Im feeling pretty low today, its one of those days where everyone goes out because they have things to do, where im sitting at home wishing I had someone to see or do.
At times like this I feel quite unimportant, I cant exactly take a walk outside since I have a touch of the flu plus its freezing =)
Seriously how boring is this? ive been sitting here silently, no one to talk to and only a furry companion, the best thing ive been doing is watching the weather to see if it'll snow....

So today I went to the dentist, I had a filling put in but was told my tooth may not settle down so root canal treatment might be needed
Im praying it'll settle down because I DO NOT want to re visit
But im so proud of myself =D been out 2 days in a row, and the dentist

Im finally going to the dentist tomorrow after putting off a million times.
Im so nervous right now, but I cant help but saying to myself, Why am I so scared? im acting like im visiting a murder house and never returning

Today I feel so damaged.
Coca cola braught their christmas trucks for a an campain.
Obviously I was so excited to see it up close and take pictures. The problem is my mum had to be somewhere else, so she wasnt there to support me emotionally and I was stuck with my dad, he just does'nt fully understand SA.
He just does'nt encourage me and he just leaves me whenever he feel likes it even though he told my mum he'd be there for me 100%
Im now back at the house, but I feel...

Finally my little neices birthday party has come and gone.
It took me ages to put all the decs up phew
Its a total pain in the ass for me because I desperatly need to head off to the dentist, I made my tooth furious with rage by eating a few party food :/
I actually ended up in tears at the end of the night, and didnt get any sleep.
Im being forced to go to the dentist by my mom
A few months ago I did get a temporary filling to stop the pain, but after...