How is everyone feeling? (2)

[likeme]

Today I'm feeling effing sh*te mostly.
I have loads to do.
I've been angry with my tutors, angry with the world, anxious, frustrated, self-loathing, lonely, crying (which is rare for me), on the verge of despairing.
I'm sick of myself.
I'm sick of being so stuck in this life.
The one thing I need to be different, is the thing I have absolutely zero power or control over.
I am stuck stuck stuck in this life.
I just have to forget my stuckness and live a lie. But at the moment I am having trouble forgetting it.
sorry for negativity.

[diplodocus]

Originally Posted by flutterbug

Annoyed with my ex! Why do men think they can treat me like crap? Other than that I'm pretty good.

Hope this doesn't sound patronising and I might be totally off but ever thought you might be choosing the wrong type of men?

[Pal]

Originally Posted by flutterbug

I was talking about my ex who I've been friends with for years, we split up ages ago. Saying that though, you cant really "choose" who you fall for. "why do men think they can treat me like crap?" I was referring to mainly my dad and other men (not boyfriends) who have treated me like crap.

My mistake, i thought you were talking about your boyfriend. :embarass:

[Wheelie Bin Bird]

Dirty, I've been stripping walls all day

[Upbeat_B]

Originally Posted by Quiet bloke with quiet cows

It's mostly things I can't change. And i stand by my earlier post about someone liking the real me.
I don't mean attitude, I know that needs work.

That really makes absolutely no sense. Unless your purely dating people online who never see your image. You can hardly fake your image.

There are so many people out their with physical disabilities and disfigurements who handle relationships just fine because they got great belief in themselves. While there are many reasonably good looking people (whatever that ultimately means..nothing.) who hate themselves and struggle with such things. Maybe finding someone with similar similarities than you would help with better understanding.

[Kevin Hodge]

just shaved, i'm so smooth! (my chin)

now i know why those women wave their legs in the air in lady-shave adverts, my chin feels so slick and sexy *humps face*

[The Lone Stranger]

Originally Posted by Limpit

I'm knackerd, I've been up for 28hours 27 minutes right................. NOW!

I want to go to sleep, but it wont happen

I`ve been up for 37 out of the last 41 hours so a bit tired now!

[Wheelie Bin Bird]

Originally Posted by GOD OF HELL FIRE

I`ve been up for 37 out of the last 41 hours so a bit tired now!

OK, you win!

Why you been up so long? if you don't mind me asking?

[The Lone Stranger]

Originally Posted by Limpit

OK, you win!

Why you been up so long? if you don't mind me asking?

No I don`t mind , I just stay up late until 4 or 5am on sunday morning then get up about 9-9.30am. I`m addicted to the internet!

[The Lone Stranger]

Originally Posted by leemary

im usually up to early hours...these early hours have got to stop

I know what you mean! Right I`m going to bed now.

[Mouse]

I bet it's because you can't get them Badgers,Badgers,Badgers out of your head

[IRIS]

mouse I have mist you

[likeme]

anxious anxious anxious

*trembles*

[ceno]

Overlooked.

[Noah]

hopeless

[Azi]

bah. Went to my partners work friends birthday party last night. It sucked, people were rude, though one chap, who's in a band was cool. One guy, who's meant to be my fella's friend said hi, looked us up and down and turned his back on us and refused to speak to us again. God knows what thats all about. Most awkward and embarrassing socail event I've had to attend for a long time, and cuz I drove I couldn't even dull the pain with large quantities of alcohol. So, BAH! On the up side my fella and I left early, drove up to the highest point in Cornwall and had a picnic and a cuddle under the stars
And this morning I've cooked up a batch of spicy lentil and tomato soup, as well as a batch of french onion. Wooo

/ramble

[-Simon-]

wobbly - stand well back, this could go either way folks.

[likeme]

I seem to be back in the land of the every day, who knows for how long, thought I'd say hi while I am!

[Upbeat_B]

ill and tired.

[IRIS]

I'm feeling like *edited*

[Generation Erm]

have a hug iris

[ceno]

Cold and tired. I'd dearly love to go back to bed but instead I have to leave for group therapy in a little over an hour.

[VO2]

I'm bloody dying. God is punishing me for being rude, and arrogant about creationists.

[Concept]

Like I want to stop eating. Screw it.

[Upbeat_B]

I feel even more ill asin a cold. I know work will be full of people who like talking alot.. Im ganna struggle with the energy both staying physical and social.

Yesterday things seemed back to normal which is good as I rather talk sitting down than standing up working.

[W!llow]

what's up Berry? Hope you're not poorly.

[Pal]

Originally Posted by Berry

I'm bloody dying. God is punishing me for being rude, and arrogant about creationists.

Best hurry on down to your local church then.

[Pal]

Had my second English class last night, groaned a bit when i found out the requirements they expect for A* and my SA hit big time, still this looks like it's going to be fun.

[oXPureSilenceXo]

I am feeling hungry again, after having lunch.
Maybe I had to much salad, and not enough meats. ^^;

[oXPureSilenceXo]

I also feel alittle floaty and high and happy and stuffs. @_@;

's for you Quiet bloke with quiet cows.
Hope you feel better soon. ^-^