How is everyone feeling? (31)

[Silent Ninja]

Glad I managed to get through a day at work, there was one moment where I started getting myself into a state and worrying about passing-out there but it passed and I didn't have anymore problems (and it wasn't the smoothest running day I could have returned to either)

[newbs16]

Originally Posted by Silent Ninja

Glad I managed to get through a day at work, there was one moment where I started getting myself into a state and worrying about passing-out there but it passed and I didn't have anymore problems (and it wasn't the smoothest running day I could have returned to either)

Well done, I'm pleased for you

[Silent Ninja]

^ Thank you

[anxiouslondoner]

Insignificant and invisible.

[Olly.]

Originally Posted by Azi

^^ You'll love it when he starts school -- the freedom!

I'm feeling wobbly bobbly. Applying for a bazillion jobs at the moment leaves me feeling pretty on edge. Just got off the phone to one chappy, and I think I got away eith not sounding as jittery as I felt but still managed to forget some crucial bits of info. I have an interview again tomorrow so I'm all of a dither. I hope I don't present as all over the place as I feel.

I bet you'll ace the interview, good luck, hope it all goes smoothly

[Olly.]

^^ I feel like that too

[Pandapop]

I feel a bit lonely, blah.

Was looking at all my old photos last night and saw how happy I was in pictures with ex boyfriends, made me miss having that connection with someone. Gawd I just wanna nakey spoon

[kirbycrackle]

^ those avatars are just wrong.

[Pandapop]

^^
They're a reflection of my own life.

[Oddity]

[kirbycrackle]

Originally Posted by Pandapop

^^
They're a reflection of my own life.

Erm in what way?

[Pandapop]

In a I like taking naked selfies kinda way.....




Golly gosh it's just a joke picture.

[kirbycrackle]

Originally Posted by Pandapop

In a I like taking naked selfies kinda way.....




Golly gosh it's just a joke picture.

Oh. Well whatever does it for you lady.

Do you really say golly gosh? Lol

[Pandapop]

Hell to the yeah I sure do

[Azi]

Originally Posted by Olly.

I bet you'll ace the interview, good luck, hope it all goes smoothly

Thanks Ollster. I hope you (and anxiouslondoner) feel better soon.

I love your avatar, Pops.

[kirbycrackle]

Originally Posted by Pandapop

Hell to the yeah I sure do

Are you pippy longstocking?

[Indigo_]

Finally starting to feel more relaxed. Major observation out of the way today and looking forward to tomorrow evening

[umm]

Uber-paranoid and hiding in the toilet. Apart from that I feel amazing.

[Mo34]

Tired. Went to volunteer job. Blimey it's a good cheap way to get fit if nothing else! I actually ache
My anxiety was bad this morning, I'll be buggered if I know why In the end I just told the woman I was partnered with that I suffer from an anxiety disorder and just to ignore me if I'm being a twit. From that we got on rather well and chatted away off and on throughout the morning.

Yesterday my anxiety was higher as well oddly. A women on my course sat down and launched into a cheery full on conversation from out of nowhere which threw me a bit. She seems nice though. I suppose it's just desensitising myself from the reclusive state that I seem to have created in my life. It's harder/more stressful than I anticipated but doable...I think (I hope).

[Z.]

Originally Posted by Charlotte Vale 1942

Well done mo. hope you feel better umm.


Lonely sad lifes a bitch.

[Tom123]

Melancholy.

I've spent the past few hours in the pub with my friends and it's been great and yet now I feel utterly empty and jealous. They are all do so much more than me, have such wide social circles that enable them to experience so much...

I love my girlfriend and friends dearly and never take for granted how lucky I have been but being essentially anxiety free after all this time is hugely frustrating .

The bridges that have been burnt, the people I have pushed aside..... It's too late now, there have been far too many excuses.

Ahh tomorrow is a new day but for now i shall wallow, hopefully spurred on to make more of an effort.

[Z.]

Originally Posted by biscuits

I'm in a fairly bad mood. My earlobe hurts. Who has earlobe pain?

Gah, I hope your earlobe pain abates soon. I can't say I've ever experienced earlobe pain myself.

[Abigail Hobbs]

Empty and dead and pointless. Oh wells.

[newbs16]

Originally Posted by Lyra Silvertongue

I'm happy. My husband got in bed and looked all sad because my belly has gone smaller. (Chubby chaser) He said he can't grab it as easily anymore. Woohoo!

Likes a bit of junk in his trunk

[newbs16]

^ have you been dieting?

[newbs16]

Podgy porn

[newbs16]

Originally Posted by Lyra Silvertongue

Kind of yeah. I've been eating less than usual, by accident mostly but now it's started coming off I'm back on the dieting wagon. I'm not obsessively dieting like I usually do and it's coming off slowly but it's much easier than usual.

Well done you have a new username?

[Z.]

Originally Posted by Lyra Silvertongue

I do indeed. No longer a llama.
I get bored of my usernames easily.

Same.

Although it doesn't always work out too well for me.

[Z.]

Originally Posted by Lyra Silvertongue

^ I just... why?
SuBo? Every other option you had was better.
It's six months though. No going back. You gotta embrace that shit.

I have no idea. It was requested during a bout of madness.

I'll have to try and embrace it, and accept that SuBo is a part of me.

[Indigo_]

Tired, and my throat hurts. But I did have a nice evening out

Now I'm a mixture of super nervous and super excited for tomorrow