Re: how is everyone feeling? (1) - Page 112

custardcreams · #**3331** 28th October 2006, 00:40

crappy.

Kevin Hodge · #**3332** 28th October 2006, 00:48

sorry you feel crappy custard. me too

ShyDoll · #**3333** 28th October 2006, 12:48

I'll join sullen and custard in saying i feel crappy..

And i'm gonna add upset and pissed off to my post..

Made plans about two weeks ago to meet up with a friend i talk to on MSN.. In Norwich.. I was supposed to catch a train at 1:48 and just now hes told me he cant make it because he cant afford to get the train =-s its like well why the hell didnt you think of that before!! And to make things worse hes pretty much told me i'm a bore just because i dont do spontanious things and prefer to plan things (i was going to get a lift home from the station with my nana at like 7 so i needed to plan it)..

Argh =( now i'm gonna be stuck in all day..Bored..And upset..

βetty · #**3334** 28th October 2006, 13:21

Aww sounds like a right butthead shydoll.

I totallyunderstand the needing to know what's happening, i'm pretty much the same. It's no fun going out if you can't get home!

βetty · #**3335** 28th October 2006, 13:41

I don't really know what to say silvernlilac, i'm afraid all i have to offer is this crappy little blob

I doubt it'll help but just to let you know i'm thinking of you, and can relate to how you feel.

EnJay · #**3336** 28th October 2006, 13:48

Don't take this the wrong way, Silvernlilac, but didn't you go to America with a friend of yours from here? Surely that means you've made at least 1 friend in the world, if you can make 1 you can make another.

I know EXACTLY how you feel, felt the same myself for many years. Words on hear mean nothing, i know, but try to think of the positives. Surely having someone to travel to the other side of the world with is a pretty big positive.

Kevin Hodge · #**3337** 28th October 2006, 20:45

sorry you feel so terrible silvernlilac...

i don't know if this helps, but ynothing can prove that you can't have friends or have a relationship. you can prove that the way you are just now means you can't have these things, but you can change. i was totally certain i was doomed as well, but it turns out i didn't know myself as well as i thought i did, and having friends actually seems quite probable for me now, whereas before i just thought i was going to die when my feelings caught up with me.

i really hope you start to feel better soon. take care

Concept · #**3338** 29th October 2006, 01:23

I feel as though my mouth has had too much coffee inside it. I feel as though this fan leaning over next to me is too big. I feel as though I should be doing something but don't know what. I feel as though my mum revels too much in death or the glorification which often happens shortly after. I feel as though that crisp packet on the floor is too crinkly for its own good. I feel as though I wasted money on a VGA splitter which has no switch. I feel I should have picked up Okami already when I haven't. I feel as though my nose could touch the stars to be vulnerable to solar flares entering its nostrils, such is my dismissive snootiness at times. I feel though my room has more corners than it shows me. I feel as though my fingers are too long and my skin too pale. I feel as though I should take the batteries recharging away from the plug socket. I feel as though I should take my eyes recharging away from their plug sockets. I feel as though the collapsing drawers to my right are trying to tell me there is too much weight on top of them. I feel as though I should change the clothes I've been wearing 24 for the last four days now. I feel as though I should respond more to people who get in touch when I lack the requisite stamina, or fear of stamina, to do so. I feel as though that hammer smilie is quite possibly the most disgustingly irritating thing to have ever been produced on the interweb. I feel as though the shell-broken turtle next to my bed has been there for longer than I have. I feel as though I miss the ants that invaded my bed in a hotel room once. I feel as though the whole world is cacked and drowning in triviality and guiltless posterity and I'm an example of what's wrong. I feel as though I should change my name but being the creature of habit that I am, can't think of a suitable replacement. I feel as though I don't know how to explore and sell myself. I feel as though I despise the conveyor belt when I'm always looking to jump on. I feel as though I have too many videotapes to work through and I can't remember what is where. I feel as though my mum and I are leagues ahead and behind of who we really wanted to be. I feel as though I should change the toilet roll and download another television episode to 'Find Something To Do'. I feel as though I should get out of this room. I feel as though a 25 hour Sunday has no right to exist. I feel as though this chair is a little too filthly and this rug I'm sitting on a little too thin. I feel as though I hate empty bottles and item placement just-so-right. I feel as though I have no choice but to comply with routine who's meaning is to have no meaning. I feel as though this desk has the most beautiful scratches and torn marks produced on an age-old eqiuvalent. I feel as though my cat has grown to be so completely consumed with food in old age that it would eat me, and itself if we were made of Fish Things. I feel as though I don't enjoy scratchy chins. I feel as though I have too many pencils here. I feel as though I wish I wouldn't regret every second I'm not in possession of, and every second that I am. I feel as though I shouldn't have typed out another giant paragraph through which the purpose is to unload a wedge.

DaughterOfTheRains · #**3339** 29th October 2006, 01:55

Basically crap, what else is new?

Concept · #**3340** 29th October 2006, 02:03

The day. The great, tedious Sunday.

I'm sorry you're feeling crap.

Occultus · #**3341** 29th October 2006, 03:30

^

Concept · #**3342** 29th October 2006, 08:39

Not good.

My eyelashes are holding my eyes hostage with sharpened razor like points on-their tips aimed inward. They're mini mercenary ninjitsu warriors demanding tax for every ten mintues I keep my eyes open everyday.

You know what I have to pay them with to keep my whites glazed? Grammatical forum mistakes, repetitive sentence usage and incredibly dour, negative woe-betide-the talk. Yes, I'm blaming it on these diminuitive musketeering bastards.

Concept · #**3343** 29th October 2006, 08:41

Gaps in my articulation. I need sleep.

Sundays. Bloody Sundays.

Kevin Hodge · #**3344** 29th October 2006, 10:10

godammit, i'm ill now! i could see this coming, but i couldn't do anything too stop it becase i'm too messed up.

my throat fels all gravelly, i'm all snotty and gungy.

and i've got that meeting tomorrow now. i'm bricking it!

i wish i could just resolve my work problems with fisticuffs, i'd just go out in my longboat right now and ATTACK

STUPID STUPID STUPID CRAP LIFE

Kevin Hodge · #**3345** 29th October 2006, 16:31

am nearly sane about my meeting tomorrow now, but not quite, can't get my head to quiet down.

plus, i just had a nap. i feel like someone stole my head while i was sleeping and put it in the washing machine, then put it back on me.

and now it's getting dark

help?

Winnie57 · #**3346** 29th October 2006, 16:38

to everyone who needs it (Sullenskink, magika, Concept, tulip).

I feel pretty desperate myself at the moment - losing the will to live - so looks like we're all in the same boat

Kevin Hodge · #**3347** 29th October 2006, 16:42

thanks for your thoughts winnie

sorry to hear you so low, hope things are better soon

Winnie57 · #**3348** 29th October 2006, 17:19

Quote:

Originally Posted by sullenskink

thanks for your thoughts winnie

sorry to hear you so low, hope things are better soon

Thanks sullenskink,
Things should be better in a few weeks when a certain person should be leaving my home.

Hope your meeting goes okay tomorrow, take care.

EnJay · #**3349** 29th October 2006, 17:25

I can't get my damn Crow makeup right.

Not a problem compared to you guys but its still pissin me off.

Need...........More...........Angry...........

tghe-retford · #**3350** 29th October 2006, 19:50

Lonely... as usual.

Concept · #**3351** 29th October 2006, 21:12

Wet! Or in Anne speak: ewtwet.

Concept · #**3352** 30th October 2006, 00:00

Sorry Violet. Hope things improve soon and you're feeling better physically and mentally. I gather it's been a fairly rough weekend, to say the least.

scholes80 · #**3353** 30th October 2006, 00:25

Plain scared. And sleepless. Would do anything to avoid the world tomorrow but I know I'd get fired.

Bob Garside · #**3354** 30th October 2006, 00:36

I've been feeling truly shitty all day and night, totally mentally f*cked, and things that were supposed to happen didn't happen when I needed them to happen, but I guess that's life, and so the cycle continues, ad infinitum, etc., and all that.

But then I spot a thread about drawing pigs, and it took my mind away from all the shite for the first time all day. So, cheers.

Concept · #**3355** 30th October 2006, 06:42

^
Hope you both feel better soon.

I feel tired and depressed. I also don't feel comfortable in my own skin this morning.

Concept · #**3356** 30th October 2006, 07:13

A new day, a new week, a new hope?

Yeah, right.

Concept · #**3357** 30th October 2006, 09:11

Horrendous. I do have a masterplan later though to reinvent myself and better reflect my state of mind.

I feel empty and desperate.

Kevin Hodge · #**3358** 30th October 2006, 09:26

boss was supposed to be here this morning - isn't. thinking of phoning her at home.

Concept · #**3359** 30th October 2006, 09:46

Go around to her house and knock on the door. She'll thank you for it. :P

If it gets ugly on the phone at least you can pull terrible faces at her without her knowing.

In seriousness, good luck with it.

Kevin Hodge · #**3360** 30th October 2006, 09:51

pfffffff....after driving myself mad with this all weekend, i get a really strong impression this ISN'T going to happen today. least i can do is phone her to arrange to see her on tuesday, at least that gets things moving along.

i feel violent