Hello i'm new :)

Bulford · #1 18th October 2012, 21:25

I got recommended to this by a new friend.

Hobbies:
Well, the only thing i do, is breed Siamese cats, play free PC strategy games, and watch and review movies at "let me watch this". If you want to watch movies for free online, it's the best website.

Personality:
Well, i'm a nice guy, that has a good sense of humor, even though it is quite abit dry

. I'm quite peaceful, tolerant, and understanding. I try to stay away from any and all forms of hatred, because it only makes bad things worse. I do get sad and quite distant sometimes, which some people take the wrong way, but it's just part of my condition. I do what i can to try to look on the bright side, but i am a pessimist, which has little hope for anything. However, sometimes a little is just enough

What's wrong with me:
I have clinical depression, which most likely is caused by my mental disorder. I don't know my mental disorder is yet, but i'll find out soon. It looks like it's something like BPD. I also have social anxiety, that's more about discomfort, then fear or worry. I never go out, or do much of anything, i just feel alienated from the world

Why i'm here:
I'm here, because of my problems, i can't make friends or even do normal things. Because of this, i'm stuck in the status-quo of being alone, and sad.

I'm here to find out how to be normal, and hopefully, make nice friends

I'm i nice guy, and i think that i'm worth saving. Add me if you like, i wont bite... hard