How is everyone feeling? (31)

[Toxic]

Spent most of last night at vets

dont think theres much else that can be done, just waiting for "that" phone call..about how to proceed..

feel utterly dreadful, even when the vet struggles to be optimistic you know its pretty much over

13 years is a big part of my life..

[Clementine]

Not sure what I'm feeling. A bit grumpy that I now have a red and white two-toned chest, despite putting what I thought was plenty of sun cream on. Boobs that never see the light of day are extra sensitive I suppose
I'm reet groggy, that'll be hayfever and loads of sun and sea air.

[Clementine]

^^ Aww, I'm sorry *hug*

[Mo34]

@ Toxic

[newbs16]

Originally Posted by Mo34

@ Toxic

I hope it not as bad as you think.

[Toxic]

Thanks

..It is

hes unresponsive, nothing more that can be done, at least hes not in anymore pain..but hell, I am

[kirbycrackle]

Hot. Hot. Hot.


Hot.

[girlinterrupted]

Sorry to hear that @Toxic

I`m boiling,so hot it`s ridunkulous and now some water main has burst so our water might be on and off all night as they try and fix it. Thank goodness I had bottled water in the fridge already and spare bottles which I could use to wash my hands when I turned the tap on and brown sludge came out.

Also soooo sleepy have a bit of headache coming but its too like an oven to sleep . Not sure if its the lack of sleep or the heat or my inner ear thing but keep going so dizzy too,scary :/

[Quicksand]

as ud expect today went pearshaped being woken by 8 yr old two doors down at 4am after no rest the common riding weekend. shockingly this evening, after me dropping stuff in to my friend's house late evening when it was noisy - again - for grenfell tower - a bloke by the 'quiet' place i have found to recharge in the town he told me i had a shitty attitude. this was cos id told him to phone social work if he had a prob me being where i was. my quiet places are slowly dwindling which is not nice either.
i can see why i got that comment but these type of people who 'work' have no idea what over 12 years poor sleep does to current mental health in a person. i just heard a scream from wee girly next door - dad is back from wherever he was this weekend so he needs to sort it. this kind of comment and behaviour from others will just keep me in the next two days. its not nice and i'm done. i phoned childrens services again today and they said 'nope, no red flags flying our end - your fine' which begs the question - neighbours wanting to drive out a depressed person bringing up an upset minor. anyhoo, seem to have parenting support within family and her father over the holidays - thank bloody goodness. had messed up attempting catching a bus to go see dad so gave up and went home- that was why i was down. i will come round again to acknowledging other posts when i feel a bit calmer this week. sorry. x

[BusterBluth]

^

Bless ya BH I hope you feel better soon

[newbs16]

^^ if it helps you should write it down, it might help having someone to talk to.

[Clementine]

Thinking I'm just an annoying nuisance.

[Toxic]

I took the day off work, havent had much sleep this weekend

Not sure it was a good or bad thing, too many damn reminders in the house of him

[Mo34]

^
Hope your ok Toxic
You haven't mentioned if it's a dog/cat/other that you've lost, but it is so hard when they go.

[girlinterrupted]

Hope you`re ok @BigHeavy10

@Clementine Not sure if you`re feeling that way because of something external or if it`s a solely internal feeling,but FWIW I can`t imagine anyone on here agreeing with you on that

I feel sick and hot and dizzy and sorry for myself.
Also have let myself be made to feel like nothing (maybe I am?) for way too long,so feeling pretty dumb as well. I`d probably be furious with myself too except it`s too ruddy hot to work up that amount of emotion.

[Clementine]

^ Thank you Sorry you're feeling like that.

I feel like absolute crap today Just cannot be ****ing bothered.

[Pandapop]

Tipsy, I feel I might be drunk but the sun seems to delay that reaction lol, been out in the sun since 10, such a perfect day.

[Quicksand]

im thoroughly sick of gtg dirty looks from snooty women after a noisy weekend when i'm out for a walk on a monday. also it aint good when a policeman in a police car points a finger at you to his mate in the passenger seat when he sees you out walking. i didnt do anything bloody wrong this weekend apart from messing up catching a bus which i handled extremely well and didnt broadcast to the whole town. i feel like someone somewhere will put me down so whats the point in trying? even handing in something as simple as a consent form for something was met with distain by some of the reception staff. its no wonder parents decide to pull their kids out of school but they know i have to keep her there as parenting responsibility because i'm on a low income which makes it all the more hard for me. sigh. why does summer do this to people?

[Mo34]

It's the afternoons that's a real killer in my flat in this weather.
I'm lying on my bed gazing at my bedroom walls, I was supposed to start painting them yesterday but was too hot. Feel the same lack of inclination today. They are in dire need of doing tho.

[Rocket Spud]

I've got some dead skin that i've just picked off my heel if need be.. ?

[Spectrelight]

Originally Posted by Rebka

I feel invincible. I mixed three flavours of tango (orange, cherry and apple) and put it in the freezer, and it's like the three flavours reacted and acted as a potion when I drank it! I feel like I have a 20% resistance to fire (heat) now, so yay potion making!

Sounds like something I'd make in a Nuka Cola mixing machine

[Clementine]

About as attractive as a pus-filled boil.

[Clementine]

^ Oh that's so sweet of you, thank you I go through phases of this. I have the sort of brain that hates me, if I feel okay in one area of my life then it will find something else for me to become suicidally depressed/obsessed about The joys of mental illness

[blancmange]

^ I know the feeling and it won't probably help, but you're gorgeous!

[Clementine]

^ It's a bit like living on a really s**t rollercoaster, one that has way more down bits than up bits.

^^ I'm so not but thanks, Dimples

[Cepaea24]

^
Clementine the consensus is definitely saying you are very pretty and I would have to concur

I just found a tick on my foot and I have a little rash around it...... guess I have lymes, was nice knowing you all

[Jam]

^ Don't worry, at least you're getting a bj from a stranger soon.

[Clementine]

^^ Thank you I honestly wasn't fishing, sorry. I'm just having a miserable day.

Ticks really freak me out even aside from the fact that they carry Lyme disease.

[Cepaea24]

^
I get tons doing what I do, was dormousing on Sunday and counted over 10 trying to get their teeth in me. Managed to flick most off, guess I missed one.

I got an infection from a tick before, the doctor stuck me on anti biotics and it cleared up. The scary thing was the doctor didn't even know what lymes was, he had to google it!!!

[Clementine]

^ Really? Wow, I don't think I'd be going back to that doctor!