#5103
|
|||
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
^Smudge, the one thing everyone keeps telling me about grieving is that you do whatever feels right for you. I've done some extraordinarily odd things since Em died. Just go with it if it makes you feel better
|
#5104
|
|||
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
Quote:
Sounds just like my mum's recent experiences with council contractors. She lives alone and is highly vulnerable, yet has lost count of the times she's been let down with no shows, sloppy workmanship and a general lack of respect and courtesy. It's a sad reflection on the times when you half expect these kind of things to happen |
#5105
|
|||
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
Quote:
Glad you got such a nice Dr out. Try your best to forget the negativity of others - easier said than done I know. wishing you some calm to help recuperate, just remember you have a supportive community here who can relate to these difficult times. Best wishes |
#5106
|
|||
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
frustrated that weekends cost me alot of money and we apparently "need" to buy things for going camping/caravanning next week.
looking forward to the grand national later though :D |
#5107
|
|||
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
I'm ok, no call outs so far this weekend and considering Chinese takeaway for tea later, until then I'm going to clean and grease the headset bearings on bike #3.
|
#5108
|
|||
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
Not bad. Cycled to work for the first time this morning. Not only did I get lost (trust me to); but my bike chain also came loose, which I wasn't sure how to fix so just walked the rest of the way. So I ended up 45 minutes late Luckily they didn't really mind as it was pretty dead today and then they let me go half an hour early. No problems with the cycle home though.
|
#5110
|
|||
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
It should really be your sister/brother that is to be congratulated for, you know, "doing the deed" but well done anyway Entity! :D
I'm feeling in a genuine good mood. |
#5111
|
|||
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
It's a Saturday night and I've nowhere to go, nothing to do. Wish I was out somewhere drinking elaborate cocktails and dancing to cheesy music.
|
#5112
|
|||
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
Quote:
|
#5113
|
|||
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
I'm really not sure how I'm feeling at the moment. My emotions are on fruit machine mode at the moment. I have no idea what's coming........ * counts coins *
|
#5115
|
|||
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
^ I'm still up Endo
Are you alright? Look after yourself okay Quote:
Nice one Mark It's so often the way isn't it, our anticipatory anxiety being so much worse than the actual event itself. Quote:
Quote:
Starting to finally feel sleepy ..... |
#5116
|
|||
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
Ecstatic.
Had a great date last night, Italian food and meeting her parents! I was so scared of meeting her parents as I've never met anyone's parents before, lucky she suffers from SA too, we went to the pub next door for a quick power confidence beer. Went very well and I am proud of myself for saying yeah why not meet them instead of taking the easy route Had steak in peppercorn sauce. It also made me laugh, i went to a decently upclass everywhere for my Italian food and when the guy asked if I wanted to taste it I said no thanks just pour it. Probably because I am common as muck, lol. It's so strange to get on with people, and think it isn't a joke or they're not trying to exploit me? |
#5117
|
|||
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
^well done for being brave thaigreen, glad you had a good time.
Feeling tired. I seem to have a choice: no sleeping pill and have a rubbish sleep (5 hours last night, woke up every hour) or sleeping pill and feel like a zombie the next day. Oh for a happy medium. |
#5120
|
|||
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
Quote:
Feel a bit rubbish today, can't sleep! |
#5121
|
|||
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
Groggy, I slept really heavy last night. I can feel how hard I've been working from the aches and pains in my body. I had a big tension knot in my back but a volunteer worked on it for me and it feels much better, I kept making moaning noises it was really embarrassing, he didn't complain.
Lets see what's happened to me lately - found some pot in a coat pocket yesterday, was donated some lovely Vivienne Westwood shoes which I had to try on and discovered they make fart noises as you walk, so lots of giggles had yesterday (oh that sounds like I smoked the pot, I didn't). Also some serious things, one of the younger volunteers that I've got admitted to me yesterday that she's feeling sad. I could tell something was up and asked her. I nearly reached out and grabbed her hand to tell her she was going to be ok but I stopped myself, I still don't know now if I should have or not. I sometimes worry that I go too far, I'm quite an intense person so have to monitor what I do so as not to freak people out. Anyway I'll be keeping an eye on her, she's very sensitive and remarkably brilliant, I'm probably not supposed to have a favourite volunteer but she's mine. |
#5122
|
|||
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
^It sounds like you've got a ton of confidence just lately, great to hear.
Still lonely, quite hopeless, wish I could stop waking up thinking about things that upset me, fairly sure I didn't get that job as they would have called by now. I missed a call from an unknown number yesterday but I don't think it was them. |
#5124
|
|||
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
I feel like I'm starting to crash, so am trying to keep occupied.
I'm determined not to go down this time, without a fight. |
#5125
|
|||
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
Feeling like I want to run away but my legs have been bolted onto my head.
Also have a headache. |
#5127
|
|||
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
Quote:
|
#5129
|
|||
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (28)
^I'm pleased to hear that Entity.
|
#5130
|
|||
|
|||
How is everyone feeling? (28)
Everyone is out of my house and nobody has really talked to me in 2-3 days, feeling pretty alone I guess :/
|