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  #15421  
Old 22nd September 2017, 16:32
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Motivated but absolutely shattered, which is rather frustrating. Hmmph.
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Old 22nd September 2017, 16:58
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^ You're my lovely, patient friend, Merry. You're worth loads to me
Sorry I didn't reply to this. Thank you
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Old 22nd September 2017, 17:08
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Unfit and ashamed of what I let myself turn into, a 45 minute walk should not result in hurting legs, being out of breath, significant pains in both side and me being covered in sweat.

I am still very uneasy and unsure for some reason. I normally have the "I am not afraid but I am not a threat" look correct, you would never get to my age around here without it but today I just was all over the place.

In case anybody is wondering, looking at the shoes eventually gets you picked on or mugged, especially around kids adn if you look 'interesting'. Looking towards or at anybody gets you into the next days newspapers. There is a third thing where you sort of gaze without looking but not staring directly ahead petrified, its normally relatively natural for me through practice. I couldnt manage it today. Plus, I realised I really need to buy some new shoes.
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Old 22nd September 2017, 17:14
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^ Do you live in an episode of The Wire?

I sometimes think the area I live's a bit rough, what with people treating the local streets like an elaborate bar, but I guess I'm lucky in that I don't get any bother very often. I can't imagine how I'd react to being mugged. In my head I'd be Clint Eastwood, in reality I'd be Charles Hawtrey.
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Old 22nd September 2017, 17:30
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^ they had to tone it down for the wire for tv.

I havent been mugged in ages, at least a couple of years, kids hanging around the cash machine.

I may exaggerate slightly about the area but stabby park is named so (not by everyone I should say) because in 2 weeks there were 3 stabbings (the air ambulance lands in the park) and a couple of weeks later a seriously bad beating where they cable tied a kids arms to the park fence. The park has schools on three sides, one bus stop where all the kids have to go to, a KFC and 2 off licenses. At 3:45 or so I make sure I am not around the area.

All of the above were kids, 14s and 15s I think, I tend not to read the papers but this was a few years ago and really quite significant, I think it was mainly school gangs starting on each other which spilled out into the park, kfc and an offy. Oh yeah the offy guy had his hand slashed too.

But the rats seem to love the area so it must have something going for it.
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Old 22nd September 2017, 17:38
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Tired and confused. Went to vol job tried to stay as clean as possible as I knew I had to high tail it to an assessment for some possible MH support in town with a local organisation. Ha ha cue me squelching through pig enclosure and getting liquid mud all up my thigh and having to take a cold hose to myself lol.

Had to leg it from there late and drive like a loon to town a bit over hyped/anxious. Found the office and what does my brain do? Go into confident, bright, chatty, articulate mode (a setting that rarely sees the light of day) so there's me banging on about not being able to leave the house at times, unable to cope with this that or the other etc etc.. whilst sounding the total opposite. I mean ffs brain. On a positive at least the hosing my leg worked, I didn't smell of pig shit...
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Old 22nd September 2017, 18:12
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^^ thanks always, no pain no gain I guess. I just thought that was for when you actually did exercise or pushed yourself not a short walk. The body deteriorates very fast if you dont use it at all for anything ever

Normally I manage to go about ok, its the fear of meeting somebody I know and having to talk that is worse for me, somehow I guess I am just used to the scary stuff. Or the fact that I can rationalise how rare it is overall.
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Old 22nd September 2017, 18:13
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Miserable, jealous and worthless
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Old 22nd September 2017, 18:26
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Low, tired and anxious. Struggling to cope with starting uni (and it's not properly started yet) and living in a shared house miles from home.
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Old 22nd September 2017, 18:34
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^ I'm sure it'll get easier

^^ Thanks John
No, I'm just hoping I'll get a text from someone, that's all.
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Old 22nd September 2017, 19:36
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9pm-3am indoors next door. That's crap. Kid totally out of control after lunchtime school out. I've had enough. I do not like them at all. Slept all day didn't go out. Made me evening meal couple cups of tea and now doing stuff for me. Early bed I think. Even mourning for a loved one they don't keep their behaviour in check.
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Old 22nd September 2017, 21:36
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Starting to feel (and be) self destructive again. It's the only thing that ever feels right, and all that I'm worthy of.
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Old 22nd September 2017, 21:39
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^ I am not one to talk about the first bit, its certainly my standard default state, everything else is an effort. You are most certainly worthy my fellow forumite, from what little I know of you I know you are indeed worthy of good things.

Tell your brain to go have a word with itself. BACK IN YOUR BED BRAIN.
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Old 23rd September 2017, 03:29
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Seem to be suffering a bit with pain in my shoulder blades, it's probably due to being greedy last night.
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Old 23rd September 2017, 08:44
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Another poor tossing and turning sleep..
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Old 23rd September 2017, 08:52
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^ hope you don't have too many worries.
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Old 23rd September 2017, 08:59
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Im off to the hairdresser today. My usual hairdressers and I have an unspoken introverts agreement that once we've exchanged pleasantries that it's not really necessary to fill the silence. It's not awkward.

However, the person I'm seeing today seems to want to have debates and didn't believe what I was telling her once �� . She's nice and all that, but I get really tired from the strain of trying to think of words. Really hope it's busy with the noise of hairdriers because I'm not really in the mood to use up all of my energy before lunch.
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Old 23rd September 2017, 09:06
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I've been teetering on having a sore throat for days. It's fully come out today
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Old 23rd September 2017, 09:16
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^ Get some fresh ginger in something - tea, smoothie...

Hope ya fee better soon. Sore throats are the worst.
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Old 23rd September 2017, 09:24
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^
Thanks biscuits .
I've got some fresh ginger in the fridge as it happens, providing it hasn't gone over yet. And some lemons....
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Old 23rd September 2017, 09:26
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Mo I had you feel better soon.

Good luck at the hairdressers biscuits
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Old 23rd September 2017, 09:27
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Thanks newbs
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Old 23rd September 2017, 09:36
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You know what to do, Mo

Hi newbs. Thanks! Gonna need it!
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Old 23rd September 2017, 12:15
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Anxious AF, I am just pacing now wondering what to do.
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Old 23rd September 2017, 13:23
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Anxious because I'm going out to a party, my chest hurts too I'm not sure if it's because I'm nervous.
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Old 23rd September 2017, 16:33
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Regretful, paranoid, VERY anxious and hungry.
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Old 23rd September 2017, 19:22
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Old 23rd September 2017, 19:37
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^ Sending lots of hugs your way.
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Old 23rd September 2017, 19:41
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^ thanks, TL x
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Old 23rd September 2017, 20:41
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Sick. Just been sick, cold and shivering. Wrapped up in bed with blankets and a drink of water. I hate vomiting.
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