I feel like such a failure.
I was mooching through an old folder with receipts in and came across my old ambitions written on a peice of paper before I has SA.
I wanted to be somebody and do something with my life, I cant believe I have failed myself in everyway, and constantly being reminded of it as a new day comes and goes.

Going to Alton Towers this month,its my first time going and my god im so nervous!! Ive seen on a forum that there's alot of chavs?
Im hoping I can handle a massive crowd, I purchased some fastpasses so I dont have to be stuck in a 2 hour que with masses of people, I can just imagine some idiot kid making fun of me, :x

Friday I had an early wake up call to get to my cousins engagement ceremony not much helped by the pulsing hangover I had. On the ride over I had a liquid breakfast, my favorite can of Nourishment, that I sipped throughout the morning trying to bring myself back to life.

I was half dazed greeting so many people who knew me but I didn't recognize and inadvertently found myself in the elders club as they arranged how to give over the dowry to the brides parents. It was complex business...

Obama just before he got into office and after - Can stress really do that to you?

I'd gone to work still feeling ill and relied on Nurofen to get thru the hum drum day but by clocking out time and with the prospect of a long weekend I felt myself getting better by the second.

I went to get a haircut for a family do the following day when the barber, a young face I...

"Arrrghh my head"
Is it fever or flu (headache, shaking, heavy sweating and aching all over?) I don't know. Either way I couldn't go into work today but got some useful advice from my boss who work me up from my sleep in a puddle of sweat "No don't bother with paracetamol not strong enough and lemsip is for girls, try Nurofen take two before breakfast and two after...