How is everyone feeling? (31)

[Clementine]

^ It's a horrible feeling. Thank you, and likewise

[flumpsy]

Slightly better than yesterday (in fact the entire last month) but not as good as the coming monday. Sunday I am gonna leave as random, let fate decide on that one its only fair. I am still incredibly frustrated about being cooped up, flumps should be allowed to run free !!

I decided to put all my bedding on to wash nice and early which scuppered my plans for going back to bed

So I got my bike all ready for getting out on my midnight runs as soon as I can, it wont be for a couple of weeks I expect but its ready and everything is pumped up, charged up and tested. Then I tried to clear some space by moving my sofa and a glass fell on my foot. It hit the only non painfulpart of my least painful foot so no damage but too high risk for me, time to cut my loses and chill out playing on my techno boxes for the rest of the day I am having my own Glastonbury only without all that terrible terrible music and god awful happy people.

[Fluorescent Grey]

I hate myself and want to die. But that's a chiche. Boingy boingy whoops.

[Cepaea24]

Really lonely

I hate making new friends, it's really hard and stressful. But it can be even worse when it starts working because then the anxiety and the worry starts. Thought I'd made a new friend, haven't heard from them for a few days, only logical conclusion in my mind is that they hate me.

[Clementine]

Crap Even the person whose opinion means the most to me doesn't like me. I don't really feel like I want to bother trying with people anymore.

[avoider]

Knackered..been walking the streets of Bangkok today..only so many Buddhist temples you can take in, in one day..especially in boiling heat!...get me back to rainy old blighty quick!

[Ronnie_Pickering]

hey wb Charlotte.

I have fallen out with a couple of friends. Which is hard, but sometimes you got to stand your ground and get the right behaviour, you should minimally get from people.

[Rocket Spud]

A bit peeved.

The dog wouldn't go walkies with me. It wasn't looking good when she didn't even get out of the car, i had to pick her up. She didn't go any further than a few meters. I lost patience with trying because the horse flies were about - i think i got bitten again on my lower back as i was crouching down.

Ah well

[Toxic]

Buying myself shit to try and cheer myself up is getting increasing more expensive, I don't even want to look at my credit card bill

[Ronnie_Pickering]

Originally Posted by Purplesnarf

A bit hungover, I was out last night and I got talking to the girl sitting beside me who was really nice and one of her even drunker friends took selfies of us but I hate pics.
I can't bear the thought of me being in these pics, why did I not duck when the pics were took!
This is going to annoy me all day now

aw it's done, its done. I know what you mean, I'm not a fan of unwanted photos but you probably don't look as bad as you think. It might even be a useful picture of you having fun. Useful if you got like a dating profile or something.

[Ronnie_Pickering]

man o man. I just drove my mum/partner and there is such a thing as bad passengers! Never have I lost so much confidence driving than in that half hour.

[Pink*Lady]

I've been at my new job for 2 months and have been struggling to start conversations and join in conversations. Some people ignore me, don't reply when I say good morning/hi but acknowledge other people, stare at me look at the floor, put their heads down when walking towards me and one person frowns at me. I'm doing well in my work but I'm dreading going in tomorrow. I have attempted to start conversations and join in conversations but no-one starts a conversation with me. This is making me feel extremely anxious and paranoid and I can feel myself retreating into my shell. Any ideas on what to do about this are welcome.

[flumpsy]

^ I hope it gets a bit better for you. When I used to get questionable reactions at work I tried to remember everybody is dealing with their own stuff and it may well not be anything to do with me. I cant say it actually helped in the moment but it did help me stop dwelling on it or worrying about it when I was sat at my desk trying to relax. I generally tried to avoid conversations myself but was confused by lack of nod or hi from people at times. I guess many just didnt want to even be there, its work after all.


I am feeling a bit imprisoned, my neighbours are unintentionally making me feel incredibly uncomfortable today. The son is just so creepy.

I need to speak to them before it gets worse, let them know what isnt ok. I wish I wasnt so effected and could just be as friendly as they are but given that I cant I need to let them know. The kid was knocking on my back door this morning (which opens from my kitchen into my garden). That is not ok is it ? He had crashed his new drone into my garden, sometimes he just hops over so I look out to see a boy stood in my garden and it seems now he thinks leaning over and knocking on the glass of my back door is ok. It is not ok for me. This was before the shouting so I assume he got told off, I hope so anyway.

[blancmange]

Pretty crappy and disappointed in myself, the usual self hatred.

[Silent Ninja]

I've been feeling a little "off" lately, not sure if it's just the weather getting to me, a little bit of an allergy maybe, or if it's just down to me thinking more lately about how much of a waster I've been in my life and that there really isn't any kind of future for me because of how much I've avoided just about everything.

[Pink*Lady]

Thank you Laird McFlumpsy and Miss Kitty.

[kirbycrackle]

Originally Posted by Dimplesxo

Pretty crappy and disappointed in myself, the usual self hatred.

Don't feel that way Dee, your a lovely girl

[Quicksand]

well after that little trip on the wild side this weekend wont be using the kitchen area over the summer. made a start and moved the laptop and housephone into the lounge which is another source of discontent. only place i could leave all that this weekend was with the housing officer. i know that was summer that just happened but for ****s sake. its no wonder i went 'mad' when she was 6. sigh. 3 days to go and doing it myself for the next 7 weeks. will not make it. panic stations set in on already. social work are just smiling and laughing with me and saying 'eh well...u should have thought of that before day 1 fifteen years ago'. nice beetroot face for the jobcentre tom after a day's spell in the sun. shouldve listened when someone said suncream?!

[blancmange]

Originally Posted by Animal mother

Don't feel that way Dee, your a lovely girl

Thanks Miggs I appreciate it.
I feel so unlikeable these days.

[Gomen]

Well I'm devastated.

[newbs16]

Originally Posted by Animal mother

Don't feel that way Dee, your a lovely girl

I agree with miggs.

[blancmange]

^^ hope you're okay?

^ aww Thank you x

[newbs16]

^^ I'm sorry to hear this.

[newbs16]

Originally Posted by Rebka

Happyyy! Like a fly on poop!

Haha!

Why are you happy?

[newbs16]

^ That's good then

[Northern Natterer]

Bricking it right now. Appointment with PWP at 9am. Must remember to breathe!

[Rianne]

^ Hope all goes well.

[Oddity]

Originally Posted by Gomen

Well I'm devastated.

What happened?

[Gomen]

Originally Posted by Oddity

What happened?

I had a talk with my dad.

[Oddity]

But what was devastating?