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newbs16 · #**11881** 27th December 2016, 05:41

Hope you feel better soon.

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Silent Ninja · #**11882** 27th December 2016, 07:58

Work tomorrow

Professor Willow · #**11883** 27th December 2016, 10:48

All I can think about right now is all the things that could go wrong tomorrow

My counsellor suggested I keep a note of my anxious thoughts about my trip, I could've already filled a book by now and it's not even happened yet!

Really think I'm biting off more than I can chew, far too many unknowns and new things to deal with in a short space of time, I haven't been on a train for 14 years, last time I was in London was on a school trip ffs.

I know that statistically the chances of any of my negative thoughts coming true are tiny but my anxiety doesn't recognise statistics.

ThatGuy11200 · #**11884** 27th December 2016, 10:56

I'm thinking about how I need to start reading and revising for an exam on the 13th, but all I'm doing is watching YouTube videos and procrastinating.

Now I'm thinking about playing Dishonored 2 or watching Star Wars Rebels.

newbs16 · #**11885** 28th December 2016, 04:23

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Professor Willow · #**11886** 28th December 2016, 08:54

I can't do this!
I want to run away

Schmosby · #**11887** 28th December 2016, 08:59

^What's up?

Too early for running anywhere.

Silent Treatment · #**11888** 28th December 2016, 09:03

^^ yes you can

newbs16 · #**11889** 28th December 2016, 09:24

^^^ I agree, you can do this

Good luck.

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Merritt · #**11890** 28th December 2016, 10:21

You can do it, D

The anticipation is the worst part, you have all this worry and energy but you can't do anything with it. Once you're out there and getting on with things, you'll have stuff to focus on and it'll carry you through the day. After a while you won't even remember what you were so worked up about.

anxiouslondoner · #**11891** 28th December 2016, 10:46

Why are rail strikes called industrial action?
Unindustrial inaction would be a better description for it.

Spectrelight · #**11892** 28th December 2016, 19:29

Have I missed the news or have no celebrities died today?

Mo34 · #**11893** 28th December 2016, 22:20

^
Don't speak too soon. I just heard on the news Carrie Fishers film star mother Debbie Reynolds has been rushed to hospital as an emergency.

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Professor Willow · #**11894** 28th December 2016, 23:26

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Originally Posted by Schmosby

^What's up?

Too early for running anywhere.

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Originally Posted by Silent Treatment

^^ yes you can

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Originally Posted by newbs16

^^^ I agree, you can do this

Good luck.

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Originally Posted by biscuits

Have a wonderful time, D!

I need to ring up the hairdresser to make an appointment. I really could do without sitting in a chair and being made to feel like my life is pathetic though...

One of us really should go to hairdressing college and become the silent hairdresser. It's a money making scheme, if ever there were one.

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Originally Posted by Merritt

You can do it, D

The anticipation is the worst part, you have all this worry and energy but you can't do anything with it. Once you're out there and getting on with things, you'll have stuff to focus on and it'll carry you through the day. After a while you won't even remember what you were so worked up about.

Thank you all for your support

And yes the anticipation is worse than the actual doing.
If someone had told me at 9 o'clock this morning that I would get on a train, go to London, meet someone, go out for a meal and wander round Clapham after dark I would never have believed them.
What a day, just need to keep the momentum going for tomorrow.

newbs16 · #**11895** 28th December 2016, 23:28

^ Well done, are you seeing him tomorrow?

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Professor Willow · #**11896** 28th December 2016, 23:38

^Thanks

possibly, plans are a bit vague atm, we will be meeting up again on Friday for my birthday though

Oddity · #**11897** 28th December 2016, 23:40

So happy for you D

newbs16 · #**11898** 28th December 2016, 23:42

I hate the hairdressers too @biscuits

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newbs16 · #**11899** 29th December 2016, 03:16

^ It's very sad

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Mo34 · #**11900** 29th December 2016, 06:06

God, that's awful.

Merritt · #**11901** 29th December 2016, 11:27

Really happy for you, D

I know exactly what you mean, at times you think 'WTF am I doing? This isn't me!' But it'll get easier and feel more normal the more you do it. I hope you've got some good times ahead of you.

Omar Little · #**11902** 29th December 2016, 13:14

One of two things is going to happen today: either I go on a killing spree, or i solve this goddamned rubik's cube!

Omar Little · #**11903** 29th December 2016, 13:17

I hope someone toe-punted Mr. Rubik right up his fecking arse on more than one occasion!

Tim.82 · #**11904** 29th December 2016, 16:00

^ Did you manage to do the rubik's cube? I haven't seen anything on the news yet about a crazed man going on a rampage bludgeoning people to death with a rubik's cube in a sock.

Professor Willow · #**11905** 29th December 2016, 17:48

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Originally Posted by Oddity

So happy for you D

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Originally Posted by Merritt

Really happy for you, D

I know exactly what you mean, at times you think 'WTF am I doing? This isn't me!' But it'll get easier and feel more normal the more you do it. I hope you've got some good times ahead of you.

Thanks fellas

Today has been quite tough, a lot more anxiety than yesterday, beginning to think that reducing the dose of my sertraline a few days before this trip was a bad idea

but I forgot to order them in time for Xmas so had to make them last, have none left for tomorrow

First job when I get home - collect tablets!

Oddity · #**11906** 29th December 2016, 20:50

All the crap we've got to eat, and I even tried to tone it right down this year

Omar Little · #**11907** 29th December 2016, 21:07

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Originally Posted by Tim.82

^ Did you manage to do the rubik's cube? I haven't seen anything on the news yet about a crazed man going on a rampage bludgeoning people to death with a rubik's cube in a sock.

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Originally Posted by flumpsy

^^ do you not have time for both omar ?

I had it taken off me in the end, and i'd only got the bottom bit left to do...
I'll call that a win. It was done.

newbs16 · #**11908** 30th December 2016, 00:14

How cold it is

Professor Willow · #**11909** 30th December 2016, 00:16

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Originally Posted by Omar Little

I had it taken off me in the end, and i'd only got the bottom bit left to do...
I'll call that a win. It was done.

Just peel the stickers off and put them back on in the appropriate places

Omar Little · #**11910** 30th December 2016, 13:26

^Sadly, you can't do that on the new ones. If you could, i'd have blown my niece's mind.