How is everyone feeling? (31)

[Alf in Pog Form]

I'm looking forward to being bored tonight, as this is my only free time until next weekend. I'm gonna burn out. In style.

[Abigail Hobbs]

Originally Posted by JD32

^Any films you could watch to prevent you from been bored tonight, how is your cold/flu?

I'm not easily pleased when it comes to films. I used to be, but now I'm all about TV shows and the mood I've been in lately, I've only been able to watch comedies or else I get anxious, depressed and often have panic attacks (sad, I know). I finished Brooklyn Nine-Nine yesterday and I'm now stuck for things to watch.
My cold has completely went away thanks to that stuff. I used the kid's version on my son too as he was getting quite poorly with it but it's completely gone for him too.

/ blah blah blah shut up Jade.

How is yours?

[Indigo_]

Pretty low. Makes me realise how well I'd been doing the last fortnight.

What are you supposed to do when all the anger and the guilt begins to subside and what you're left with is missing someone who you can never see again?

I'm not expecting anyone to answer, it's unanswerable.

[Z.]

Originally Posted by HelloSunshine

Pretty low. Makes me realise how well I'd been doing the last fortnight.

What are you supposed to do when all the anger and the guilt begins to subside and what you're left with is missing someone who you can never see again?

I'm not expecting anyone to answer, it's unanswerable.

[newbs16]

Originally Posted by HelloSunshine

Pretty low. Makes me realise how well I'd been doing the last fortnight.

What are you supposed to do when all the anger and the guilt begins to subside and what you're left with is missing someone who you can never see again?

I'm not expecting anyone to answer, it's unanswerable.

Thinking of you xx

[Silent Ninja]

Not great, I've got a bad back, a swelling on my ear and the antibiotics I'm taking to clear the ear problem are upsetting my stomach plus I still haven't done anything about changing jobs (and after the recent panic attack I don't think I'm going to booking myself on to the cycle maintenance course in Nivember now either).

[Silent Ninja]

Oh yeah, not sure I posted the outcome of the hospital appointment, the consultant thinks it was just a panic attack and there's nothing more test wise to do about it (although she has booked a final test of an ultrasound of my heart just to make sure everythings fine).


If I pass out again though she said I'll have to go back and see her.

[Indigo_]

Thanks for the hugs everyone

[kirbycrackle]

Very tired but cant sleep yet.

[newbs16]

Originally Posted by multiple miggs

Very tired but cant sleep yet.

If you're tired. You should try and sleep x

[Abigail Hobbs]

Originally Posted by JD32

I just have a mild cough now, and feel a lot better thanks, do you like Family Guy or the Big Bang Theory?

I don't like either I'm afraid.

[goku]

struggling, should be better tomorrow though. somewhat recovered from my cold so can go gym and escape this world for a few hours!
watching ex machina tomorrow too, alone but screw it, need to watch it, looks brilliant.

[Custard_cream]

Feeling bad about myself. Feeling like a horrible person to be around and like people don't like me. Today I barely spoke to or looked at anyone at work, I have been feeling depressed the last few days, they don't know that, so probably coming across as someone really awful to be around.

[Sunshine Recorder]

^ I'm sure there are people who can understand.

Rather crappy. I'll be working all this weekend, instead of playing board games with other people like I usually do every other Saturday. I could do with a lifestyle transplant sometimes.

[oliverw]

Stomach pains this morning. I also have IBS - which is nice.

An application on my phone has stopped working and I need it for my job. I asked support and they just had a few basic suggestions that did not work. I might have to be a new one next week.

People on here should know that I don't suffer fools gladly. Well they might take my job! (That was a joke and I am very tolerant I hope).

Wishing everyone a nice weekend. I mean nice as in really good and not nice as in I hope you all suffer from IBS.

[anxiouslondoner]

Can't see any reason to get out of bed today. Just pointless. Feel really crap and hideous.

[Custard_cream]

Feeling sad.

[Mo34]

^ / ^^


I'm feeling tired (lol as usual).
Gonna try and paint my bathroom today I guess, now i'm back home.

[Abigail Hobbs]

Originally Posted by Lyra Silvertongue

I just found out someone I used to be really close with on another forum when I was younger has been murdered. She has a 5 year old autistic son. I feel pretty devastated. I would never have gone to the doctors about my mental health if it wasn't for her. She spent so many hours with me on MSN listening to me when I had nobody else at all.

I don't really know her anymore - I was only 14/15 when I was on that forum, and in the last 7/8 years ish I have barely spoken to her. I had her on facebook and stalked occassionally. Still, it's affected me. It's so scary how one day you can be here and one day you're not.

That is absolutely awful, I'm so sorry Emma.

[MLP James]

^^ I'm sorry. That's so terrible.

[oliverw]

Sorry to hear that. Giving you a virtual hug. Please take care.

[Z.]

Originally Posted by Lyra Silvertongue

I just found out someone I used to be really close with on another forum when I was younger has been murdered. She has a 5 year old autistic son. I feel pretty devastated. I would never have gone to the doctors about my mental health if it wasn't for her. She spent so many hours with me on MSN listening to me when I had nobody else at all.

I don't really know her anymore - I was only 14/15 when I was on that forum, and in the last 7/8 years ish I have barely spoken to her. I had her on facebook and stalked occassionally. Still, it's affected me. It's so scary how one day you can be here and one day you're not.

Sorry to hear that Lyra

[Abigail Hobbs]

Like I want to kill someone. Shopping is hell.

[kirbycrackle]

Still fluey and crap tbh but on the mend

[goku]

a bit cream crackered (knackered...tired) to be honest.
could do with a nap!

[Rocket Spud]

^ That from gyming?

Don't suppose you've ever torn a chest muscle? I have and it's pissing me off.

[Abigail Hobbs]

Originally Posted by flumpsy

^ watcha buying? Clothes ?

Only for my son.

I'm sitting in Frankie & Benny's now. He's so happy with his chicken nuggets that he's coming up with whole new dance moves as he's eating. It's cheered me up a bit.

[newbs16]

Cold, I'm always cold!

[newbs16]

Originally Posted by Lyra Silvertongue

Thank you for all the replies. I feel weirdly guilty for feeling so sad, like I have no right to since I didn't know her since I was much younger. It's just weird and has really triggered my OCD. All I can think about is people I love dying and also about her poor child.

It's makes me sad how they are so many horrible people in the world.

[goku]

Originally Posted by Rocket Spud

^ That from gyming?

Don't suppose you've ever torn a chest muscle? I have and it's pissing me off.

from being as sick as a dog!
and then going to gym at 7am like a numpty because i prefer it when it's empty!

yes mate, suffered a partial pec tendon rupture a few years ago (2010...damn it's been almost 5 years already!)
but is yours a tear in the muscle belly itself or the tendon?

if it's just the muscle then it can heal and repair itself without issue, operating on a torn muscle is like sewing two pieces of pasta together and the nhs rarely do it.
but if it's the tendon then it likely would need to be repaired surgically as the tendon cannot repair itself and would need sutures to reattach the muscle and/or bone. also success rate much higher than repairing a muscle belly tear (tendon provides a more reliable surface for the sutures to work).

if you've been to the hospital they should have referred you for an MRI which would tell you the extent of it.
sorry to hear about the injury, my absolute pet peeve they are.