So, after some time of not posting on SAUK, I have found that now, when I would like to use the forum, I am feeling really awkward about it. Am I alone in feeling this way? I guess being a social anxiety site, other members would be uncomfortable in the same situation. It's perhaps a bit of an irrational fear of mine - I worry too much about what people may think of me or how they would react towards me after being quiet for some time. Even more so, if they happen to have met me once or twice...

I'm feeling quite bored and lonely. I hope i'm not sinking into depression again. Saying that, I have always felt alone - regardless of being in work or not. Now i'm back to being unemployed I spend even more time at home doing nothing of any significance.

I know it's up to me to get motivated and change the situation but it's so hard getting out of bed and initiating anything. Since finishing my six month work contract a few weeks ago, i've spent so much time lying in bed,...