On Christmas Day
Posted 25th December 2014 at 19:58 by indigo777
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[B]so hard to move on
still loving what's gone[/B]
I went to the cemetery again this afternoon as I did last Christmas day. Its quite surprising how many people do. Not everyone is stuffing themselves with turkey and drunkenly watching TV all afternoon it seems.Despite trying to find things to fill my day the anxiety has increased from when I got home and the restlessness returned. I would go for another walk but I'm already exhausted from yesterday's ramblings.My real Christmas was last week staying with a friend which I am very grateful for. However, its hard to be back alone again especially now. For those also struggling at this time of year "God bless Us, Every One!" if he/she/it exists of course.A normal drunken service will be resumed again shortly. Hic.
[B]so hard to move on
still loving what's gone[/B]
I went to the cemetery again this afternoon as I did last Christmas day. Its quite surprising how many people do. Not everyone is stuffing themselves with turkey and drunkenly watching TV all afternoon it seems.Despite trying to find things to fill my day the anxiety has increased from when I got home and the restlessness returned. I would go for another walk but I'm already exhausted from yesterday's ramblings.My real Christmas was last week staying with a friend which I am very grateful for. However, its hard to be back alone again especially now. For those also struggling at this time of year "God bless Us, Every One!" if he/she/it exists of course.A normal drunken service will be resumed again shortly. Hic.
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Posted 26th December 2014 at 12:08 by Silver 
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Thanks you.
Posted 26th December 2014 at 21:19 by indigo777
