How is everyone feeling? (22)

[Brokenx]

Bad day today for my anxiety

[Unbridled]

Originally Posted by woof

ive had bad dreams all night

Oh like what? Personal relationship dreams or something I find those bad

I dream't I was fat last night, was wierd lol

[Tetsuaiga]

Fed up.

[talisman]

I feel like the whole world is against me at the moment...

if it gets any windier i think my patio doors are going to get sucked out of my flat and fly off into the distance

[likeme]

tension in my head

[Unbridled]

Originally Posted by woof

I dreamt i was in hospital and my family were there . I was there waiting to have an injection which would kill me


was very weird, think i had it prob cos i know i might have to have an op soon

Yeah dreams aren't that subtle sometimes lol, hope your op isn't going to be anything too big ?

Pretty crap tbh despite the good things going on in my life

[Aᴄᴇ]

tired been up all night an feel extra anxious bcos of it im to wired cos ive been on the coffee, save meeeeee

[hellotiger]

I'm feeling low today. Up until now I was feeling optimistic that things were going to get better, I thought I was just stuck in a rut and something would change soon but nothing has.
I'm trying to keep myself busy with work but I keep coming back to this dark place and I'm worried I will let it spiral out of control. Before I know it I'll be back the way I was a year ago, not able to get out of bed, watching tv and not even taking it in, scared to even step out my front door.
Everyone round to my place I'm having a pity party.

[Johnni]

Originally Posted by Emma792

Finally leaving uni for good today. Two of the housemates have already left. For the last few days I have been in a really antisocial/angry at the world mood and have just wanted to go home, and have been avoiding them. We had a nice week last week, but for some reason this week I had had enough.

Well, today I woke up and starting packing and I'm now in floods of tears because I don't want to leave and I will miss them, and all I want to do is go chat to them. Hmmm. I confuse even myself.

Sad times in Emma-land.

Focus on all the good shit that happened the past 3 yrs and that you can find people like this all over again cos you did it before. Plus you will still see them again i presume on the odd occasion.

[Toxic]

so my inability to take down a number..or deal with phones at all..has probably cost me £300-£350

im quite a muppet really..i keep saying i need to win the lottery but i think im gonna have a better chance if i actually start playing...

[Progress]

Originally Posted by Emma792

Finally leaving uni for good today. Two of the housemates have already left. For the last few days I have been in a really antisocial/angry at the world mood and have just wanted to go home, and have been avoiding them. We had a nice week last week, but for some reason this week I had had enough.

Well, today I woke up and starting packing and I'm now in floods of tears because I don't want to leave and I will miss them, and all I want to do is go chat to them. Hmmm. I confuse even myself.

Sad times in Emma-land.

I think you're bound to have mixed emotions, you've had good times and bad, and it's the end of a huge event in your life. You're certainly bound to feel sad at the loss, allow yourself to feel it, it's natural.
You'll feel better when you adjust to home life again.

just found £12 quid in tesco vouchers online i didn't know i had and £27 quid in nectar points i didn't know i had either.

[Tetsuaiga]

Fuuuuuuuuuuck! In a kinda good and bad way at once.

[Aᴄᴇ]

very tired been awake over 24 hours but i done it, as of tonight my sleep pattern should be back in the sensible category hope it lasts, guna log off now an get ready for bed night all (GO RUSSIA!)

[Tom123]

Ergh.

Now I remember why I don't like going back to my tennis club. The incestuous nepotism in that place is bloody 'orrible. No, I haven't got a job and no, my family doesn't own a flat in Monaco and no, I haven't got a brother called Tarquin-Cumquat but that doesn't mean I'm a moron.

If my club had a chimney, I would have been sent up it tonight.

On the plus side, I think I may excited a housewife this evening, she was quite friendly and I reckon a little bit horny.

Swings and roundabouts and all that.

[!>Y\e5l-%h-NMw>cH]

Originally Posted by Tom123

Ergh.

Now I remember why I don't like going back to my tennis club. The incestuous nepotism in that place is bloody 'orrible. No, I haven't got a job and no, my family doesn't own a flat in Monaco and no, I haven't got a brother called Tarquin-Cumquat but that doesn't mean I'm a moron.

If my club had a chimney, I would have been sent up it tonight.

On the plus side, I think I may excited a housewife this evening, she was quite friendly and I reckon a little bit horny.

Swings and roundabouts and all that.

[Caribou]

Originally Posted by JohnnyCage

night all

Night

[Johnni]

Originally Posted by Tom123

Ergh.

Now I remember why I don't like going back to my tennis club. The incestuous nepotism in that place is bloody 'orrible. No, I haven't got a job and no, my family doesn't own a flat in Monaco and no, I haven't got a brother called Tarquin-Cumquat but that doesn't mean I'm a moron.

If my club had a chimney, I would have been sent up it tonight.

On the plus side, I think I may excited a housewife this evening, she was quite friendly and I reckon a little bit horny.

Swings and roundabouts and all that.

She wanted a bit of rough i guess.

[Vanessa]

abit tired-drunk which is good. i havent slep t properly in a while so i had a little vino. but now i have to shower so i hopie the shower doesnt' make hte tired effect wear off.

[Omar Little]

I feel morally repulsed and sick to my stomach after hearing a news story about a homeless old man who got his face eaten off by a crazed lunatic.
I can't stop thinking about it, it's the most disturbing thing i've ever heard.
The police found a naked man eating the homeless man's face right off him, the homeless man was alive while this happened too, the police had to shoot the guy 4 times to get him to stop, he was literally wolfing the guy's face down.

the poor old fella's face is almost completely gone, how can a human being do such a thing?
i just don't get it, it's beyond reason.


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[blubs]

Originally Posted by Tom123

Ergh.

Now I remember why I don't like going back to my tennis club. The incestuous nepotism in that place is bloody 'orrible. No, I haven't got a job and no, my family doesn't own a flat in Monaco and no, I haven't got a brother called Tarquin-Cumquat but that doesn't mean I'm a moron.

If my club had a chimney, I would have been sent up it tonight.

On the plus side, I think I may excited a housewife this evening, she was quite friendly and I reckon a little bit horny.

Swings and roundabouts and all that.

tarquin-cumquat! My new favourite name!

[Pablo Huntsbach]

Originally Posted by Jake Bullet

how can a human being do such a thing?

PCP

[blubs]

Originally Posted by PRH1987

PCP

Is that what it was? Jesus.

[ghost.of.an.englishman]

bath salts bro

[Tetsuaiga]

Slightly excited. Doubt itll last more than half an hour though.

[Pablo Huntsbach]

Originally Posted by blubs

Is that what it was? Jesus.

I read that he took several bullets without flinching so I would imagine so.

[Toxic]

*shrug*

i think i must have the personality of a can of soup, it amuses me how easily people forget me

also these weekend nights..when everyone goes out..even the people who claim to have no life..go out..and i sit here..on my todd..with no one online to even speak to..gets me down quite a bit!

[Toxic]

bastards! no one told me

[PositivePoemsbyme]

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