How is everyone feeling? (31)

[Fantastical]

So lonely.

[Sunshine Recorder]

Originally Posted by cordyceps

Lonely and cold.

Originally Posted by Fantastical

So lonely.

[Cairn]

Incredibly feckin bored.

I need a real person to do things with.

I was going to go camping and hiking next week but I'm in one if those moods where I'm thinking, whats the point doing it on my own.

Balls!

[Silent Ninja]

After two and a half hours cycling in the cold this morning, bloody tired, and I'm not sure if I'm coming down with something or not.

I don't want tomorrow to be Monday.

[newbs16]

Originally Posted by Silent Ninja

After two and a half hours cycling in the cold this morning, bloody tired, and I'm not sure if I'm coming down with something or not.

I don't want tomorrow to be Monday.

Wow two and half hours

[newbs16]

Originally Posted by craigissad

can I just hurry up and ****ing die!

What is making you feel like this?

[Indigo_]

Originally Posted by craigissad

can I just hurry up and ****ing die!

I've felt quite lonely all day. The only contact I've had with anyone is making small talk with retail assistants on the tills this morning.

[Indigo_]

^ Only to a shopping centre

[Cairn]

Bah I'm ****ed.

Better off dropping dead, which is what will probably happen sooner or later anyway.

Can't see a way out of this.

For too much against me.

Being a single, unemployed male in your 30's is hard enough, but when you add on mental health issues you're in a world of shit.

[Metal Goat]

Originally Posted by newbie2013

^ whats wrong Lyra ?

I'm feeling a lot better now, thanks for the reply newbs.

I'm happy even though its Monday morning. Watched an hour or digimon adventure tri last night and now the world all seems good again.

[newbs16]

^ I'm glad

[Concept]

Good. Need to get back to sleep though.

[Cairn]

I really need someone in my life.

Waking up everyday like this for all these years is ridiculous.

I can't see what anyone would see in me though.

It's really hard never having had a connection with anyone at all.

[Mo34]

Stressed
Having to catch up with everything is doing my head in. Spent last night typing up coursework and will probably spend this afternoon finishing off. Then need to spend time catching up on the stuff I missed at the course I'm doing in Brighton in the hope that I don't look like a right tit tomorrow.
Sometimes I wonder why I take this stuff on *sigh*
I know I owe a few peeps PM's Sorry I will get to it at some point! I haven't been on here for a quite while (well for me).

[Metal Goat]

Happy. Someone at work today told me I looked thinner. And she's not the kind to throw compliments around. In fact it's the first compliment among quite a few kind of blunt/rude comments to me. So at least I know she isn't bullshitting. Woohoo.

[Cairn]

Another day alone doing **** all. Great.

****ed off with this existence.

[umm]

Originally Posted by Cairn

Another day alone doing **** all. Great.

****ed off with this existence.

What do you want to do? What do you daydream about?

[Cairn]

Originally Posted by umm

What do you want to do? What do you daydream about?

I can't do what I want to do or dream about.

Dreams will remain dreams with anxiety, depression, no way of earning any decent money and all the other shit that gets in the way.

[Cairn]

I've been sober for nearly 11 months and the last couple day's have been the closest I've been to picking up the bottle again.

I won't do it though.

I can't go back to that shit again.

[purplerose]

Originally Posted by Cairn

I've been sober for nearly 11 months and the last couple day's have been the closest I've been to picking up the bottle again.

I won't do it though.

I can't go back to that shit again.

That's brilliant to hear you have been sober for 11 months and even when you was tempted you didn't have a drink. Go you

[Tom123]

Ergh. I hate how shit my skins is after a shave. Being proper Eastern European pale really doesn't help with angry red blotchy skin. I look like a ruddy teenager.

Going to the pub afterwork but the urge to hide at home is a strong one - **** you, buddy. I shall defeat you with beer! For the time being anyway. You may well come back with a vengeance tomorrow morning but I shall defeat you... by going to the pub again!

[The_Mercenary]

Tired but it's been a pretty good day in comparison to the last month or so

[Caribou]

Originally Posted by FireInMyCore

Well done Leeroy

But it shouldn't say Getting off My Island, it should say Caribooouuuuu crooooosssiiing?!?!?!?

Thanks bud

[βetty]

Originally Posted by Kurt von Schleicher

pretty damn good

so in the past six months my mood has improved a lot; i started doing mma and have been sticking to it for a number of months now, started seeing someone who's lovely and whom i like a lot (and it's clear she feels the same way, which makes a change) and i got a promotion at work. now contrast all this with how my life was just 5 years ago and there's not even remotely a comparison. i was a totally different person. this sort of stuff would have been incomprehensible to me back then.

this will probably sound melodramatic but i can't think of a better analogy. i feel like all of this has been like fighting a war against an enemy that has relentlessly and unfairly oppressed me for most of my life and i'm only now starting to come to terms with the fact that i've won.

onwards and upwards!

Awesome!

[Cairn]

Thanks for the kind comments people, and lol @ Flump.

I've never woke up with a traffic cone but have with road work lamps, on more than one occasion. lol

Anyway, well done to Lee and Goddy.

[Abigail Hobbs]

Groggy and confused. Hate falling asleep by accident especially when I have a horrible, weird dream that messes with my head.

[anxiouslondoner]

Empty. Sad. I just don't know what to do with myself, as usual. What would make any difference to the way I feel?

[Z.]

Lonely and depressed.

Also kind of nervous. I'm going to contact a local NHS mental health service for an assessment tomorrow. You can refer yourself, which is kind of great.

[Abigail Hobbs]

^ Good luck. I received a letter from the NHS a few days ago, months after I was referred by my GP. It was only to tell me my referral had been received and I'm on the waiting list.

[Z.]

Originally Posted by Abigail Hobbs

^ Good luck. I received a letter from the NHS a few days ago, months after I was referred by my GP. It was only to tell me my referral had been received and I'm on the waiting list.

Thanke I hope it is soon for you. Did it say when it is on the letter? I have no idea how long I might have to wait.