Its been such a long week, Now there's nothing going on I feel so stuck.
I went for a family meal, then a wedding, then halloween,
I dont drink because of my medication but I woke up this morning feeling like I have a hangover, any chance I have I just want to rest my head for a few minutes.
Im going to end up dragging myself along

I thought I should come and say Happy Halloween
I wasnt planning on doing trick or treating but I got dragged out of the door with a witches hat , and for the first time I wasnt looking to see what people thought of me hurrah!

Im so happy! I suvived the day
I was soo happy that most of the wedding guests hadnt arrived yet, I think it helped to settle me down abit.
I get so paranoid when people laugh, I no they arent laughing at me, but I cant help getting restless.
At least I went to the wedding and only freaked out once

I hate it when its time to go to a massive occasion.
All this week ive tried not to think about it, and it helped..sort of
Later on today ive got to go to a wedding, and my nerves have just started kicking in.
Im feeling so sick at the moment, I really hope I dont freak out when I see people arriving at the venue.
Why did I agree to coming ?

Just thinking about it thoughts arent facts?
I think I should start a new thinking pattern,
Instead of just going with them I should go against them?
After all, thoughts are only judgments.