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My induction to the two month program and how it went.

Posted 30th September 2016 at 16:50 by Amara 94

So today I went to the induction day of the two month program that I hope to get a Tech apprenticeship out of.

I have posted about how my anxiety may ruin the experience for me and lead to me not getting an apprenticeship. After the induction day I still have the worry that that might be the outcome, my anxiety might stop me from showing my best self.

However I feel I also have the opportunity to show my best self despite suffering from anxiety and feeling socially...
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My SA is a negative self fulfilling prophecy

Posted 25th September 2016 at 21:58 by Amara 94

Imagine having no idea of how to react when someone looks at you. Not being certain on how to respond to certain situations that involve random interaction. Not knowing how to do humourous small talk. Getting weird or negative looks from other people for accidentally staring too long or not giving off the expected body language. Being criticised for coming off in a way not expected in social situations.

Well I suppose some SA people don't have to imagine this as they have experienced...
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Done my final day at this Warehouse job

Posted 23rd September 2016 at 22:34 by Amara 94

I feel glad that I have done my final day at this warehouse job, the worst job decision I've made so far. I also can't wait for this program I have been accepted to and hope that I secure an apprenticeship out of it.

Funnily enough my fellow apprentices didn't turn up to work today. I was complimented by one manager and a few colleagues for working hard. I don't believe I have done the best I could or been the perfect worker in this job but the environment is very casual and every...
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Today was a good day !!!

Posted 8th September 2016 at 19:46 by Amara 94

At the moment I feel good. Today I took a day off work for an interview that seems to match me much more.

I spent the day travelling to Central London on bus as I don't have much money, haven't been paid yet.

Idk if I got accepted for the job, have a feeling I didn't as one person at the company seemed interested in what I had to say as it was a group of us that interviewed. But the interviewer didn't. Also as I am quitting a new apprenticeship and I feel they may find...
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My first week of my new job

Posted 4th September 2016 at 00:42 by Amara 94

This week I started a new job as a Warehouse Associate Apprentice. I can already say that I don't like the job.

But at the same time I feel that some of my reasoning to not liking the job are reasons I wouldn't like most other minimum wage jobs. They are reasons I have not liked some previous jobs so it feels that it would be a bit silly of me to not look at what makes me dislike the job and why I dislike it.

I don't really like the environment.

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