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#1231
25th August 2009, 16:56
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#1232
25th August 2009, 17:00
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Think i'm fed up, bored and lonely but have been trying convince myself i wasn't :rolleyes: so aye better add stubborn to that as well. Maybe it would actually help if i posted when i come on here rather than do nothing
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#1237
25th August 2009, 23:24
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i just want to give up. for a while, at least.
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#1239
26th August 2009, 10:38
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bored but smiley
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#1240
26th August 2009, 11:05
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Fat and discombobulated.
Fat coz I've eaten waaaay too many bickies since lastnight *diet starts today - gonna loose 2 stone methinks* Discombobulated coz I'm just sat here with nothing to do, watching the clock tick away the next 48 hours until I get shoved off again. I'm looking forward to it in some ways but not in others. It'll be good to finaly have somewhere to call my own but at the same time it's scary, I've always had someone in my life *adult* But now it's just gonna be me and Jade for the time being untill I get Morgan. Only thing keeping me sane is the prospect of doing more laundry! Gotta lurve the laundry!! 
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#1242
26th August 2009, 11:31
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#1243
26th August 2009, 17:05
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thanks everyone for the nice things wot you said
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#1245
26th August 2009, 19:09
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Im back and thought I would log in to SAUK.
Feeling pretty much miserable and spaced out at the moment. A bit like I am walking around in a dream where I dont know where I am, out of reality in a way. Sorry Ive rambled on here too much. |
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#1246
26th August 2009, 19:58
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#1248
26th August 2009, 21:11
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I'm friggin fumming, someone oversteped the mark big time earlier, and I saw red.
say what you like about me, but you ever mention my children then you got yourself a nasty person. I'm sooooooooooo mad you don't even wanna know, i could kill right now, how ****ing dare they. they don't even know me and as for my children well, you got more chance of stepping in rocking horse shit than you have of knowing anything about MY children. thats proper ****ed up my 'happy' mood now, bastard.  keep you opinions to your ****ing self if you know nothing about something then keep your frigging gob shut. Aww I can't even describe how ****ed off I am right now........ |
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#1250
26th August 2009, 22:30
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two days this week have been very bad. All caused by my own mind. I thought I had a grip on a load of stuff, like disturbing thoughts. They've come back with a vengeance and my understanding is poor. It's like my brain is on two different wavelengths, which has made me kind of lost. Wish it were Friday.
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#1254
27th August 2009, 14:56
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Am as happy as they could come!, I've now got the keys to my new home!!!
I'm chuffed. Good things DO happen (though beit few and far between!) 
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#1255
27th August 2009, 15:03
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#1256
27th August 2009, 15:14
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Thinking "What's the point". I've just sent of another application for a job I'm probably not going to get cos I'm too young. I seem to spend half of my life applying for jobs but I think if I gave into the thought that I could be in Morrisons for the rest of my life I'd have a nervous breakdown
 Morrisons is the only place to employ me since I moved to Devon & I'm beginning to think it's all I'm good for. I've got ok qualifications but they mean absolutely NOTHING down here! |
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#1257
27th August 2009, 20:46
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been feeling really frazzled all day. went to an appointment earlier which has really epic consequences, and now a really epic path is set before me. all this could drastically change my life. yep...i'm taking steps towards publicly admitting i'm a nut job and going down the route of benefits. all of it terrifies me.
was bricking it at my appt at the CAB, was pretty close to throwing up from nerves in the waiting room. dunno how i even managed to get myself along. felt terrified, but the people there were great. i feel really scared about these changes, and very alone as usual. i'm just terrified and freaked out. ah well, if i get the benefits i'm going for, things will be so much better for me. in a kind of, stepping-into-the-garden-of-eden kind of way. blegh. someone knock me out  *shivers neurotically in the corner*
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not feeling hugely optimistic about getting on the course as everyone else in the room seemed to have a ton of experience relevant to the course, and i have uh... not a lot, plus i haven't had a proper job since 2002. however, i went, which is something i would have not done a year or two ago. plus, i was dreading the group discussion part of the interview thinking i might say nothing, but now my worry is that i was overbearing rather than too quiet! i started off the discussion as everyone else was umming and erring at the start and and made a few subsequent points so perhaps i was overcompensating. anyway, must stop post-morteming...
Are you going to a finishing school?
