^^ Sorry, that must be a painful situation
^ I actually didn’t go to my sisters dads funeral, she is actually a step sister as she has a different dad, but as we lived together I see her as a full sister. I feel guilt or wonder if she would dislike me for that. He died during covid, 2020. I knew him when I was around 4-8, and then after only briefly met him as a teen like once a year. But hadn’t seen him for over 10 years when he died. I think anxiety, the fact I haven’t met him or my sisters step sister in years made me not want to get involved in the situation involving her dad’s death. However, now that I look at it, I think no one is really taught how to be a parent. I didn’t see him as my dad and although he barely met, he was probably doing what he knew what to do.