On tuesday its my neices birthday and my sister wants everyone to come to her daycare, it just annoys me so much when people dont understand. They know I have SA but they keep pressuring me to come along.
My mom actually said to me today '' your sister will be so dissapointed''
I really cant believe she said that to me, after all I thought she would be the only one to understand, she knows how I feel when im letting people down.

This year I actually want to visit santa's grotto, but ill feel like im being laughed at because im too old =/
im only 19 but do you think people will think im stupid for going along?

Im sooo furious right now!
my dad had teminal cancer and basically the council has neglected us after promising they would do all these 'amazing' for us.
Im so pissed right now, theyve cheated us out aload of money aswell, I just dont no what to do