SA holding me back on a course

[951thompson]

Hi folks, I haven't posted here for a while,but back here because I need to vent, had a frustrating week, I've been doing great controlling my SA lately(over the last year) largely due to the medication I'm on.
I started a course last Monday, on the course there is alot of open debates, I am struggling take part in the discussions, I'm left feeling really awkward and frustrated. It's strange, in small groups or one on one im fine, but in large groups I go deep within myself. It feels so draining and stressful. I think I have a serious phobia of been in groups also think I have problems with been around authority.

man this week has been stressful

Think I need to start going to counselling again.