How is everyone feeling? (31)

[Mo34]

Tired and meh. Really down the s'morn but a bit of a sleep has improved things I guess.
Loneliness. boredom and a bit of self hatred isn't the best of mixes. My mood will hopefully pick up this eve.

[Mo34]

^
Thanks Kooky

[blancmange]

Same Mo I hope you feel better soon.

I'm freezing as well

[kirbycrackle]

It's cold. It was like summer here yesterday!

[Mo34]

Originally Posted by Dimplesxo

Same Mo I hope you feel better soon.

I'm freezing as well

Thanks Dimples

[Quicksand]

Well if my world considers I'm unwell including my teenager there isn't much point in communicating. U just don't turn up at my door 2am asking for help. I've got my own issues to sort out. Signing off for a few days.

[Tembo]

I've had another great solo trip to Europe, and I travel back to the UK tomorrow. It's been great, but now it's hitting me that I have to go back to reality tomorrow, where I am failing in pretty much every aspect of my life. I've started to realise, everything I do is just a distraction from real life. I really need to change pretty much everything about my life and it's really upsetting. I'm very tempted to cancel my flight and just start a new life in Europe, as living in the UK is getting me no where. Although this probably has nothing to do with the U.K., and more to do with me being a complete failure .

[Mo34]

Better than yesterday, lost the tearfulness though not irritableness .
Currently wandering round muttering about the sheer volume of cars packed into a tiny parking area outside. Good job I'm not going out cause i'd never get back in.

[A Whimsical Stranger]

Wishing I could slap myself out of whatever I'm feeling right now.

[kirbycrackle]

^ hope you feel better soon dw. Like the hair color

Throats all ****ed up today and feeling gloomy and doomy.

[anxiouslondoner]

Can't see any real reason to exist at the moment. I'm just trying to distract myself whilst my life flashes before me, empty and meaningless.

[A Whimsical Stranger]

Originally Posted by Miggs The Terrible

^ hope you feel better soon dw. Like the hair color

Throats all ****ed up today and feeling gloomy and doomy.

Thanks Miggs, same to you.

[newbs16]

I hope you all start to feel a bit brighter soon x

[Franz of Franzylvania]

Tired and peopled out.

[A Whimsical Stranger]

Originally Posted by Purplesnarf

^ I second what newbs said x

And your hair colour looks class Dead Wife

Thank you.

[endo_endo]

Thanks everyone who commented, I would quote bit it's broken on my phone.

[hellotiger]

^Waiting for it is the worst part. It'll be over before you know it


I'm feeling stuck again. My sales assistant has quit bah! She says she feels too young to be in this environment. I did her job at her age with worse circumstances but ok. Alright that's naughty of me, I judged someone by my own standards and that's not fair. I'm just feeling frustrated because I don't know if there's anything I could have done to help. Also I've got holiday to take and I don't know how I'm going to take it.

[newbs16]

Anxiety seems bad today and I have a upset stomach, lucky me.

[newbs16]

^ Thanks it's kind of you.

[kirbycrackle]

Feel really sick today and just wanna crawl under a rock

[Mo34]

Better for getting some zzz's the s'afternoon. Don't think I realised how much I needed them.
My MR has been delivered according to royal mail tracking, hoping there fine about it getting there after the deadline (no one to sign for it on a sat) :/ . Need to forward on my GP letter tomorrow if it's ready. lol don't think I've been into my GP's so much as I have lately.

[anxiouslondoner]

miserable

[kirbycrackle]

Originally Posted by Kooky Monster

^ Oh no, that doesn't sound good at all. I really hope whatever it is leaves you alone pronto

Thanks kooky

[Rocket Spud]

I feel so bad right now .. i just led the dog on that i had a tasty treat for her, when in fact it was a chewed up bit of gristle from a chorizo sausage that i couldn't stomach swallowing. She got out of her bed all hopeful, sauntered over, sniffed at it ... and the look she gave me .. i actually said sorry to her and meant it.

She ****ing ate it too the gutty cow!

[Mo34]

^ You meanie
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I had such a bad nights sleep. Haven't gone to MIND today just feel too lazy really. Did go and pick up my GP letter for the DWP and sent it off. I knew she was on my side but she really sent a fairly hard, let them have it, kinda letter to them. Guess GP's are getting sick of the DWP as well.

[Rocket Spud]

Hahaha, it does sound very mean - i didn't coax her or anything like that, i merely tossed it on the floor and said, 'here, what's this .. ?'. I was too distracted on the playstation to fully realise that she had already gotten into her bed and that my offering wasn't anywhere near equal to her efforts (bear in mind she's about 60 in human yrs).

The way she looked ... i wish i had words .. she was seriously unimpressed. I did apologise though, and so we've put it behind us.


Are you having a lazy day? How's it going?

[Mo34]

^ Aww bless her

Yeah, well I was. Was mellowing out in the peace and quiet till loud banging/thumping and swearing erupted downstairs and my neighbour stalked out. Followed shortly by the middle aged guy that seemed to have moved in for the last few weeks. The latter has just spent the last 10 mins putting his (or someones) clothes and stuff in the back of his van and driven off. So just another day on the mini Jeremy Kyle show here in West Sussex...
Other than that just trying to find something to watch on netflix.....

[Rocket Spud]

Ooh, wonder what's happening there then Don't suppose the music has been blasting out as much, eh? Now that he has company. Or did have.

[Mo34]

^Gawd knows. The guy has probably got sick of my neighbour .
Yeah the music has been better, still blaring out now and again but much much less.

[Rocket Spud]

Yeah, it's a wonder he lasted as long as he did! Glad to hear the music has been reduced