How is everyone feeling? (16)

[Wheelie Bin Bird]

Originally Posted by BFG

if only you knew what it said

Was it you letting me know how 'special' you think I am again?

[no0ne]

Originally Posted by Wheelie Bin Bird

Was it you letting me know how 'special' you think I am again?

[Wheelie Bin Bird]

Originally Posted by BFG

And Katie scores!!...I like being dumb.

[tituscrow]

Originally Posted by AutumnLeaves

Short and to the point! Hope you're feeling better today tituscrow

Thanks, do feel better. Had a drink though!
Sometimes my thoughts get in a spiral of anger, mostly due to bad memories, things I strugle to face.

ps Im not giggling about someone cutting themselves on cereal. Its totally the sort of thing I do. (Bashed my head on a bottle opener once. Was seeing stars...)

[Blue Haze 2]

Totally shut down.

[LittleMissMouse]

Socially ********, monumentally socially ********

[Blue Haze 2]

Shut down. shut down so f**king hard.

I can feel it, something good will come out of this. Why don't they show this in movies? My whole life could be a movie. A damn good one too.

[AnathemA]

Not sure what's wrong with me at the moment. My mood seems to cycle from one extreme to the other every few hours.

[AutumnLeaves]

Originally Posted by tituscrow

Thanks, do feel better. Had a drink though!
Sometimes my thoughts get in a spiral of anger, mostly due to bad memories, things I strugle to face.

ps Im not giggling about someone cutting themselves on cereal. Its totally the sort of thing I do. (Bashed my head on a bottle opener once. Was seeing stars...)

Lol, yes everything seems better after a drink! And yeah, think I know what you mean about the anger......

Iv tripped over a forklift truck before. How could I possibly miss something like that in front of me?

[Blue Haze 2]

Infertile. I can't have kids, lol. I'm not producing it. Nothing. Totally shut down.

[AutumnLeaves]

Originally Posted by Jazra

After probably the most stressful couple of days i've had, i'm feeling alright as my coursework is now all done done dunnnnnn for this year.

Managed over 6000 words in a few days. Think what i wrote was decent as well, but whether it actually answered my questions is another matter...

Now its time for epicest nap ever before going out tonight and tomorrow night. parrtaaayyyy time woooooooooooooo

Very well done



Me, I just sent an email to my adviser of studies telling her why Im having difficulties (general anxiety and SA). I really wanted to not be 'different' this time round, or make a fuss, but I think it's time I no longer suffered in silence, and let them know what's going on. Im not a deliberate slacker - I bust my guts doing that cleaning job, and trying to go to classes, but how can you write decent essays when you're terrified every time you turn the page of a book, and you haven't had a proper night's sleep for years? Surely that is a genuine medical condition and warrants a little bit of leeway/understanding?

[Mr Ploppy]

Guilt eating me alive again.

[Wheelie Bin Bird]

Originally Posted by Dragnet

Guilt eating me alive again.

^^ Sorry.

Me: Fat! just eaten soooooooo much! (for a change)

[Mr Ploppy]

My sympathies C. I was almost sent to one of those for not going to school. they weren't actually interested in finding out why I wasn't going to school.

Fuck social workers and the rest of their ilk.

[Rane]

Pretty rubbish. Although I had a fair idea what the result of my ESA medical would be, it still knocks u back a bit when u see it in black and white.

[-meep-]

Alright, I'm posting because the forum told me to because I hadn't posted in a while... and forums need to be obeyed... lol.

I'm okay. Nervous about a number of things. Need to arrange my first therapy appointment. Need to get a job (the thought of which terrifies me, but regardless of that, I now need to work to be able to afford to stay living where I am). Nervous about my increasingly strained relationship with my brother and parents. Nervous about my three exams coming up.

And I'm feeling pretty depressed lately, because I feel like I have no talents at anything.

[jessimaca87]

Am a very happy girl, only just read todays letters and found one telling me I've been accepted onto a make up artistry course, really happy!

[Toxic]

yawwwn

and now i find myself at 1 of them very few times when i wish i could drive..just for this weekend!..bollocks

bored..tired...kinda pissed off my jobs nearly over..i cant believe i want to stay simply for 3 people because i really get on with them..

infact im in 1 of them moods when im better off just going to bed because if i stay awake much longer ill end up being super depressed about how shite things are generally going

[tituscrow]

Originally Posted by AutumnLeaves

Lol, yes everything seems better after a drink! And yeah, think I know what you mean about the anger......

Iv tripped over a forklift truck before. How could I possibly miss something like that in front of me?

My anger suddenly flairs up out of nowhere. I mean sometimes its understandable but sometimes it seems to come from nothing.

We SAers can be clumsy I think, as we seem to not live in the moment, we are usually concentrating on our thoughts.

[kastra]

I'm kinda drunk, we got this rum in India (McDowells) and it's so damn nice, wish we'd brought more back - it only cost £2 a bottle!

[pinkwafer]

I'm feeling very, very anxious because my first driving lesson is on Monday at 1pm arrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

[TheInbetweener]

Originally Posted by jessimaca87

Am a very happy girl, only just read todays letters and found one telling me I've been accepted onto a make up artistry course, really happy!

Congrats!

[senstar]

i'm feeling pretty good overall. got a few issues that won't seem to go away and threatening to overwhelm me at times but everything else is going well. i can see myself being happy, just not quite all the way there yet

[Mr_Bean]

Originally Posted by becky1789

I'm feeling very, very anxious because my first driving lesson is on Monday at 1pm arrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg gggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

good luck

[Wheelie Bin Bird]

tired....

[Medea]

Poo

[Lone Dog]

Not been around on here for a few months. Been struggling with a bit of depression. Just feel flat as a pancake, with an empty brain, that's got nothing left in it. No ideas, dreams, motivations etc. How did life push me into a cul-de-sac and drain everything from me? Feel too anxious and avoidant to even post on here now. Probably need to see the doctor again and go for whatever she is handing out.

[T]

Originally Posted by senstar

i'm feeling pretty good overall. got a few issues that won't seem to go away and threatening to overwhelm me at times but everything else is going well. i can see myself being happy, just not quite all the way there yet

Thats what i'm feeling like at the mo too

[Duke of Prunes]

Pleased Found a neuropsychiatrist (aka they might have a clue what they're on about) who runs an ADHD clinic and accepts private referrals from therapists/psychologists so they won't be able to dig up all of my history from the GP. Might finally get the diagnosis I should have had years ago and finally make some progress.

[Pandapop]

I'm like really really really really really HAPPY
Excited for tonight