How is everyone feeling? (31) - Page 841

anxiouslondoner · #**25201** 12th November 2022, 12:45

Having said that, I'm going to go outside, in an attempt to... I don't know.
My expectations are nil.

SpectralOwls · #**25202** 12th November 2022, 14:53

Heckin' tired.

Been working way too much now.

I got onto a new SSRI and I think it's helping me out a lot, but I feel like it makes me really intense with my emotions sometimes (if that makes sense)?? So now it's not just being physically tired from work, but mentally tired as well haha...

Percy · #**25203** 12th November 2022, 14:56

Yay Spectral Owls is back

SpectralOwls · #**25204** 12th November 2022, 14:57

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Originally Posted by anxiouslondoner

Having said that, I'm going to go outside, in an attempt to... I don't know.
My expectations are nil.

I hope you'll feel better, anxiouslondoner.

I know the struggle all too well. It really sucks.

At least today is sunny for your outside jaunt (well, I assume it's also sunny in your area as well, but I now understand how random the British weather is!)

SpectralOwls · #**25205** 12th November 2022, 14:58

<3 Percy!! :D :D

anxiouslondoner · #**25206** 12th November 2022, 16:00

^^ thank you SpectralOwls. Good to see you here again!
I went to the south bank, ate some food and drink in the market but it's too crowdy here and I can't think of a reason to stay. I'm heading home.
Overall: slight distraction/10.

The Devil, Probably. · #**25207** 12th November 2022, 18:44

wish I had never been born, I've made a mess of everything.

Dougella · #**25208** 12th November 2022, 19:28

^

Has something happened? And you haven't made a mess of anything.

biscuits · #**25209** 13th November 2022, 10:33

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Originally Posted by Professor Willow

^ I hope your feline friend will be okay, could it be a UTI?
Our dog had wee problems back in the summer and a few days of antibiotics had her back to normal.

I'm feeling very meh and tired today BUT I don't feel anxious..... yet.

Thank you! She's been given some tablets and a liquid to syringe into her mouth. She should be better in a few days.

Hope you're feeling less meh and that the anxiety didn't make a surprise appearance.

Percy · #**25210** 13th November 2022, 10:39

Glad to hear your cat will be ok biscuits.

biscuits · #**25211** 13th November 2022, 10:50

^ thank yooou. Me too. She's a big ol'bear.

Percy · #**25212** 14th November 2022, 23:25

A bit sad, the family friend who had weeks to live died today, cancer got him.

Alone. · #**25213** 15th November 2022, 13:30

^Sorry about that, RIP to the family friend.

Alone. · #**25214** 15th November 2022, 13:31

I feel like a mess. Like everything in my life is unstable.

Percy · #**25215** 15th November 2022, 13:36

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Originally Posted by Alone.

^Sorry about that, RIP to the family friend.

Thank you Alone

SpectralOwls · #**25216** 15th November 2022, 17:17

Sorry for your loss, Percy.

Nanuq · #**25217** 15th November 2022, 17:18

Sorry to hear that, Percy

biscuits · #**25218** 15th November 2022, 20:25

That's really sad news, Percy

Clumsy* · #**25219** 15th November 2022, 21:54

Sorry for your loss, Percy

Percy · #**25220** 16th November 2022, 13:30

Thank you everyone

Professor Willow · #**25221** 16th November 2022, 19:09

Hypoglycemic

biscuits · #**25222** 16th November 2022, 20:30

^ gosh. Are you okay? Have you got emergency sugary drinks or snacks?

Nanuq · #**25223** 17th November 2022, 13:33

cold.
My hands are freezing.
Trying to psyche myself up to make a cup of tea to warm up.

girlinterrupted · #**25224** 18th November 2022, 05:58

Overwhelmed, and too drained to be able to deal with that well. Which I suppose in turn is scary and off we go on a fun little brain-loop.

SpectralOwls · #**25225** 18th November 2022, 08:15

^Boy do I understand that. On days like today I'm so tired of being a human being riddled with anxieties and such. I'm just so freaking exhausted by everything right now I feel like giving up. :/

I took my meds late yesterday and I think it's affecting me pretty badly. Someone was mildly a dick to me this morning and I had a mental breakdown. I just freaking wish I didn't have this problem!!! On my meds I'm so angry I flip out, but off of it it's just panic attacks nonstop and I'm just so tired.

I also hate this job and feel like I need to leave. I didn't want to give up so easily though.

girlinterrupted · #**25226** 19th November 2022, 01:01

Oh god you're really having a time of it, I'm so sorry

You're right, it really is exhausting! I hope you can get your meds back on track and hopefully that helps a little at least. Sounds like you definitely need whatever moments of self-care you can grab

Professor Willow · #**25227** 19th November 2022, 12:58

Drained, my anxiety has been getting worse for the last few months and now it's turning into depression.
I feel so hopeless and scared about the future.
I'm starting to convince myself that I have some form of terrible disease like cancer but I think the reality is I'm worn out from anxiety.

SpectralOwls · #**25228** 19th November 2022, 17:07

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Originally Posted by girlinterrupted

Oh god you're really having a time of it, I'm so sorry

You're right, it really is exhausting! I hope you can get your meds back on track and hopefully that helps a little at least. Sounds like you definitely need whatever moments of self-care you can grab

Thank you. I hope things get better on your end too! Also off topic, but your avatar made me chuckle.

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Originally Posted by Professor Willow

Drained, my anxiety has been getting worse for the last few months and now it's turning into depression.
I feel so hopeless and scared about the future.
I'm starting to convince myself that I have some form of terrible disease like cancer but I think the reality is I'm worn out from anxiety.

It's a rough time right now. Anxiety is super tiring, and sometimes the thought of having some sort of physical illness crosses the mind for sure. :/ It's just so weird that a mental illness can affect us on such a physical level ugh. Either way, I hope you feel better soon. <3

Percy · #**25229** 20th November 2022, 20:16

Peaceful

girlinterrupted · #**25230** 20th November 2022, 21:51

@SpectralOwls Haha oddly I was only thinking the other day I should change it as I've had it for so many years, but decided against because it still seemed fitting (that and I'm lazy

). Anyway, glad I left it as is now

@ProfessorWillow I can relate, what a horrible dark place to be in. I hope you're being kind to yourself and start to feel a little better soon

That sounds nice @Percy