|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
^ Oh no! Hope you get your strength and energy back soon.
|
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
^ Thanking you kindly
|
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
^ Aw, Tubbs, hope you're on the path to recovery.
I've got a stonking headache right now. I think it's because i've overstepped my 4 cup daily limit of tea. Hopefully it's that and not something else. |
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
I feel so ashamed. I miss my mum so much. Put my loved ones though hell. Just need a sign that she is okay. Where the heck is she? I don't feel well
|
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
^ Hope your OK Consolida
|
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
Quote:
Quote:
|
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
^^ It's ok Consolida you are grieving.
|
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
Who?
|
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
Ok, thanks for the info. I have no clue about many of today's celebs (age or just wilful ignorance?)
|
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
Yes it is sad. Esp for the two little kids he has.
|
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
I'm feeling very awake. Doesn't bode well for sleeping tonight.
Did my first full (non blended) group since before covid and 1st non blended by myself. I was fine once everyone was there but was super stressed out at the beginning, with people turning up that I didn't know, trying to orientate myself with the room and kitchen. And them facilitate a group for 90 mins, wiped me out a bit. Wish I could be happy or see it as an achievement but somehow don't. I guess cause even if on the surface I managed to wing it. I know that truthfully I'm crap and probably out of my depth. |
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
^ Well done for doing that Mo, it is an achievement even if you found it really hard.
|
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
Yeah well done Mo
Sad aboutTom Parker |
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
^ Thanks Dougella / Percy.
|
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
Awful heartburn.. ? Coming in waves. Ugh. I'd just had my breakfast and about to enjoy a tea
|
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
My life is such a ****ing mess.
|
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
^
|
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
Quote:
|
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
^^^ Things can get better
|
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
Quote:
What specifically would you like to do? Perhaps we can help to break it down into the smaller steps to make it achievable |
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
Quote:
The best I could do yesterday was to buy some food at my local Tesco's at 10pm. My councillor was asking if I could do the things my aunt was speaking of and I thought I could but anxiety takes over. I wonder if I have some BDD as some family members and peers use to pick on my appearance growing up. I feel I am visually oriented though. As I came back home I saw my mum as a bit entitled. We live in a council house but unlike my aunt she doesn't need to turn the heating off, yet she would think her house isn't that good. My aunt also seemed to maybe have adhd. But now I am thinking those thoughts were projection because I am so afraid to just go outside if I don't need to. I am also feeling down that my holiday has stopped and since my department isn't busy I have to work in one of the hotels restaurants. I feel I don't like my job. When it's busy it takes over my hours and then I feel like my boss can be infantilising, certain colleagues are not nice as well. But it isn't the worst. I feel to help myself I have to accept my shortcomings, my anxiety. It seems simple but the step just seems so hard to take. |
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
Unsatisfied, but if I said this in real life I feel I would just be told to deal with it. Which is true advice but I have been doing that for too long and nothing, I am not exaggerating, changes. So it's time for change.
|
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
^^ shopping on a Saturday is bahhh. Everyone is in the way. I'm in everyone's way. It's okay if you know exactly what you want. I also don't like queuing unless necessary. If there's no choice but to go on a Saturday then I'll go really early or later on in the day when it's quieter.
^ making a big change can be amazing and life changing. It's challenging of course and best to think of how to prepare or plan how to make sure you commit to it. |
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
Quote:
Quote:
Quote:
I made a couple of phone calls today and have moved things forward a little. Well, in some direction at least |
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
I'm feeling like I need to just up sticks and go as far away from my family as possible, maybe even create a new identity.
I'm sick and tired of how toxic my family have become, if my grandfather was alive now he would go ballistic. |
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
^ Do you think you're capable of doing that? Is there anything keeping you where you are?
Better for finally writing up and submitting an econsult thing. The ailment has only been an issue for the past year! I'm well aware this could be something that would've been better checked sooner but that's good 'ol apathy for ya! |
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
I'm feeling so unhappy and have been in tears tonight
I'm sure my mum wouldn't have wanted a relative, who hadn't bothered to see her for the last 2 years of her life, upsetting me 5 weeks after her passing over where to scatter her ashes but that's families for you! No wonder I'm mental. |
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
^ I think if the relative hadn't seen her in the last two years of her life then they have no right to have an opinion on where her ashes should be scattered. And they certainly shouldn't be upsetting you about it.
|
|
|||
Re: How is everyone feeling? (31)
^ But the relative is causing me to feel as if I'm massively letting my mum down if I don't fulfil what she is now telling me so I feel, yet again, like my thoughts and feelings don't matter. I just want to do the right thing for my mum, whatever that is.
I'm so very weary of life |