How is everyone feeling? (31) - Page 485

anxiouslondoner · #**14521** 18th February 2018, 20:14

^^thanks newbs

Franz of Franzylvania · #**14522** 18th February 2018, 21:03

Nervous. First full week doing new job starting tomorrow, and the one day I did the work last week I cocked at least one thing up. Why can't I just instantly know how to do it without having to talk to anyone or ask any questions or make any mistakes?

Quicksand · #**14523** 18th February 2018, 21:13

The usual the last few days. Just got thru first anniversary of dads birthday yest wasn't pleasant at all tho I did go out to the thing I was speaking about for the whole day. Extremely tired and tearful still...wonder if this weeks blood test will show up anything. ..my mother is putting up barriers still also. I almost want to give up.

Jam · #**14524** 18th February 2018, 21:39

I hate me.

A Whimsical Stranger · #**14525** 18th February 2018, 23:08

Quote:

Originally Posted by jam

I hate me.

Samesies.

Dougella · #**14526** 18th February 2018, 23:21

^^

has anything in particular made you feel so down this week?

Gomen · #**14527** 19th February 2018, 01:30

The only person that I feel like could feel for me is God. People my age think my depression is funny even relatives. It hurts but its true.

I dont know what could realistically make me feel better. Maybe if I was a billionaire. :D

anxiouslondoner · #**14528** 19th February 2018, 07:37

I seem to despise myself today and that's not a good way to be.

Consolida · #**14529** 19th February 2018, 07:49

I don’t want to carry on like this any more.

Vienna · #**14530** 19th February 2018, 08:24

^ hugs =)

I don't hate myself, never have , I just get fed up of not being able to communicate well.
And afraid of people's reactions.
Last night my bf left the kitchen in bit of a mess after dinner and it really annoyed me ( plus think I have bit of pmt) yet I'm too afraid of mentioning it to him as I just don't like any confrontation with anyone.
I know he wouldn't get narky with me , he's too laid back but still my brain thinks don't make a fuss, it'll just end in tears. Wish I could just not be afraid of confronting people. We did talk about all this in the end so I feel bit better

Sphinx · #**14531** 19th February 2018, 12:36

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Mo34 · #**14532** 19th February 2018, 12:39

to everyone feeling crap.

Kevin Hodge · #**14533** 19th February 2018, 17:10

Spooked

I swear i just saw what appeared to be an 8 yr old boy with a full black beard

Professor Willow · #**14534** 19th February 2018, 20:29

Trapped and every way I look I can't see a way out

newbs16 · #**14535** 19th February 2018, 20:32

Ready for bed again.

Kevin Hodge · #**14536** 19th February 2018, 20:39

god dammit i ate two muffins earlier and i'm crashing so bad now

kirbycrackle · #**14537** 19th February 2018, 20:47

Headachey, slightly runny nose. Fun times. They don't stop.

anxiouslondoner · #**14538** 19th February 2018, 23:58

^

Sebby Debby Ding Dong · #**14539** 20th February 2018, 00:40

i feel alreeet, although slight headache

Gomen · #**14540** 20th February 2018, 00:48

Sad. A lot of times I see in news feed where somebody has killed someone. Then I start reading about it and think about how those people usually spend the rest of their life in jail, or get the death penalty.

I think that is what makes me different from them, I have sympathy for them, and they didn't for the person they killed just a disrespect of life. But I also believe if they could go back they wouldn't do it over again.

I need to stop reading the news.

Jason90 · #**14541** 20th February 2018, 15:11

Just got a call back about my interview for a job I rather was hoping to get, after doing their tests and everything I thought I had a fair chance of getting a job. Apparently, they said I came across as too shy and felt I wouldn't fit in with "stronger" members of the team, not sure if that is code for bullies? I asked lots of questions and made a lot of eye contact but I didn't always hold it for long enough I guess. Don't think I came across as nervous but he reckons i might of, ah well this is just more reason to try harder to overcome my shyness.

Sphinx · #**14542** 20th February 2018, 15:12

Feeling a bit better today, though keep having anxiety attacks when I'm falling asleep, my body just needs to chill. I dread to think how much adrenaline and stress hormones I have floating around!

Kevin Hodge · #**14543** 20th February 2018, 16:00

the cold is moving on but i'm getting rather fed up with it. wanted to go out tonight but realistically i'll probably be really tired just from the effort of going up town

gonna go a wee walk, the sun is out

Jason90 · #**14544** 20th February 2018, 19:01

Quote:

Originally Posted by HermannHesse

I'm not sure what I think about that feedback, to be honest. I'm not entirely convinced that it is appropriate. I don't think you should in any way get hung up on it - move on to the next thing - but unless the role involved, say, singing on a cruise ship, shyness or not should be considered (although it isn't, obviously) a tangential quality. I'm not in anyway suggesting you do this, but if the traits of shyness could be linked to a diagnosed mental condition, that feedback could be configured (jumping through several legal loops) as discriminatory.

Thanks, would you find it even stranger if I told you it was a job refuelling aircraft? You have some interaction with captains but not much else so if I had the desired skills of a category C licence and they realised I was safety conscious with prior airport experience I also feel it's not really a reason to say no but i'm not fussed, definitely of the mindset it's their loss

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Azalea · #**14545** 20th February 2018, 19:06

Sad.
4 years now since we had Steff put to sleep.

newbs16 · #**14546** 20th February 2018, 19:08

Quote:

Originally Posted by Jason90

Just got a call back about my interview for a job I rather was hoping to get, after doing their tests and everything I thought I had a fair chance of getting a job. Apparently, they said I came across as too shy and felt I wouldn't fit in with "stronger" members of the team, not sure if that is code for bullies? I asked lots of questions and made a lot of eye contact but I didn't always hold it for long enough I guess. Don't think I came across as nervous but he reckons i might of, ah well this is just more reason to try harder to overcome my shyness.

I'm sorry to hear this, it sounds like if you was interviewed by somebody who was less judgemental you may have stood a chance of getting the job.

Azalea · #**14547** 20th February 2018, 19:19

Quote:

Originally Posted by Jason90

Thanks, would you find it even stranger if I told you it was a job refuelling aircraft? You have some interaction with captains but not much else so if I had the desired skills of a category C licence and they realised I was safety conscious with prior airport experience I also feel it's not really a reason to say no but i'm not fussed, definitely of the mindset it's their loss

.

Yes, definitely their loss.
Just think of it as a practice interview

kirbycrackle · #**14548** 20th February 2018, 19:27

Annoyed. Someone left their dog tied up to a lamppost outside tescos and I didn't see it as I approached as a sign was in the way, anyway thing went berserk and lunges at me multiple times, if it wasn't for the muzzle it would have easily latched onto my arm ! It wasn't a small dog either. One of those alligator head dogs. Ffs. I don't blame the dog, though it did look a bit of an asshole tbh, but if you're dogs like that don't ****ing leave it tethered where people have to pass !! Dickhead.

A Whimsical Stranger · #**14549** 20th February 2018, 21:17

Pissed off. I got snake bites today, and the useless cow has done them squint.

Gomen · #**14550** 21st February 2018, 00:18

Really sore. Started back going to gym last friday. I worked out 5 days a week from 2014-2016. 2013 too but I didn't know what I was doing so it wasn't that intense. It started in Dec 2016 I started running miles every day, and passed out in public one time.

I lost a lot of weight, depressed, not eating and I was feeling light headed all the time. Any time I got up from my room I would usually keep banging into the hallways. I've researched and I know all that running burns muscle too.

But ive been motivated recently and its good to be back and try to make up for the lost year!