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Old 15th July 2017, 19:11
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In what way don't deserve clementine? Just another way of judging yourself. Let yourself out that prison you put yourself in.
I don't know, I just hate the way I am so much it doesn't matter how hard I try, everything ends the same way.
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Old 15th July 2017, 19:56
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Was watching 101 Dalmations with my son.
Cruella DeVille appeared on screen, the first thing he said was 'wow, I love that bad lady's lipstick!'

I have never been so proud in my entire life.
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Old 15th July 2017, 20:28
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Watching Celebrity Pointless on a Saturday night ... you can't better that!!
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Old 15th July 2017, 21:11
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^ Have you been ill or something?

I don't know how but i'm onto my third pint - the second just disappeared
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Old 15th July 2017, 21:15
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Watching Celebrity Pointless on a Saturday night ... you can't better that!!
Er...yes you can. Little Mix:Ultimate 5! on MTV
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Old 15th July 2017, 21:28
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^^ Ha! I believe it plateaus after Celebrity Pointless
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Old 15th July 2017, 21:30
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^^Yes with cold/flu, slept most of the day
If you're up to it then you should try some basic foods - toast or something.
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Old 15th July 2017, 21:35
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^^ Ha! I believe it plateaus after Celebrity Pointless
You're right. I've switched to MTV Hits where they have an official top 10 of Little Mix. Plus Ke$ha's new single is playing afterwards
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Old 15th July 2017, 21:40
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Yeah, it would be more effective if i knew who you were talking about
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Old 15th July 2017, 21:45
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I remember buying a quarter of little mix in woolworths and a shrimp accidentally fell in the scoop and into my bag. I didnt get charged extra and I skipped home holding my balloon and twirling my pigtails like I had just come first in the 'most likely to be a webdeveloper' competition at the county fair.
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Old 15th July 2017, 23:21
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I want to give up on everything. I ruin it all. I'm malignant. There's just no point anymore and nothing ever gets better.
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Old 15th July 2017, 23:42
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^ You cant know that it wont, its your negative head filter convincing you things will always feel like they do now, I hope you can shift this feeling clementine.
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Old 15th July 2017, 23:50
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I want to give up on everything. I ruin it all. I'm malignant. There's just no point anymore and nothing ever gets better.
I know it sounds cheesy and crap, and doesn't help much, but you really don't ever know what's just around the corner!
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Old 15th July 2017, 23:50
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There's a couple of bottles of wine in the fridge, calling me, trying to tempt me!
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Old 15th July 2017, 23:57
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^^^^ I really hope those bad thoughts and feelings go away soon Clem and that things do improve for you.
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Old 16th July 2017, 14:41
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^ You cant know that it wont, its your negative head filter convincing you things will always feel like they do now, I hope you can shift this feeling clementine.
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I know it sounds cheesy and crap, and doesn't help much, but you really don't ever know what's just around the corner!
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^^^^ I really hope those bad thoughts and feelings go away soon Clem and that things do improve for you.
Thanks.
I know there could be good things around the corner. I also know that even if they were amazing things I'd still destroy everything. It's what always happens, it's all that this illness does and I'll never be free of it. I can't ever see things clearly or know what's real. Nobody can love me because even I don't know who the hell I am. My life is just pointless loneliness, self hatred, paranoia and pain and I'm tired of hurting and feeling that everyone despises or is laughing at me. I don't want to carry on but I'm trapped in it.
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Old 16th July 2017, 14:46
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If you ever want trip to Dartmoor Clementine, i find that helps mentally. To escape town, and thoughts.
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Old 16th July 2017, 21:14
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I should probably update my blog.
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Old 16th July 2017, 21:46
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I've eaten far too much today. After a few weeks of limiting what I eat, my stomach is not thanking me for it. I'm right, proper bloated.
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Old 16th July 2017, 23:06
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The region they cycled through in the Tour de France today looked very nice, I think I might like to live there except they kept saying it gets very hot.
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Old 16th July 2017, 23:15
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Whether my period will arrive a week early.
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Old 16th July 2017, 23:20
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^^ Spooky. I was wondering the same thing. I'm trying to make it earlier so it doesn't start when I'm on holiday. It will start when I'm on holiday because it's a dick like that.
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Old 16th July 2017, 23:25
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oops sorry biscuits, I ruined your carets
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Old 16th July 2017, 23:40
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George A. Romero

Dawn of the Dead was the start of my zombie obsession.
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Old 16th July 2017, 23:52
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Aww The original Dead trilogy means so much to me. The Land/Diary/Survival films were gash, but I have such an enduring love for the first three, they're like my Star Wars.
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Old 16th July 2017, 23:58
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Same He influenced my taste in films strongly.
Going to have to watch them again.

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Old 17th July 2017, 00:53
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Thinking how I wasted my time watching two daddy long legs earlier, one was tryna get it on with the other, but after making a big song and dance out of it they decided it wasn't happening the annoying thing is, is they were still getting more action in this hotel room than me
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Old 17th July 2017, 01:55
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Even though I've got less to complain about than I used to some things never change. 3 years ago I was barely clinging on to a job that caused more stress than was justified by the pay. Now I'm on an artificially inflated salery but it still doesn't seem worth it, and I have to worry about being literally and emotionally available to someone else. I actually don't know how to get a job. Every one I've ever had I stumbled into and took out of desperation. The other half constantly talks about moving in together but that means getting a job closer and so far I've had one interview and nobody is interested. She's amazing and patient but it can't last.
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Old 17th July 2017, 02:02
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Thanks.
I know there could be good things around the corner. I also know that even if they were amazing things I'd still destroy everything. It's what always happens, it's all that this illness does and I'll never be free of it. I can't ever see things clearly or know what's real. Nobody can love me because even I don't know who the hell I am. My life is just pointless loneliness, self hatred, paranoia and pain and I'm tired of hurting and feeling that everyone despises or is laughing at me. I don't want to carry on but I'm trapped in it.
I **** up all the good thing that happen to me too, but I just try and learn from my mistakes and add it all to life experience, so I won't **** it all up again. The rest of what you're saying is bollocks! Loads of people could and probably do love you. You must know you're being ridiculously hard on yourself!?
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Old 17th July 2017, 04:05
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Even though I've got less to complain about than I used to some things never change. 3 years ago I was barely clinging on to a job that caused more stress than was justified by the pay. Now I'm on an artificially inflated salery but it still doesn't seem worth it, and I have to worry about being literally and emotionally available to someone else. I actually don't know how to get a job. Every one I've ever had I stumbled into and took out of desperation. The other half constantly talks about moving in together but that means getting a job closer and so far I've had one interview and nobody is interested. She's amazing and patient but it can't last.
What do you mean you worry about being literally and emotionally available to someone else. I'm pleased you're happy in your life, you just need to find more suitable employment.
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