I wrote this on the eve of my 23rd birthday a couple of years ago exactly, what can these assembly of words tell me about that young man then that was I?

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It's been a while since ive interacted with someone what I call 'friends'
Today I was just thinking about starting again, it's sounds like a long process in my head, having to start at the bottom of the social chain. I think the worst part is talking to a complete stranger, im not quite sure how id go about it!

Today I didnt answer the door, and when my dad got back he got annoyed with me. I could feel a scorched feeling coming across my cheeks, he said he was sorry, but I feel so humiliated that I couldnt do a simple thing as to open the door.

Drink up Sat - Game on Sun - Crush down Mon

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SAT: So we decide on a pint (oh yeah), me and two casual workmates are heading home, we have 15mins before the train arrives and the pub is only a second away. So I begin the night I how intend to continue.
We are at another pub now with Clyde, Craig and his missus Jen and I,...

Mondays kill me, Tues aren't for me - Lee Evans Friday

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MON 2nd May: I came to around midday, it was Monday, what a black day.

I was crushing heavy, the social hive I'd been around had worn me out and then suddenly I was alone - again. Of all the people I'd laughed with none where there with me now.
How do...