[I]At the time of writing this I feel a bit better than before but I know that the feeling is going to come back soon, it always does.[/I]

I constantly feel like no one likes me, everyone misunderstands me and angry about it. I feel like I am going crazy. At worse I have briefly thought about attacking people with a weapon, I wouldn't though as I am too conscious. I even think of throwing something in my bedroom, punching the wall but don't as I would regret it I feel. I think if...

Yesterday my mum came home for a few hours. I had to meet her at the Hospital. It was unexpected as she called me to collect her. Anyway yesterday was an amplification of what I have been feeling, I need to move out in for my wellbeing.

I feel I have a lot of issues with my mum. The main issue I have is that she tries to look and appear super normal even when her illness is obvious. It's frustrating because it affects me and my sister. My mum should be on ESA because of her illness,...

I believe I have bottled up anger and it doesn't feel healthy especially as I don't feel I do anything about feeling angry, feel it may lead to a heart attack or something. I was angry from yesterday afternoon, till this morning. A similar pattern of anger happened a few weeks ago. I was feeling so negative that doing one apprenticeship application was hard, I did end up doing one this morning though and the anger seems to have settled, I can't say that it has disappeared.

I read...

[I]The title makes me feel a bit like a child as it's pretty ordinary for an adult to live without their parents and although rarer, even happens to people younger than me.[/I]

To cut the story short last week Sunday my mum admitted herself into the mental hospital, she had done this before a few times but always came home before the next morning. This time, idk if she went to another hospital but she has been kept there while the staff asses her, they said that she may be kept there...

I have been suspecting that I may have aspergers for some time, more so presently with the work experience and a few other stuff.

I don't appear autistic to most people I think, I appear normal but very shy and worried. However I seem to attract somewhat negative responses from those around me 9/10 times unintentionally, from people thinking that I am staring at them (and no this is not all in my mind) to having people ready to confront or tease me. I also have always found it hard...