I dont no what was wrong with me last night, I watched a film which turned out to be sad.
It was one of those films that makes you think of growing old and not doing anything with your life, the woman in the film ended up turning bitter towards people because she never did anything.
It really got to me, as soon as it finished I went to bed and I ended up being tearful.
Its so hard to shake it off, im supposed to be trying the TEA form exercise but its hard to write down your...

I hate it when you get days that are boring, watching people walk past your house makes you feel like such a loser, I no its cold and raining outside, but sometimes I want to just walk in it, stroll past people

Its been such a long week, Now there's nothing going on I feel so stuck.
I went for a family meal, then a wedding, then halloween,
I dont drink because of my medication but I woke up this morning feeling like I have a hangover, any chance I have I just want to rest my head for a few minutes.
Im going to end up dragging myself along

I thought I should come and say Happy Halloween
I wasnt planning on doing trick or treating but I got dragged out of the door with a witches hat , and for the first time I wasnt looking to see what people thought of me hurrah!

Im so happy! I suvived the day
I was soo happy that most of the wedding guests hadnt arrived yet, I think it helped to settle me down abit.
I get so paranoid when people laugh, I no they arent laughing at me, but I cant help getting restless.
At least I went to the wedding and only freaked out once