I don't know why, but in the past I have given myself a hard time by looking at people I either knew at work or was at Uni with. One owns his own company, one built up a successful publishing company and I think became a millionaire when he sold it off, one got a PhD and is a Senior Lecturer at Newcastle Uni, one is a Director of IT, one was head of an advertising agency. All the ones that I knew about were married with kids. I guess they thrive on ambition and stress and I'm just not like that so I wouldn't want their lives, in fact I want more simplicity in my life, but let's just say I won't be turning up to any alumni reunions