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You're welcome my dear
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A bit frightened of how the world is.
It's hard seeing people i know with really close/best friends that they've known for ages and have that bond. Always there for eachother and care about one another. Makes me sad that it hasn't happened for me. Probably would have happened by now if it was going to. I honestly thought as i got older and moved to a city, that it would expose me to more types of people that i would have more in common with but i still find it hard to put myself out there. I'm such a loner/drifter. |
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I know how you feel. ^
I keep fantasizing about moving out of this town to a city and making friends, forming a DnD group, stuff like that, but I feel like I'm probably putting all my eggs in a basket and that won't really happen. It's just so hard to get over the anxiety. I've had friends I've made online, but we've drifted apart. Only a few were genuine and it makes me sad that I'm left behind. Like what's the point. I've been thinking about it a lot lately. As it stands right now, I don't have any RL friends here since I've moved. I have one good friend from the US that I keep in contact with, but even that's fading. :/ |
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How am I feeling?
What's the point in answering, no one here gives a flying **** just like the ***** in real life |
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^ We do.
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Not too bad for someone who drank a skinload of booze the night before. It has been a nothing sort of day though.
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I last posted in "11th July 2009". has it really been that long? How am I doing?
Well it's been a few years, fell in love with and married a lovely lady by the name of Jane who 'noticed' me on SAUK. Were together for 16 years until March when she died of cancer. I had many health issues, had protracted withdrawal from Paroxetine for several years, nearly died of pancreatitis and was in hospital for three months and have fibromyalgia throughout. I don't think I would have made it through without the help of my lovely wife. On the plus side we were living in a horrible flat on the third floor, now I'm living in a better ground floor flat with a garden. So I've taken up gardening when I can manage it. I sometimes wonder how all the people I met from SAUK those many moons ago are now. I wish you SAers all well. Martin aka Stepford aka Still Crazy. |
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^ Welcome back. You sound like you've been through so much and I'm sorry about the loss of your wife It's nice to hear that you met eachother here though.
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Hello Dougella, thanks. Yes that was the point I was trying to get across, that forums such as this can change people's lives. That was the intent of the post but I feel it may have come over as a pity me.
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^ Welcome back
Post up any pictures of your garden |
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^^ No it didn't come across like that at all. I second the idea of posting pictures of your garden
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ok
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That's a really tricky one!
Were they being serious or just saying that because of her nature? Or did she say it in a throw away way and it's been passed down to different people? Does she actually know anyone who would actually jump him? Wait and see what she says to him when they talk. It might be something that's been blown out of nothing. If he wants a paper trail he could email his boss to say there's been a rumour going around about it and what should he do? |
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Hopeless I haven't had job or education and I'm 27 now so it feels too late to fix it all with social anxiety this bad
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Really clammy. Even when it's not that warm. What's that about?
^ can you do an online or evening course? |
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^^ starting things a little later on can be great because we can take a bit more to time to think about what we'd like to try. Whenever I think that I should have done x, y or z I try to be kind and patient with myself. Anxiety is all consuming and it's really hard to do things with racing thoughts, panic and physical symptoms.
Are you receiving any support at the moment to help you manage anxiety? That could be the first step, to speak with someone to help you with understanding anxiety and learning how to live through it. |
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^^ I'm also in club clammy.
At least the drinks are free. I'm going to have a tall glass of water and a shower to re-set! |
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I'm still feeling a bit miffed about how i found myself waking up on the sofa. I don't remember putting myself there. I definitely went to bed last night because my phone was on the bedside drawer. I didn't drink an awful amount - i remember deciding to go to bed.
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^ Alien abduction?
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^^ Did someone come in and move you?!
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... Well, it was probably me what did it but we have no evidence to suggest for certain.
What i will say is that i had quite an amount of Stilton before bed, which normally causes me to dream. I wonder whether it has other effects now |
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Alien abduction sounds more fun.
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I'm feeling okay now. My husband talked to the coworker and she gave a very two-faced lie of an answer like "oh nooo I didn't mean that, I don't have a problem with you tee-hee." Like yeah, whatever. She knows she is under a microscope now and is sucking up to the new manager, but they all know that she isn't going to get off easy for things anymore. I'll just keep hoping that she leaves or something, but I'm so mad at the things she's done there.
In better news: Finally got around to picking blackberries. :D I went around a trail behind a neighborhood and picked a bag full of berries. Going to make smoothies with it tonight. |