The 30+ how are you feeling thread - Page 26

Clementine · #**751** 27th May 2017, 20:21

I feel sort of almost happy but also terrified of letting myself feel happy. My brain is a bastard.

newbs16 · #**752** 28th May 2017, 01:35

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Originally Posted by Clementine

I feel sort of almost happy but also terrified of letting myself feel happy. My brain is a bastard.

You deserve to be happy x

companioncube · #**753** 28th May 2017, 01:50

I don't know how i'm meant to continue living like this.

newbs16 · #**754** 28th May 2017, 06:05

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Originally Posted by companioncube

I don't know how i'm meant to continue living like this.

Has something happened?

Clementine · #**755** 28th May 2017, 09:16

^^ What's wrong, companioncube?

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Originally Posted by newbs16

You deserve to be happy x

Thanks, Newbs

Clementine · #**756** 29th May 2017, 08:48

Noxious. Repugnant. Unwanted. Parasitic. All the cheery things.

Oddity · #**757** 29th May 2017, 09:10

^

Tim.82 · #**758** 29th May 2017, 13:58

^^ You're none of those things and I hope you start to feel better soon

Hope everything's alright companioncube

Clementine · #**759** 29th May 2017, 20:10

Thank you.

Azalea · #**760** 6th June 2017, 10:18

I'm feeling happy and positive.
I still don't see my grandsons which makes me sad but I have learned to deal with it better.
Some good things have happened lately and for the first time in many years I feel life is worth living.

Oddity · #**761** 6th June 2017, 15:27

^ Glad things are going better for you

Azalea · #**762** 6th June 2017, 20:23

Thanks

I hope things improve for you Jinny

Mikei · #**763** 16th June 2017, 21:26

Feeling disenchanted with life in general.

Mikei · #**764** 22nd June 2017, 21:29

Feeling like I'm walking up the down escalator, I want to stop walking, but know that if I do I'm going nowhere but down, down down...

Silent Ninja · #**765** 22nd June 2017, 21:40

Older, everything seems to cause aches and pains for me now, I've managed to knacker my foot with my cycling.

Clementine · #**766** 23rd June 2017, 14:42

^

I'm sorry, Miss Kitty. You deserve so much better than that. I think you're flippin' awesome.

Clementine · #**767** 24th June 2017, 17:44

Frustrated.

Fluorescent Grey · #**768** 25th June 2017, 00:25

So I've been thinking of killing myself most of my life. I haven't because ya know decisions, decisions, drowning or slit wrists? I couldn't decide how to kill myself so I got some help instead. So now I'm on the road to recovery ("we're on a road to nowhere.") and I'll probably live happily ever after.

newbs16 · #**769** 25th June 2017, 04:33

^ I'm really happy that you're no the road to recovery, well done

newbs16 · #**770** 25th June 2017, 04:34

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Originally Posted by Clementine

Frustrated.

What's wrong?

Clementine · #**771** 30th June 2017, 15:30

^ Oops, sorry. I can't remember now, probably sexually

I'm feeling bored and fed up. I do have plenty of things I should be doing, just negative amounts of motivation. I got up early and showered, I was full of good intentions this morning. I've mostly been sat staring into space since then though.

I Love My Cats · #**772** 5th July 2017, 05:06

Tired but unable to sleep, worrying about work and hoping the wee dude won't wake. Just waiting for the clock to reach 5.30am, so today's hamster wheel monotony will commence...

Clementine · #**773** 5th July 2017, 08:15

Flawed, in every possible way. There's nothing about me that isn't somehow wrong.

newbs16 · #**774** 5th July 2017, 08:18

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Originally Posted by Carrot*Cake

Tired but unable to sleep, worrying about work and hoping the wee dude won't wake. Just waiting for the clock to reach 5.30am, so today's hamster wheel monotony will commence...

I remember when you was pregnant with your son, time seems to go pm quickly. Hope you have a lovely day.

I Love My Cats · #**775** 5th July 2017, 12:35

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Originally Posted by newbs16

I remember when you was pregnant with your son, time seems to go pm quickly. Hope you have a lovely day.

Aww thanks X I'm going to be buying Bachs Rescue Remedy to try today - I'm in a cycle where I can't switch off from work and have a good sleep and a few things panic me at work. I figure it's worth a try to see if it makes any difference. I hope you're well x

Clementine · #**776** 8th July 2017, 08:17

I don't know, kind of like the emotional equivalent of a wrung-out flannel.

Rianne · #**777** 8th July 2017, 15:38

Hacked off. Generally fed up with life and some of the particularly nasty people in it. some people are selfish, manipulative and thoroughly unpleasant. They find someone with stupid written on their forehead ( it must be on mine ) and they walk all over you. Guilt trip you into sorting out their problems and then when you finally say 'enough' they make you feel bad for finally pulling the plug on their leeching behaviour. Rant over.

Rianne · #**778** 8th July 2017, 16:42

^ Thanks. I know you are right. It's weird because the only person to blame for the fact that people take advantage of me is me coz I've allowed them to do it!!! I wish I could be more assertive because it is possible to be so without being rude or unkind. I let people get away with all sorts and they don't respect me for it. I would in fact get more respect if I did lay down clear boundaries as to what is and is not acceptable. I'm struggling at the moment because I am very angry with myself for allowing people to treat me the way they have and I'm angry with them for having the nerve to do it, but because I haven't told them they can't I guess I shouldn't be surprised that they do!!! The worst offenders have been eliminated from my life now though so I just need to make sure I become assertive in the future. I just feel really bad saying the word 'No' !

Clementine · #**779** 7th August 2017, 12:43

Overwhelmed

anxiouslondoner · #**780** 7th August 2017, 13:08

^