have to say.

[Custard_cream]

Annoying feeling of nothingness...spent most of today just staring at the walls. No motivation to do anything.

[Pandapop]

Hungover and tired

[Mo34]

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CC
Yes me too. Have forced myself to finish an essay today, but soooo slowly as I keep drifting off to nothingness. Now, well I guess I might as well be watching paint dry, nothing seems to hold my attention or provoke real sustained interest.

[Sunshine Recorder]

Originally Posted by Luna.

Relieved and a bit emotional. I survived the baby shower. That shouldn't be a big thing but I feel a bit overwhelmed. I think I did ok, was maybe a bit quiet but I joined in with the games and managed to talk to a couple of people. Trying not to analyse it all but I already feel like crying and I'm not even sure why.

Good to hear it went okay.

Sorry to hear you feel like crying. I'm sure positive things will come to you eventually.

[Custard_cream]

Originally Posted by Mo34

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CC
Yes me too. Have forced myself to finish an essay today, but soooo slowly as I keep drifting off to nothingness. Now, well I guess I might as well be watching paint dry, nothing seems to hold my attention or provoke real sustained interest.

Thanks Hope you have a better day tomorrow.

Originally Posted by Wulfgar

Hope those feelings pass soon

Thanks

[Z.]

Haven't had any meds in two days and already beginning to feel the effects. Can't even get them tomorrow either.