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Solstice, stimulation & finding calm

Posted 23rd June 2014 at 12:56 by Star Rainbow

Sun rythms, summer solstice. This part of the world attracts a gazillion visitors at this time; pagans, druids and fae types as well as party types who just want to get mashed up .

I attempted a Buddhist friends vigil-gathering in his field, we could see that the area was a scene with all night drumming and dancing and chanting and who knows what. The local sheep had all been shepherded into a single field, for their safety I guess and they were not happy. The sheep bleating...
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Pool paradox & unexpected visitor

Posted 15th May 2014 at 06:49 by Star Rainbow

The lido is open for summer. The paradox of the warm sunny weather is that, everyone wants to go and that makes it very difficult for me.

A/the(?) major trigger of my anxiety/panic is proximity to other people/sharing public space. So I rocked up at the pool yesterday afternoon at what is usually the quietest time. Post lunchtime, pre-end of school day.

The carpark was full and so were the cycle racks. I leaned my bike against the wall, walked to the entrance and peeped...
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i like my online 'friends'...

Posted 19th January 2012 at 01:57 by mhealer3

isn't it nice meeting people without the pressure of face-2-face?
i like it because we r all here to exchange ideas & offer opinions.
we come voluntarily.
we are strangers,
but yet have very much in common.
we can interact fearlessly here, & politely.
i think there's so much less JUDGEMENT in this type of exchange.
no yelling,or arguing like can happen in person.
i dare 2 say that this type of commonality is what the best...
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Never believing anyone wants my company, trust, etc

Posted 28th December 2011 at 17:02 by mhealer3

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hi friends,
i agree with the sometimes emptiness of human relationships.
yes i feel deprived of good care by parents, of genuine interest by 'friends',
& certainly of appreciation at work.
but i believe that each of those persons who failed me has been failed by others also.
i'm aware now, that people are empty themselves, & to rely on them 2 fulfill me is error.
it's constant disappointment that way, & i lost my
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