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  #1561  
Old 26th June 2022, 12:10
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How are you feeling today Mellie?
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Old 26th June 2022, 16:19
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feeling emotional with things going on the ward... told I can't go home now cos my house mate has covid so I have to wait till they get better.... though I might be able to go to my bf's house if my consultant allows it. hopefully they will.
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Old 26th June 2022, 17:30
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^ Oh no, that's bad news about your house mate catching Covid
I'll keep my fingers crossed for you, Mellie, that your consultant lets you stay with your boyfriend as it doesn't sound at all nice in that place
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Old 26th June 2022, 19:43
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thanks Consolida not sure if they will cos staff know we've argued a couple of times lately and saw him walk away from me when he dropped me off... so they might be unsure about it. just want to get out of here!! chaotic day..
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Old 26th June 2022, 20:13
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yay good news can go back to my bf's for a 48 hours
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Old 26th June 2022, 22:03
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^ Aww, that's great to hear!
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Old 27th June 2022, 09:47
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thanks Consolida, just waiting for them to confirm it.
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Old 27th June 2022, 09:51
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has anyone heard from quietman?
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Old 27th June 2022, 10:01
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No. Still waiting and worried

Hope they confirm your break soon Mellie
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Old 28th June 2022, 06:19
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I'm at my bfs clumsy , home comforts is so nice!!
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Old 28th June 2022, 14:09
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Enjoy your leave Mellie
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Old 28th June 2022, 14:17
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I'm at my bfs clumsy , home comforts is so nice!!
I'm celebrating with you in spirit
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Old 28th June 2022, 14:59
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I'm at my bfs clumsy , home comforts is so nice!!
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Enjoy your break Mellie
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Old 28th June 2022, 19:20
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I'm at my bfs clumsy , home comforts is so nice!!
Awwww luffly. So pleased that you're getting some time away
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Old 28th June 2022, 22:36
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I don't want to go back to hospital tomorrow so lost my trust in professionals it's a long story..
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Old 29th June 2022, 07:35
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^

Every day seems to get worse without my mom, I'm trying to will myself to carry on but I just cant anymore, I feel lost, alone, helpless and guilty. Ive just reached the end its never going to be the same again and I cant bear it, my sister wont talk to me, my dads behaviour is not right. I am ready for the end theres nothing to live for anymore. Every day I pray that god will take me to heaven or hell, hoping he does soon maybe very soon and I can be at peace.
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Old 29th June 2022, 07:53
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Quietman I'm sorry you feel so bad at the moment and your sister and dad aren't talking to you. Everyone grieves in different ways , they will talk to you again I'm sure they care about you. It's horrible feeling like that I know as I have felt suicidal everyday for years now. Still here cos I know I am lucky that I ha e s lot that care and I promised my partner I won't do anything silly again. Life's hard I know it might not seem like it will get better now but you never know what's around the corner. I know this might not be very helpful and I'm not sure what else to say to keep you with us, you have a lot of people who care here and want you around. Hang in there and keep talking to us. I know it's hard losing someone hugs xx
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Old 29th June 2022, 08:16
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^ Thanks Mellie, it’s nice to know that people care and to have people to talk to.
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Old 29th June 2022, 08:25
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No worries
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Old 1st July 2022, 18:01
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Really struggling at my wits ends, cant see through the fog anymore feel like im sinking cant stay afloat.
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Old 1st July 2022, 18:37
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^ You're incredibly strong and you're going to get through this difficult time
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Old 1st July 2022, 19:15
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^ It feels like everything is to much, even the basics like showering eating and drinking, I cant even be bothered to get some water.
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Old 1st July 2022, 19:42
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^ It doesn't matter if you don't shower but try to eat a little (even if it's some maltesers ) and it's important that you drink.
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Old 3rd July 2022, 21:47
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Get well soon The*Crafty*Elf
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Old 3rd July 2022, 22:22
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^^ I hope these feelings pass soon, Crafty Elf. Do you have someone with you at the moment?

Sending you my love because I have love for you x
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Old 3rd July 2022, 23:20
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The*Crafty*Elf you'd be very much missed round here if you went anywhere, so please don't just yet!

There is now a sticky thread of emergency help links at the top of the Other Mental Health Issues room with some updated links and more places for help and support. There are helplines you can call or text.
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Old 4th July 2022, 01:11
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@ Crafty Elf - Perhaps this sounds selfish of me, but I hope that you don't go anywhere for a very long time because SAUK is a much better place with you.
You're funny and kind, and reach out to others and lift them up even when you're feeling like absolute poo
Please try to hang in there Crafty because Christmas is just 173 days, 23 hours, 50 minutes and 32 seconds away and it really wouldn't be Christmas without you
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Old 4th July 2022, 07:33
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Hang in there crafty elf, I know things are hard for you right now but you might feel better. I'm on a high since getting out of hospital but don't think that will last. I feel good atm. Hope you get to feel like that too! X
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Old 4th July 2022, 09:29
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@Dougella: You're very sweet, my dear, but i would never contact a helpline, they can shove that up their @r$e. The so-called "Helplines" we've had to contact lately couldn't direct p!$$ into a bucket

Oh dear! Have you been contacting places about help with your Mother, if it's ok to ask?
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Old 4th July 2022, 19:00
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^You're so kind
I was thinking earlier that this might be the first year that i don't decorate for Christmas. I'll know more soon.
Life is just so uncertain right now. If this was 15 years ago i would have thought "Things can only get better". But now i've had life kick the $h!t out of me a bit and i'm a shriveled up husk of what i was. Now i believe that "When you think life can't get any worse, it usually does"
Aw sorry about that, Crafty Elf. It must be really draining to be in that living situation

You're a great, incredibly likeable person, So I really hope you find some nice support to help you move on from where you are right now. It's a bit like a candle being unable to shine. It needs to find the perfect place to shine. Like you. If that makes sense.
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