Type what you're thinking about right now (11)

[atlantic]

I need the loo uit in train, van I wait 10 mins or go now. If I go now I have to ask the lady next to me shift.

[Fantastical]

Worrying that the new cast is too loose. =/ Can't win... x.x

[Silent Ninja]

I haven't won the lottery this weekend so now I'm hoping the bus to work drives straight into a portal to another world with dragons and all that cool stuff, hopefully the two attractive teachers who usually use the same bus as me will be on it too.

[David K]

^^ Sorry you're feeling shit now. I had a nice time today. It's rare I have the energy these days so it's extra special.

[David K]

^ Who knows what I'm up to. You can't see my hands.

[Fantastical]

Dreading my birthday. One of the worst days of the year.

[Fantastical]

^ Don't get a birthday cake, haven't done for a few years.

[Professor Willow]

^ Aww, that's not fair, everyone should have cake on their birthday

I'm wishing I could stop caring about someone but as hard as I try I can't
There's not really anything I can do to help them now, they just have to make their own way I guess.

[Pandapop]

Guess I will watch the SAG Awards tonight seeing as I won't be sleeping hope I feel better tomorrow.

[Silent Treatment]

That I've got my stepdad's funeral today..really don't mind going to the service..but the social part afterwards is going to be an SA nightmare..haven't seen some of my relatives for decades, and really hoped I never would!..would be nice if i could do a runner straight after the service!

[Professor Willow]

^ Thinking of you @Silent Treatment

I only see the majority of my relatives at funerals or the occasional wedding.

[Schmosby]

Originally Posted by Blushing

I probably would get on as friends better with males but can't happen cause of bf

He doesn't own you.

[Tim.82]

@ Silent Treatment , I hope today goes okay and my thoughts are with you and your family.

[Silent Treatment]

^^ thanks Tim and everyone else..it went quite well ..the service was nice and even the relatives i hadn't seen for ages were actually quite nice..i need to go to more funerals!!

[Utopia]

Originally Posted by Blushing

I feel the exact same clementine & muggins I've spent 7 years so far surrounded by other mothers I've tried to act sociable & try to join in conversation but no one has ever wanted to meet at the park or swap numbers & when I hear them arranging a meet up or watsapp and I'm just ignored I feel worthless.
people just don't want to be friends. & women can be so mean to each other if anyone ever did ask to meet up I'd think I was being set up!
there's lots of stuff I would like to do with a friend if I had one & my bf says he will do everything with me I don't need anyone else but it's just not the same
I do feel like I've missed out on a lot by not having a group of friends, I think I probably would get on as friends better with males but can't happen cause of bf & I'm never really in a situation irl to talk to males.

Well at least you might have a nice boyfriend at least. Unfortunately it doesn't seem that people are worth the effort in the end. There is a depressing reason you feel you get on better with males... have you thought that you might actually be fairly attractive (which I guess could be a positive) but anxious so women feel they can get an advantage over you by rejecting you? I think it can be a combination of feeling intimidated and sensing weakness.

[Utopia]

^ No you seem nice. Maybe you're not correct about yourself though? Obviously status and looks matter to men and other women. Why do you think you need a social life beyond your boyfriend? There are opportunities to meet new people, I know people can be difficult, but maybe just stick to the people you know are decent. I completely understand this, but joining clubs or participating in hobbies that involve other people with the similar interests could potentially be a way of meeting new people. I understand that this can be hard.

[Mo34]

I bumped into my old support worker just before xmas where he said to give him a ring to meet for a catch up/coffee. I wasn't brave enough to ring but txt him a couple of wks ago and so am meeting him tomorrow at Costa. Now I'm thinking 'oh crumbs!'. It all seems like a good idea when it's weeks away

[newbs16]

^ That's great, your support worker sounds nice.

[Mo34]

^
Thanks newbs. Yeah he's a good sort, we got on v. well. Haven't seen him for a couple of/few years though.

[newbs16]

^ It sounds like he really cares, and is meeting you in his own time.

[Mo34]

^
Yeah I guess so. Not sure about him caring, more likely he's being nosey
Like I say we got on v. well and had lots of long chats in the past (unusual for me).

[newbs16]

^ I hope you enjoy yourself tomorrow.

[newbs16]

Originally Posted by Silent Treatment

That I've got my stepdad's funeral today..really don't mind going to the service..but the social part afterwards is going to be an SA nightmare..haven't seen some of my relatives for decades, and really hoped I never would!..would be nice if i could do a runner straight after the service!

I hope things went well today.

[Silent Treatment]

^ yes thanks newbs..went better than expected..almost enjoyed it to be honest!

[newbs16]

^I'm really pleased that it went well.

[Fantastical]

Hope it goes well tomorrow Mo

[Mo34]

Thanks Fantastical

[Silent Ninja]

I wish there was more time in the day to do stuff I enjoy (not that I enjoy much).

[Silent Ninja]

The idiots I work with are making me really angry again, I'm sure nobody else in the world would meekly put up with the rubbish I do without having walked out of that place years ago.

[kirbycrackle]

Last night was so good! Finally got to see my all time favourite band play live , black ' ****ing' sabbath!! They were in great form and the o2 was jam packed and going nuts voice is a bit nackered from all the terrible singing I did haha.