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  #23821  
Old 22nd October 2020, 22:15
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^^

I think you're fantastic Skittles and don't let anyone tell you differently
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Old 23rd October 2020, 09:30
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thank you for saying that chess
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Old 23rd October 2020, 13:27
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It's bad enough not being the person you're supposed to be in any way, but to not be the person you need to be in order to build your own life is awful. I needed to be so resilient and capable in order to stand a chance in this environment and I'm just not those things.
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Old 23rd October 2020, 14:02
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chior girl, i know what you mean
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Old 23rd October 2020, 16:18
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something weird going on with my laptop. it keeps sharing stuff when I'm not. Sigh
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Old 23rd October 2020, 18:19
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yeah, it was on my facebook. think I have been hacked.
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Old 23rd October 2020, 18:54
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^ change your Facebook password to something long and complicated. That's probably how they are getting into it.
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Old 23rd October 2020, 20:55
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Quote:
Originally Posted by Mr. Nobody
Yes, I saw that was an option too,
Amazing that hearing aids can also produce white noise etc.

I'm usually good at ignoring it, but it's just getting silly now and really wearing me down,
The slightest things seem to set it off into a whole new level,
Maybe it's just winter setting in and spending more time indoors as a consequence that's making it seem a lot louder now?
When you're out and about in the open you tend to forget about it,.

Ho-hum
I know, it is wearing. Hope it's just a wee phase, and you'll get on top of it again.
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Old 25th October 2020, 13:50
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I need to get out of the house for a bit today.
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Old 25th October 2020, 22:53
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When (not if) I get diagnosed with ADHD, I will relish telling my dad it is highly heritable, because I know the traits came from him. You're not that normal dad, it's your fault! Whereas the tendency to anxiety and depression came from my mother's side, lots of that stuff in the women (mostly) on that side of the family.
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Old 26th October 2020, 01:48
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^

I have no advice.
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Old 26th October 2020, 02:07
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You don't have to read it out aloud? Can't you go into a 'what i learnt was there's so much to learn... ' sort of tangent and then fluff it up a bit with what you can remember.

Talk about the curator .... what she was wearing on the zoom session.
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Old 26th October 2020, 02:27
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Well yours is a unique perspective then - can't you come at it from that angle? Just a regular person sort of approach.

..... I have no advice

And i'm tired.
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Old 26th October 2020, 02:27
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I keep mixing sort with such
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Old 26th October 2020, 02:32
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There you go!

Night
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Old 26th October 2020, 10:26
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nothing scares me anymore.
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Old 26th October 2020, 22:25
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I hate people.
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Old 26th October 2020, 22:27
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^ Every people??
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Old 26th October 2020, 22:46
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Just feeling like I can’t l trust people at the moment the way some people have been with me lately. Broken my trust.
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Old 26th October 2020, 22:47
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Everyone’s turned against me
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Old 26th October 2020, 22:47
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I have done nothing wrong
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Old 26th October 2020, 22:47
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Fed up of being walked over.
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Old 26th October 2020, 23:13
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^ what's the matter Skittles?
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Old 27th October 2020, 00:13
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Can’t say what’s going on but I have seen a side to me I didn’t like this evening and totally flipped and scared my house mate. A lot of people are pissing me off right now
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Old 27th October 2020, 00:21
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A lot of anger in me at the moment and scaring everyone off
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Old 27th October 2020, 00:21
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Losing the plot
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Old 27th October 2020, 08:45
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No it’s peoples behaviour that is upsetting me
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Old 27th October 2020, 10:54
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Oh sorry I didn’t mean you guys here obviously. Just a few. I’m calm and not going to let people walk over me anymore. I don’t hate anyone.
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Old 27th October 2020, 20:50
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I'm using you all as my free therapy. I'm sure it's getting annoying. I think I need to find an actual therapist at some point, but I need to deal with a LOT of stuff and it's all in a big mess and I need to lay it out on the table and go, help! So I need someone who knows what they're doing with LGBT issues, which narrows the field considerably, but also is able to deal with other stuff.

I've got a lot of unprocessed/semi-processed stuff. I think there's some half-processed grief stuff in there, there's all sorts. I seem to process something until I'm functional and then go, that'll do! Let's get on with things now. And that's if I know I have something to process! I didn't know I had a lot of school stuff to process for example. We're talking 30 years of accumulated shit to deal with at this point. To think I was delusional enough to think I was sort of ok. Well, I'm not exactly happy but you know, this is fine, I'm not super stressed or depressed most of the time, I'm sometimes happy, so that'll do for now. And man, the whole shame/self-hatred thing? That is some insidious, pervasive shit, turning up in all sorts of places you wouldn't expect. There I was, not even worrying about it. It's a mind****.
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Old 27th October 2020, 21:20
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^ You can self refer

https://www.nhs.uk/service-search/ot...onSearch/10008

See what's available in your postcode area. Be detailed (as much as is reasonable) when filling in the form, so that they can allocate you to the right service or advise of a more suitable resource to contact.
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