How is everyone feeling? (31)

[Cairn]

Originally Posted by Fantastical

I think the 'feel' is probably the telling word there Cairn! So easy to get caught up in our negativity and think we are terrible, but to the outside world we probably don't appear as bad as we thing we do (or that's what I tell myself anyway!).

And 'Fanny'?!

I know people don't have a clue how mad I am.

It's none suicidal depression that get's me more than anxiety and just the reality of how bloody boring most things you have to do in life are.

I can't just get on with stuff.

I think I have ADHD or something as well tbh.

Fantastical Fanny sounds like a superhero wench. A superwench.

[Cairn]

Originally Posted by Fantastical

Supported work for adults with learning difficulties. Started up for my sister really (who had Down syndrome) so it's a proper family thing. Which has its moments...

Ended up working with teenagers then adults with learning difficulties because of my sister really. Would be nice to have a job one day I actually chose to do rather than stumble into because of family. Problem if the longer I do it the harder it is to find another area to work in. Got no experience outside of learning difficulties really.

That sounds like a very tough job to do.

[Fantastical]

Originally Posted by Cairn

I know people don't have a clue how mad I am.

It's none suicidal depression that get's me more than anxiety and just the reality of how bloody boring most things you have to do in life are.

I can't just get on with stuff.

I think I have ADHD or something as well tbh.

Fantastical Fanny sounds like a superhero wench. A superwench.

Every day stuff can be really boring, hence me currently considering running away to New Zealand or possibly Canada! Having to get up every day, go to work, come home, sit around bored watching TV and repeat. Pay bills, sort out car MOT...

Getting away climbing has become my way of coping, which is fine until you can't go for a few weeks because you have no one to go with.

[Cairn]

Originally Posted by Fantastical

Every day stuff can be really boring, hence me currently considering running away to New Zealand or possibly Canada! Having to get up every day, go to work, come home, sit around bored watching TV and repeat. Pay bills, sort out car MOT...

Getting away climbing has become my way of coping, which is fine until you can't go for a few weeks because you have no one to go with.

Oh I'd love to go to Canada.

I want to go there more than anywhere.

Apart from Brown Recluse spider infestations lol Canada is the shit.

It would probably take me 18 months to afford a weeks holiday there ffs lol.

[Azalea]

Originally Posted by Ichigo

now if I can just find out a way to make 90% of the population vanish....

Can I be in the 90% please?

[Cairn]

Originally Posted by Azalea

Can I be in the 90% please?

[Azalea]

Originally Posted by Ichigo

^ yes, you can. people on here are safe from my cull.

oh i read that wrong, so you want to be vanished? nope sorry you get to stay.

Originally Posted by Ichigo

tired and hopeless.

Know that feeling so well

[Fantastical]

Originally Posted by Cairn

Oh I'd love to go to Canada.

I want to go there more than anywhere.

Apart from Brown Recluse spider infestations lol Canada is the shit.

It would probably take me 18 months to afford a weeks holiday there ffs lol.

I'm ignoring the cost, and the information about the spiders!

[Cairn]

Originally Posted by Fantastical

I'm ignoring the cost, and the information about the spiders!

Brown recluse spiders are basically house spiders with the ability to give you MRSA like symptoms.

If you get bitten, the wound get's bigger and bigger and is so difficult to heal that two years later you can still have a big hole in you.

The good thing is that they're quite docile.

They put me off camping in the BC or renting a log cabin though.

[Fantastical]

[Cairn]

This guys bonkers

[Cairn]

Originally Posted by Fantastical

[laracroft]

Originally Posted by Victoria Lucas

^ Yeah, it is a bit, thanks.

The arse piss has stopped but I still feel really sick if I eat or drink anything, even water. The good news is I've lost a bit of weight due to it.

Get better soon. FYI, i really like your potty mouth, youre my kind of gal. I also think you are gorgeous. PS, im not gay i just think your lovely.

[laracroft]

Originally Posted by Ichigo

why are weekend so boring? shoud be lots to do, all the things I think i should do when Im at work just dissapear from my head when i get home, okay, more like i cant be bothered.

I know how you feel, buddy. I have a couple i hang out with at the weekends, but if anything happened to them and they werent around anymore, it would be back to sitting on the sofa most weekends, feeling like a lonely tosser. What would you like to do at the weekend?

[Fantastical]

Originally Posted by Cairn

I don't like spiders! Admittedly those spiders sound better than some of the Australian ones -shudders-

[Cairn]

Originally Posted by Fantastical

I don't like spiders! Admittedly those spiders sound better than some of the Australian ones -shudders-

Yes.

Oz can feck right off.

Apart from a prime Kylie, I'd love to be bitten by her.

[Cairn]

And Oz BBQ.

That would love to be bitten by me.

[laracroft]

Originally Posted by Ichigo

i dunno, go out with friends have a mooch round a museum or just sit and have a coffee and a chat, go round someones place and watch crappy movies and get pissed and laugh at them. but i have no friends.

It doesnt mean you cant make any. i did. Its not because there is anything wrong with you or you are somehow not good enough. Your confidence is a bit low, thats all. You are kind and funny and caring.

[Fantastical]

^^ I'm now feeling hungry. A bbq would be rather nice

[laracroft]

i came home to not one but 2 speeding fines. fecking driver awareness day now looms. all the extra hours im doing are now wasted on paying 2 fines.

[Cairn]

A beach BBQ.

A whole suckling pig on the go would be great.

[Cairn]

Originally Posted by laracroft

i came home to not one but 2 speeding fines. fecking driver awareness day now looms. all the extra hours im doing are now wasted on paying 2 fines.

[kirbycrackle]

Originally Posted by biscuits

Got out of bed at 5pm and had a shower. Just went for a walk. Still feel rubbish! Arrg.

Just had a mini cleaning marathon. Time for a sit down and a brew now

[Mo34]

Toothachy. But chilled.

[Rocket Spud]

So i went for a walk, figuring enough time to get back before the football started. I got back, didn't have time to eat, and tucked straight into the booze: i'm only one and a half bottles in and i'm feeling quite 'liberated'.

I'm gonna fall asleep on the sofa tonight, i just know it.

[Indigo_]

Hope you feel better soon biscuits

[Cairn]

Hello

[Indigo_]

[laracroft]

I think it's £110 each fine. Wow I am impressed by your knowledge of vintage Tomb Raider. I think she favoured a bike in those days.

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[anxiouslondoner]

Like a ghost, fated to haunt the earth unnoticed for eternity.