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I hate myself and I want to die. How original.
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Just a thought - everything is shit and worthless and I might as well kill myself. Sorry, I wish I didn't think like this.
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#155
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The roast lamb in the oven smells good
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My Doctor said I had Leukopenia (too few white blood cells) but I've just noticed my new blood test request form says I have Leukocytosis (too many white blood cells). Yesterday my prescription was written all wrong. I'm wondering if anyone there knows what they're doing.
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#157
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Hoping I can remember how to sleep soon. I'm starting to feel like a zombie.
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#159
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^ Ta
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#160
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That as of Wednesday I'm old enough to post here now. And not even too terrified by that yet. My twenties were predominantly a pile of arse. Come at me, thirties!
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#161
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^ Welcome to the club
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#162
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I honestly don't know how I'm going to survive living alone.
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#165
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I really wish my dad's gf would butt out of the housing discussions, she's got far too much to say for someone who's only been in the picture for 2+yrs. I'm not involved in anything neither, i'm just listening to them talking in the garden and it's getting on my nerves how much she's pushing .. it's idea after idea. This is the first time i've heard them talk at length about it. The annex idea is very favoured - well, a log cabin thing, in the garden.
I don't know how i feel about it... the whole situations been awkward at times, especially when she first came on the scene, i've become a lot less resistant to her, but they obviously want their own space.. they probably have had for quite some time, hence all the caravanning. I just feel me being in a 'big shed' in the garden is going to be weird. I'm not liking the idea of seeing her living here neither, i'd rather be elsewhere entirely. She'll have much more influence too and will no doubt have family and friends over cos my dad has already completely adopted her social circle - he didn't have much of his own anyway - and a log cabin only provides so much privacy, especially in the summer when they'll (no doubt) have bbq parties. She's on about getting a hot tub too ... yep. Ugh. The best scenario would be for my mum to move in with her (aging) dad, then i into her flat, but Mum kinda frowned and said no at that when i mentioned it midweek. I don't know, it's such a mess. This has been on my head for quite some time now. I truly wish i was suicidal, that would cure all. |
#167
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I haven't really considered whether i could afford to rent - 'i don't earn enough' - that's as far as i've thought, but really, it's just not doable on a shitty part-time job. Plus, with this job, there's no certainty, they get rid of you at the drop of a hat with no recourse. I've been working here for 3+yrs and i've seen so many people come and go, for various reasons ... i wouldn't ever like to depend on this job.
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#168
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^ Could you house/flat share? You may not want to. It's not something I'd ever do again.
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#169
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Nah, that won't work, panics me thinking about it.
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^ It may still be worth looking into renting, a small studio flat perhaps? On a short-term lease. Could you pick up more hours at work? Or find a second part-time job?
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It's a struggle doing anything these days, i'm in at the deep end with avoidance issues, i find it difficult to focus on helping myself - looking at property is something other people do.
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^ I hope things pick up for you soon Spud.
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Thanks, Tiger
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I'm worrying about women's stuff and wishing I wasn't such a ridiculous, shy child when it comes to talking about these things :/
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^ it's probably nothing
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Now that I am doing roughly the same but as a hobby and from home I am at least 10 times more efficient and that isn't exaggerating. Not that I am suggesting you leave work and take up your job as a hobby That is a terrible idea. I do have an issue with confidence in any work I produce (or did at least) so at least at home I could also recheck it over and over too. Well done on the gym, healthy body healthy mind, I think thats what they say anyway |
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Randomly thinking, what happens when the Internet world meets the real world, like if you're in the supermarket and think I know them from instagram, or a forum, Facebook. Would you speak to them, or ignore them?
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