Type what you're thinking about right now (11)

[kirbycrackle]

^^

^ thanks guys I hope it isn't too. I've painted a large X on the door just in case!

[Concept101]

Originally Posted by Miggs The Terrible

^ hope you're okay concept

A character in this film I'm watching has my first and surname...trippy man.

If that isn't meant as a diss, fair enough. I like to trip to.

If it is meant as a diss, you know that I don't perceive myself as a man (hello profile picture/and profile page) and that I've tripped recently.

So, are you making fun of a drug addict for being so and misgendering because well, it's Heather. Why not? If you would not do that to other people you consider friends or family, or find it in the main wrong, then you are a hypocrite

And a 4channish bullying one.

If I am getting it wrong I apologise. If not then I will not apologise because you're being an arse.

I've had plenty of physical co-oersion and people trying to manipulate me to do sex acts with them. One time, because I didn't pass well enough early in transition, a guy watched trans porn who claimed to work for the Indian Embassy when I met him the village. Other times, people have slept with me because 'trans'. I loved the time recently where two dudes wouldn't leave me alone in the northern quarter and urged me to alley for bottom sex. I said no. They come back twice. I said no again.

Also (edit) being in a position where I guy wouldn't let me go in an alley until I shouted for help near a club (Kraak Gallery). Ask Nadia about that one if you think it's all bullshit.

Other things have happened like that too. Bullies who have either torn apart my head or seen my identity or how I perceive myself as a joke. Thank you for knowing me better than me and having that belief.

[Concept101]

Shit's trippy 'man'. Then again, you know all my life and how gender dysphoria twisted me up. Giles.

[Concept101]

What an example being set to people who are schizophrenic, experiencing anxiety or depression the way you're tearing someone down who has been diagnosed with those things. Welcome newcomers. Mental enlightenment to be found here.

(Not all. Some people, probably many, aren't like what I responded to above).

[kirbycrackle]

^ why would I say' hope you're okay' if I wanted to insult you? I didn't really think about it all that much and see how you might have over worked that, but even so.

[Concept101]

Fair enough. Then I apologise for getting things wrong.

[kirbycrackle]

^ no need to apologise, no offence taken

[Concept101]

Originally Posted by Miggs The Terrible

^ no need to apologise, no offence taken

I apologise. Psychosis at play. Acid has done a number on my head.

[Tiger Tiger burning.....]

That I don't want to go to an all day acting class which i'm late for because I haven't rehearsed my lines and i'm not in the mood to get anxious and stressed.

[Mo34]

I could quite happily go for a snooze right now

[kirbycrackle]

^^ lucky! I want some snow w only had a bit of bum fluff fall here the other week! I wants proper snow. It's already freezing so the snow may as well come too. I hate the south east!

[βetty]

Trying to decide whether to have a final massive blowout and consume all the chocolate and biscuits left in the house before I attempt veganuary, or just do the civilised thing and give them away. Hmmm...

[kirbycrackle]

Smell bleeding ice can ya?? It's freezing out brrrr. Moon looks nice though.

[kirbycrackle]

Originally Posted by mutedsoul

It seems when I don't try too hard with music producing I like what I produce more.

I think less is always more with music production ( I know little about it) it's easy to think more tracks/ effects will make it better. If it's good it should sound good on an old 4 track.

This place is like Chernobyl lately , sheesh.

[Rianne]

I***8217;m thinking about going to bed, and wondering if the people who are currently letting off fireworks at twenty to one in the morning realise that it***8217;s not New Years Eve until Sunday?!

[newbs16]

^ Isn't it a bit cold to sleep in a tent?

[newbs16]

Originally Posted by Johnny88

A few campsites had these stargazing tents but they weren't available this time of year, that would have been cool.

Wow really that sounds amazing.

[Consolida]

^ Looks kinda fun Johnny although too cold for this time of year
I***8217;ve only been camping once (with my son when he belonged to Cubs) and the floor was hard and it was a bit claustrophobic. Also, there was certainly no window to gaze up at the stars. The quality of tent makes all the difference I imagine.


Wondering how Lettie and her poorly little boy are getting on?
Sending positive vibes their way

[Clementine]

I want a fresh hot water bottle as I***8217;m shivering, feel too wibbly to trust myself with the kettle though atm.
So fed up with being ill now.

[MLP James]

^ Seems like you could do with someone to take care of you.

[Clementine]

Originally Posted by MLP James

^ Seems like you could do with someone to take care of you.

My dog is trying, she’s brought me lots of her toys. She can’t lift the kettle though.

[MLP James]

That's adorable.

[Toxic]

Originally Posted by jinny

This is how I feel today. I spend most of my life wishing I didn't have to work/go outside/do anything

then I have nothing to do and no where to go and feel depressed and claustrophobic

I had to laugh at that. Not because its funny but because its exactly what goes on in my head

I swear I'm bordering on agoraphobia, its been getting worse I literally won't go anywhere apart from work and walk the dog round the block. I can sometimes manage tesco but would prefer to order online despite living a 5min walk from one..and anywhere that involves driving is just a massive no.

Yet I'm going out of mind sat here doing nothing

[Tiger Tiger burning.....]

Now is the time, the perfect time to create the perfect storm. No more withering away from life. Nows the Time to grab life by the Goolies and give them a yank and a squeeze.

[kirbycrackle]

I need to open a window! Mini cleaning fit + heating on = sweaty Betty :/

[Tiger Tiger burning.....]

FOOD....
Something that ist good for me. Fish n chips but NO! I had that yesterday. Getting down and dirty two days in a row is not good for my bowels or other bodily functions. Be nice if someone were to cook for me......

[Jason90]

Just booked a ticket to spinnaker tower, determined to stand on the glass because i'm scared of heights. Planning to go on my motorbike and according to bbc weather the wind will be worryingly strong which isn't great on my tall bike, hope it's not too crappy.

[Tiger Tiger burning.....]

Originally Posted by Johnny88

^how about ready meals? Just lob them in microwave and job's a good'un lol

I gave up on ready meals many moons ago as they are nutritionally deficient for the most part and I don't own a microwave. Microwaves are a sin made by the devil.

A few well chosen ready meals thrown in the oven 3 times a week cause I can't be arsed looks like the answer though.

[newbs16]

^ What is the spinnaker tower, why would it be crappy?

[Jason90]

Originally Posted by newbs16

^ What is the spinnaker tower, why would it be crappy?

A tall glass building in Portsmouth near the harbour that has a view of the surroundings and a glass floor with nothing below you except the ground below. I meant I hope the weather isn't crappy haha.