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My tongue is swollen. To the point where I keep accidentally biting it and making it more swollen.
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^ aww that's great to hear (read!)
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Ready to go. To do what, i don't know. Showered, teeth. I've just had breakfast. No hangover. No hangover. Cuppa tea about to be brewed...
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Tired. Last night I had dreams that I was being chased and clawed at by a cheetah, followed by having to save a baby from a very aggressive pug - which is actually way scarier than it sounds.
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Plop. I've done nothing today. Not drinking isn't the answer. Of course it was never going to be. Doing stuff is. I had the whole day to 'do'. I knew this and knew i should've planned to do something.
At least i've got tomorrow. And i've saved myself some money. I've gained some health points no doubt too. Small steps and all that. |
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^yep. Always celebrate the little victories. And it sounds like you've already got a plan for next time. Good for you Spud.
Well it turns out I've got covid. It is the 2nd time. Last time I got it was around this time of the year as well. |
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Probably as good as i've been for a while of a Sunday evening. This is nice. Nice and boring. I wish i was able to swap out booze for weed, that would be nice
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^ There are ways, both legal and non legal
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Yeah, i can get some if i want, but it probably wouldn't be wise.
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^ Sometimes soberness is best.
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Awake but did a 30 minute walk as I had to collect delivery from the post office. I wonder if walking energizes me because I notice in morning shifts when I have had adequate sleep I’m actually energetic and not tired, without coffee, but I have to walk further to get one of the first tube trains off the day.
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I'm having a shitty. Not much to do, hanging about waiting. Wish i hadn't come in.
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Been feeling increasingly down since I got back home after my granddad died a few weeks ago. I had to go to LA at very short notice since the funeral was only a couple of days later and it feels like I didn't really start processing it at the time. There was the panic of booking flights, packing, figuring out what to do with my cats, then arriving there and the morning after going to an overwhelmingly busy and noisy funeral, then constant distractions from various family members wanting to do one thing or another. Now I'm back at home alone it's finally started to sink in. It feels weird, like someone pressed paused on the grief and then suddenly a few weeks later pressed play and it's all coming out. I forgot that sunrise would be getting later by now and that I should have set my light alarm clock as I usually do from September. I've got therapy again tomorrow after starting it up for the first time in ages a few weeks ago and then having to put it on hold, so at least that's something.
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Bit empty. Just had plumber round now I'm alone again
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Sorry about your grandad Jen
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^^^ my condolences about your grandad, Jen. It must be the worst time to have to deal with the short notice sudden tasks that need to be handled when a family member passes away.
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Sober. Soooooooooober. As nature intended.
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A little bit grr. I've been playing 1v1 competitive gaming most this afternoon and gotten worked up. I usually play team modes, so being the sole responsibility has obviously brought out my 'MUST ****ING WIN THIS' side. No bad thing. I haven't destroyed anything. It's good to exercise that side of yourself once in a while. I'd prefer to be in a sound proofed room though. Muttering quietly about your disappointing efforts isn't the way it's supposed to be.
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My sister has covid.
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^ oh no Percy I hope she's okay
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