How is everyone feeling? (13) - Page 43

kastra · #**1261** 26th January 2011, 15:11

ugh I feel all zombie-fied, had an appt with my new counsellor at 1:15 and I woke up at 12:55

I'd been having a bad dream and I really freaked out and then I had to rush rush rush to get there, my beautiful boyfriend gave me a lift so I just got to the doctors in time but I wasn't exactly thinking clearly in the session. Idk how helpful they'll be anyway, it's all quite basic stuff and I don't know what would be useful.

Pandapop · #**1262** 26th January 2011, 15:51

Omg my mum made an appointment for me at doctors this week and i told her not to tell me what day it is till the day (saves me freaking out and canceling) ITS AT 5PM!!!!!!!!

Mr_Bean · #**1263** 26th January 2011, 15:57

People can be the nicest people in the world- just a bigoted sort of opinion and that can turn them ugly.(re: a trip to my local centre that helps in mental health, and work and a guy's obvious not too hidden bigoted views)

Duke of Prunes · #**1264** 26th January 2011, 16:25

Just woke up, and I feel terrible. Sleep still back to front

Detox · #**1265** 26th January 2011, 16:56

I'll never understand why people just be nasty and two faced, happens all the time. But I'm relieved now anyway.

Isildur · #**1266** 26th January 2011, 17:23

Been in my job for nearly 4 months and have never had a phone call from them.. untill today.. 4 missed calls and a voicemail saying "hi its *** from work, please call back"

and now I start to fall appart......... =(

bluemaus · #**1267** 26th January 2011, 17:34

Relieved to have passed my presentation, even if I'm still miles behind everyone else in my yeargroup. On the positive, even though it wasn't the greatest mark in the world, it was an advance on my previous one (even if it was only by 1%

). Micro-gains ftw?

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Originally Posted by Isildur

Been in my job for nearly 4 months and have never had a phone call from them.. untill today.. 4 missed calls and a voicemail saying "hi its *** from work, please call back"

and now I start to fall appart......... =(

I hate having to do call-backs too. I always think that I'm going to catch them at the wrong time.

Isildur · #**1268** 26th January 2011, 17:40

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Originally Posted by bluemaus

Relieved to have passed my presentation, even if I'm still miles behind everyone else in my yeargroup. On the positive, even though it wasn't the greatest mark in the world, it was an advance on my previous one (even if it was only by 1% :embarrass). Micro-gains ftw?

I <3 microgains! U did well there, I believe presentations are evil, since I've never had to one myself

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I hate having to do call-backs too. I always think that I'm going to catch them at the wrong time.

urgh... I know what its about.. over time, theyre sooo busy they need me. But if I'm supposed to be part of their team then I should call back and be a nice guy.. rather than an arse who doesnt call back. So I dunno why I should call back just to say no, me not calling is doing that in itself lol. But then I am an arse....

so complicated

jay9 · #**1269** 26th January 2011, 17:57

Not sure what I'm feeling at the moment. Mixed feelings about everything, up and down all the time. Just when I think I'm making progress, something stomps all my confidence into the ground. Now I gotta do a first aid course tomorrow which will involve doing CPR on dummies.

Phool · #**1270** 26th January 2011, 18:06

knackered

Pandapop · #**1271** 26th January 2011, 18:08

Really proud i went to the doctors, even though she was a right cow.

Salusa87 · #**1272** 26th January 2011, 18:56

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Originally Posted by Pandapop

Really proud i went to the doctors, even though she was a right cow.

Thats good, hope it was helpful.

I feel quite cheerful, funny seeing as I have pretty much zero things to be cheerful about.

bluemaus · #**1273** 26th January 2011, 19:14

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Originally Posted by Isildur

I <3 microgains! U did well there, I believe presentations are evil, since I've never had to one myself

Cheers.

You're lucky!

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Originally Posted by Isildur

urgh... I know what its about.. over time, theyre sooo busy they need me. But if I'm supposed to be part of their team then I should call back and be a nice guy.. rather than an arse who doesnt call back. So I dunno why I should call back just to say no, me not calling is doing that in itself lol. But then I am an arse....

so complicated

You're not an arse.

Besides, you can't possibly do as bad as I did when trying to book an appointment. Rang up, then when the receptionist said "Hello" I freaked out and hung up!

I hope you manage to do it.

pinkwafer · #**1274** 26th January 2011, 19:32

I am feeling really, really good.

I feel like getting drunk

karl-32 · #**1275** 26th January 2011, 19:35

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Originally Posted by becky1789

I am feeling really, really good.

ace

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I feel like getting drunk

that might change the really good feeling

pinkwafer · #**1276** 26th January 2011, 19:39

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Originally Posted by karl-32

ace

that might change the really good feeling

when I'm really happy I always feel like drinking for some reason. Don't worry I won't

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Originally Posted by KidWithTheChemicals

yes, to feeling really great

hmm dunno I daren't risk it lol

graham87 · #**1277** 26th January 2011, 19:50

tired, but gotta find the energy to go hit the weights

karl-32 · #**1278** 26th January 2011, 19:51

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Originally Posted by KidWithTheChemicals

yes, to feeling really great

doubt it

booze=bad

karl-32 · #**1279** 26th January 2011, 19:52

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Originally Posted by becky1789

hmm dunno I daren't risk it lol

remember the other day!!!

i know how ya feel. i often feel like getting drunk , but to people prone to depression and SA etc its usually a baddddddddddddd idea

pinkwafer · #**1280** 26th January 2011, 20:01

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Originally Posted by karl-32

remember the other day!!!

i know how ya feel. i often feel like getting drunk , but to people prone to depression and SA etc its usually a baddddddddddddd idea

I remember well lol

I agree, though sometimes it's the environment or people that I'm with that seem to make my mood drop if drinking... I wouldn't say that I'm one of the people who can't drink without turning cause it isn't true.

Once, while drunk, I emailed a lecturer all about my SA and stuff.

He emailed back saying 'I see you have a problem'.

I thought thanks.

bluemaus · #**1281** 26th January 2011, 21:12

Never felt so bloody determined to kick SA...

karl-32 · #**1282** 26th January 2011, 21:58

on edge.

approaching "snap".............

pixie 1990 · #**1283** 26th January 2011, 22:05

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Originally Posted by xTKsaucex

arrggh, sorry to hear that. I only took Maths to GCSE's, got a C and left it there for all eternity. Was it an important test?

Plus didn't help that we had a teacher called Mr Todd which means Mr Death

Did the same with Maths at GCSE as well, was incredibly relieved when I passed

, we have to take phase tests, which I passed, but not with flying colours, just got to hope for a miracle.

xTKsaucex · #**1284** 26th January 2011, 23:47

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Originally Posted by pixie 1990

Did the same with Maths at GCSE as well, was incredibly relieved when I passed

, we have to take phase tests, which I passed, but not with flying colours, just got to hope for a miracle.

How am feeling, freaked out by a certain Pixie who knows my Maths Tutor and my old high school

karl-32 · #**1285** 27th January 2011, 00:18

really pissed off

typical me just happened : -

so my mate said "are you still up for tomorrow"

i was like yeah cool , then i cancelled my support worker appointment which was for 1pm.

Then my mate said "i will meet ya at 11:30am but i have to be gone for 1pm "

At this point most people would say , works out well. NOt me

i replied forget it i have an app at one anyway , then re made the appointment with my support worker . 11:30-1pm?? a measley 90 minutes?? what rejection !!!!

ok then i calmed down and said look ok i will meet you i was just being an idiot to which she replied " i have made other plans sorry

"

this made me fume. How dare you reject me like that !!!! How dare you make other plans!!!!

ok i see the logic in all this but this is how i am . i am angry and feel like self harming and exploding!!!

i caused the rejection but i am angry at her

typical typical me

pinkwafer · #**1286** 27th January 2011, 00:18

I am hyper as a child on Christmas day.

pinkwafer · #**1287** 27th January 2011, 00:20

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Originally Posted by karl-32

really pissed off

typical me just happened : -

so my mate said "are you still up for tomorrow"

i was like yeah cool , then i cancelled my support worker appointment which was for 1pm.

Then my mate said "i will meet ya at 11:30am but i have to be gone for 1pm "

At this point most people would say , works out well. NOt me

i replied forget it i have an app at one anyway , then re made the appointment with my support worker . 11:30-1pm?? a measley 90 minutes?? what rejection !!!!

ok then i calmed down and said look ok i will meet you i was just being an idiot to which she replied " i have made other plans sorry

"

this made me fume. How dare you reject me like that !!!! How dare you make other plans!!!!

ok i see the logic in all this but this is how i am . i am angry and feel like self harming and exploding!!!

i caused the rejection but i am angry at her

typical typical me

Karl, try to relax and think exactly what it is you're angry over here...

Just try to calm down and think properly...

I know it's hard cause I have anger issues myself

karl-32 · #**1288** 27th January 2011, 00:20

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Originally Posted by becky1789

Karl, try to relax and think exactly what it is you're angry over here...

Just try to calm down and think properly...

I know it's hard cause I have anger issues myself

i feel rejected

she should have known i was just feelin bad

pinkwafer · #**1289** 27th January 2011, 00:23

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Originally Posted by karl-32

i feel rejected

she should have known i was just feelin bad

I know... I get like that too, I interpret things as rejection, but they don't see it as rejecting.

You wanted to spend longer with her and were willing to cancel an appointment, and she only wanted to spend just over an hour with you. But now you can arrange to spend a proper day together another time, yeah?

karl-32 · #**1290** 27th January 2011, 00:24

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Originally Posted by becky1789

I know... I get like that too, I interpret things as rejection, but they don't see it as rejecting.

You wanted to spend longer with her and were willing to cancel an appointment, and she only wanted to spend just over an hour with you. But now you can arrange to spend a proper day together another time, yeah?

yeah and she was so quick to make other plans without asking if i was ok . i get so sick of people.