In the last 3 years or so ive had a couple of periods where ive had a serious urge to go travelling or do voluntary work abroad. Its been at times in my life when ive been feeling particularly down about my life and the lack of progress im making in over-coming social anxiety/shyness. Ive seen therapists and tried medication and done the relaxation tapes and all the stuff im sure most of you have tried, and nothings really helped me improve that much. But ive always felt maybe to venture out...

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Yep hello and welcome to pure's ultimate blog.
Nah just kidding.
I suppose I should write wtf's been going on in my life since may..
hummm...
I know!
I quit everything to do with helpping me with SA and started to become more independant by myself.
I didn't try to find work.. one step at a time.. then boom I ended up getting swine flu at the end of july..
Oh joys!
I was bed ridden for 2 whhhhoooole weeks. it was the worst ever!
Then...

Yesh I am back.. it's been a while hasn't it?
What have I been up to you ask?
Well I started smoking... now I quit..
I was on meds.. but I had a bad reaction to them >.<;
So I quit them too..
I have been told by my doctor that I have to cut out all food containg wheat and yeast and cut down on my diarty products.. also I am not allowed anything thats high in fat and salts..

Ohh YAY for being me XD

So I will slowly waste away!...