Type What You're Thinking About Right Now (4) - Page 105

cymruambyth26 · #**3121** 17th March 2013, 14:07

Happy St.Patricks Day to any Irish members out there or any members of Irish decent!

buttonlane · #**3122** 17th March 2013, 14:29

Thinking how nice that sandwich was I just ate..

and maybe I should get off my lazy ass and do some drawing

Pandapop · #**3123** 17th March 2013, 15:29

Daddy rung and said he'll take me to the zoo for my birthday :D

aVoice2use · #**3124** 17th March 2013, 15:35

chimpanzee's party !!! (i didnt say that)

Sleepless · #**3125** 17th March 2013, 18:06

I hate people.

buttonlane · #**3126** 17th March 2013, 21:05

Quote:

Originally Posted by Pandapop

Daddy rung and said he'll take me to the zoo for my birthday :D

aaahhhhh thats nice. I hear George and Bungle took early retirement to the zoo, theyll be so happy to see you.

buttonlane · #**3127** 17th March 2013, 21:17

Making lasagner for the first time tomorrow. (that includes making the pasta myself)
Should be challenging but fun learning something new.

Progress · #**3128** 17th March 2013, 22:05

Quote:

Originally Posted by Samba

Cool, just wasted like 30 minutes. But that's 30 less spent on F5ing SAUK at least.

Not wasted. Fighting talk is good. It was good to read, I have to keep reminding myself of exactly those thoughts all the time.

iTz0kt0Bu · #**3129** 17th March 2013, 22:13

Quote:

Originally Posted by Samba

This is just a vent, no-one has to read it. It's just me giving views on things and who knows it might give me some encouragement but I don't know.

I really don't get what the point is in being so cautious and afraid. Here I am wasting my life because I'm "protecting" myself from everything. Why? What is all this protection I'm getting doing for me? Nothing whatsoever. Later on in life I'll probably get screwed over by genetics and be stuck in a hospital bed, if/when that happens I'm going to be regretting not doing more for myself earlier on. Why? Because I've been a coward, afraid of every little thing.

At the end of the day it won't matter how much "protection" I've given myself because the end result will be the same regardless. Am I going to live longer by doing this? Meh, probably not so why do it? It's much more worth it trying to live, challenging yourself, making something happen and looking back and thinking "I've got the most out of my time" than sitting there holding yourself back because somebody might (or not) think you're weird for merely saying hi to them. Do you want to be left feeling proud of what you've done or would you rather regret not doing more? I think the latter has more appeal personally.

My typical day is pretty much, browsing SAUK or other forums, eating, drinking, sleeping, playing games. This is shit, this is boring, this gets me nowhere but I do this because these are the only things I don't find a challenge, this is easy mode. Easy mode is fun for a while because you keep winning but eventually it gets boring, repetitive and tiring. So, I need to step up the difficulty. It may be really hard to start with but I'll learn from my mistakes, get better at it and eventually I'll feel ready to step up the difficulty again, but if I sit on easy mode then no such progress will be made, it will remain boring and tedious. Yeah life isn't a game, you don't get 3 more lives if you go seriously wrong so you have to be more careful but not too careful, if you're too careful then you will be heading back to square one again.

The main point of this is: there really isn't much gain in all these safety behaviours, it just leaves you (or me anyway) depressed, bored and living with regrets. Some of these behaviours can be justified but a lot of them can't.

Cool, just wasted like 30 minutes. But that's 30 less spent on F5ing SAUK at least.

This is for you sir

Over coming SA is harder at first apparently. I need to start overcoming this as well.

iTz0kt0Bu · #**3130** 17th March 2013, 22:25

I really need to actually put in action towards overcoming SA.

Pandapop · #**3131** 17th March 2013, 22:58

Quote:

Originally Posted by buttonlane

aaahhhhh thats nice. I hear George and Bungle took early retirement to the zoo, theyll be so happy to see you.

Get STUFFED!

Duke of Prunes · #**3132** 17th March 2013, 23:12

I can't be bothered with anything. Sleep -->

newbs16 · #**3133** 18th March 2013, 00:28

Quote:

Originally Posted by Samba

This is just a vent, no-one has to read it. It's just me giving views on things and who knows it might give me some encouragement but I don't know.

I really don't get what the point is in being so cautious and afraid. Here I am wasting my life because I'm "protecting" myself from everything. Why? What is all this protection I'm getting doing for me? Nothing whatsoever. Later on in life I'll probably get screwed over by genetics and be stuck in a hospital bed, if/when that happens I'm going to be regretting not doing more for myself earlier on. Why? Because I've been a coward, afraid of every little thing.

At the end of the day it won't matter how much "protection" I've given myself because the end result will be the same regardless. Am I going to live longer by doing this? Meh, probably not so why do it? It's much more worth it trying to live, challenging yourself, making something happen and looking back and thinking "I've got the most out of my time" than sitting there holding yourself back because somebody might (or not) think you're weird for merely saying hi to them. Do you want to be left feeling proud of what you've done or would you rather regret not doing more? I think the latter has more appeal personally.

My typical day is pretty much, browsing SAUK or other forums, eating, drinking, sleeping, playing games. This is shit, this is boring, this gets me nowhere but I do this because these are the only things I don't find a challenge, this is easy mode. Easy mode is fun for a while because you keep winning but eventually it gets boring, repetitive and tiring. So, I need to step up the difficulty. It may be really hard to start with but I'll learn from my mistakes, get better at it and eventually I'll feel ready to step up the difficulty again, but if I sit on easy mode then no such progress will be made, it will remain boring and tedious. Yeah life isn't a game, you don't get 3 more lives if you go seriously wrong so you have to be more careful but not too careful, if you're too careful then you will be heading back to square one again.

The main point of this is: there really isn't much gain in all these safety behaviours, it just leaves you (or me anyway) depressed, bored and living with regrets. Some of these behaviours can be justified but a lot of them can't.

Cool, just wasted like 30 minutes. But that's 30 less spent on F5ing SAUK at least.

i really love this post is true :-)

Mr. Spaceman · #**3134** 18th March 2013, 02:49

I'm thinking about giraffes and what nice animals they are

iTz0kt0Bu · #**3135** 18th March 2013, 13:08

I can't believe my phone is more reliable than my cheap netbook.

Kevin Hodge · #**3136** 18th March 2013, 13:09

the clothes they make philip seymour hoffman wear in films

buttonlane · #**3137** 18th March 2013, 13:41

Trying to get my arse out of the door and to the gym. Just not feeling confident today,I WILL go though.

JS · #**3138** 18th March 2013, 13:44

Well, that's another member that's deleted me from their friends list! Am I really that bad? I hate paranoia, its a horrible thing to have.

buttonlane · #**3139** 18th March 2013, 13:48

^
1. No your not that bad...Im worse

2. Why do you even care?
3. Why the f**k am I counting in numbers?

iTz0kt0Bu · #**3140** 18th March 2013, 13:55

It would be good if I was able to repair my pc and get it running smoothly.

My desktop wouldn't start up and I'm just guessing how to repair my pc and selecting whatever option I can see. The pc wouldn't even allow me to restore, now I've decided to restore my pc to factory setting s but but backed up some data.

iTz0kt0Bu · #**3141** 18th March 2013, 14:02

I even searched for the disk I used for when I fixed my pc, signs I have nothing to do.

Pablo Huntsbach · #**3142** 18th March 2013, 14:11

The one thing I obsess over more than anything else is understanding why a particular person treated me the way that they did. It would have been so easy for them to just tell me what went wrong and let me get on with my life, instead they insisted that none of it happened the way I remembered it and they had done absolutely nothing wrong. Unless I actually am completely delusional this was a blatant lie. I just don't understand how anyone could hurt someone so much just for the sake of denying their own guilty conscience.

Never mind me, I've got the house to myself all week so all the emotional shit that I hide from the rest of my family is coming out now, and posting here helps me organise my thoughts and calm myself down a bit.

iTz0kt0Bu · #**3143** 18th March 2013, 14:51

I actually fixed the pc but now everything, including updates have gone. I'm not sure how that'll go with my sister but at least the pc is clean (i think) and I'm using ie7, everything deleted probably since 2008. It's probably gonna take long to update everything now.

iTz0kt0Bu · #**3144** 18th March 2013, 15:08

The updates are taking forever.

cymruambyth26 · #**3145** 18th March 2013, 15:12

After how well this morning went. It is the first time that I have thought......you know what I COULD become a teacher.

hellotiger · #**3146** 18th March 2013, 15:25

I was thinking about how the weather was looking a little better.. and then it started to hailstone.

Matt_1983 · #**3147** 18th March 2013, 16:09

Quote:

Originally Posted by Mousey

I have a strong urge to smoke a French cigarette

Can i join you?

Matt_1983 · #**3148** 18th March 2013, 16:20

You smoke?

Matt_1983 · #**3149** 18th March 2013, 16:28

Im on my way!

JS · #**3150** 18th March 2013, 17:29

Quote:

Originally Posted by buttonlane

^
1. No your not that bad...Im worse

2. Why do you even care?
3. Why the f**k am I counting in numbers?

1. Yeah, we all know your a naughty boi

2. I dont

but its like wtf! its so silly and petty.
3. I dont know, why are you counting in numbers ?

Lmao you crack me up ( in a good way ) if im on a downer - i know who to talk too