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A change of attitude towards work

Posted 30th August 2014 at 23:12 by iTz0kt0Bu

Earlier this week I felt bad about going to my job and felt like quitting, especially as my boss had offered me an apprenticeship when I wasn't really interested in the job.

Towards the end of the week however, I had a change of attitude towards my job. I think it's because I began to realise that it wasn't by force that I had to like my job and that it's pretty normal to start off with a job you don't like. I know this sounds like common sense lol. I have to search for what I want...
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Is SA partly a Self Fulfilling Prophecy and a few thoughts on work?

Posted 27th August 2014 at 20:49 by iTz0kt0Bu

I have known for a long time that I don't share some of the "common interests" that my peers seem to share. I think this has partly contributed to my anxiety as I thought that my lack of knowledge in certain aspects of popular/media culture was something to hide out of shame. I have recently been a bit more open about the fact I haven't watched some films or sports that a "typical" 20 year old would have. I've never watched Matrix or Wrestling.

Yesterday an 18...
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The importance of Structure

Posted 26th August 2014 at 00:57 by iTz0kt0Bu

Today, as it was Bank holiday I got a day off work. Despite not really liking the current job I do that much, I admit that most weekends I actually feel worse. Despite feeling drained after work, I do feel a sense of satisfaction that I haven't just wasted my day away and also feel like I deserve to be able to relax after a day of work.

I put the cause of my depressing weekends to the fact that I have a lack of structure on weekends when I'm not working. Not doing much apart from...
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Here Comes the Rain Again

Posted 25th August 2014 at 13:21 by indigo777


Often I don't really mind a rainy day as it makes me feel better about doing nothing. However as today is the last public holiday before Christmas and is the last day of the city festival i had intended to go out and photograph things. It helps, doing things and occupying time helps to push the feelings of doubt and pain and unrelenting restlessness off of my back for a...
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Perfectionist expectations = Chronic Procrastination

Posted 23rd August 2014 at 23:16 by iTz0kt0Bu

It would be a lie to say today went well. I spent the whole day in my room with my smartphone. It's times like this where I question whether or not I would be better off without instant access to the internet.

I was thinking of going gym today but didn't due to anxiety and because I don't really know what to do, how to do certain exercises at the gym. Instead I expected to find answers online and before I knew it I had spent the whole day online. I didn't get any really effective...
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