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Old 3rd February 2019, 23:49
Skitz Skitz is offline
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really felt like giving up today, was in the bath and my mind telling me to just drown.. I keep telling myself to hang in there... no idea why I don't just give up.
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Old 4th February 2019, 00:50
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I hope you feel better skitz, you're not alone in wanting to give up.
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Old 4th February 2019, 01:00
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thanks Itzum
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Old 4th February 2019, 11:17
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I am sorry you are having such thoughts Skitz, it must be very distressing for you. Stay strong x
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Old 4th February 2019, 19:59
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Sending you warm thoughts, skitz. Hope you're okay
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Old 5th February 2019, 01:33
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Things will get better, and I hope very soon for you, keep your head above the water both metaphorically and literally :D.
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Old 9th February 2019, 03:53
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When things don't get better... And I am honestly the worst thing to happen to my family. Like I'm literally every sore point for them - and that's when I'm not even thinking about family. When I'm being selfish (which is more often than not); I just wish that I would not wake up tomorrow. The first time I self-harmed was when I was fourteen. Fat lot of good that did. I've had futile suicide attempts since then (I can't even do that right - that's how fecking useless I am). Sorry to everyone reading this; I'm just really in a low point right now. The best I can do for this world is just disappear.
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Old 9th February 2019, 04:35
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^ Hope those feelings pass.
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Old 9th February 2019, 09:48
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^^ I'm so sorry you are feeling so low Austere. Please don't feel that you need to apologise for posting your feelings here, that's exactly what this thread is for and it's the one place where you can guarantee your voice will he heard Don't give up, you have as much to offer this world as anyone else. Be gentle with yourself x
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I've been feeling more and more lately that I don't want to be alive. I don't think I actually want to do anything about it currently, but I have this strong sense of not wanting to value my life, to want to think of it as disposable, in the hope that if I just let myself go enough I'll get to a point where I stop caring completely.

I'm probably not making sense. What I mean is, I don't think I'm impulsive enough (or brave enough, or whatever) to just kill myself, so it's almost like I instead want to approach it as a long term project, where if I whittle away at the reasons to stay alive, the rest will just sort itself out somehow, even if it takes years. It's like, I want to die, but I don't want to go kicking and screaming, I want to actually be at peace with it.
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