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Ooo me likies this ere fred, t'is a good idea!!
Well done all you lully peeps for doing what you've done ![]() A good ole Katie *SLAP* on the back for each an every one of ya!!! I've not done anything today not a single thing...Except got a phone call off someone earlier after 5/6 years, saying A) I make them happy and laugh and B) they want to stalk me! ![]() So errr unless gaining a pet stalker is an achivement then I got nowt sorry! ![]() |
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Went to ceroc last night and asked about 8 women to dance with me. I'm flying today!
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went to shop and relaxed on my own without getting to negative. did some coursework and homework which is unlike me.
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I'm happy how much I finally managed to do last week (and how quickly it passed, too
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This morning I went to my first pilates class, didn't know what to expect but I enjoyed it and the instructor was really lovely too
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^^ Well done, both! Keep it up!
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on friday i did a presentation in front of aroubd 15 people. i handled it quite well and spoke quite confidently and elaberated on stuff without looking at my notes. i even made the class laugh twice when telling them you could download music from youtube for free. i was doing a presentation on copyright. i made them laugh when i said you could copy films from 70 years ago but they would be rubbisht with the help of my social worker and medication. i have even completed my coursework that doesnt have to be in for 2 weeks and done it good. motivation is a wonderfull thing when i could have killed myself loads of times i did it with the help of medication and people (who really can try to help you if you give them the chance. i used to sit at home on my own doing nothing and that motivates me. i would rather be challenged by what i am doing than doing nothing and feeling suicidal) never give up. even i wouldnt have believed that a year ago
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finished coursework that doesnt have to be in for 2 weeks. spoke to some people at uni yesterday. they are a friendly bunch really i just need to give them a chance
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Only just noticed this thread - don't read the boards as much as I used to. Great achievements everyone
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I went into a cafe this afternoon by myself, sat down and had a cup of coffee and read my book. Felt quite relaxed and didn't feel particularly self-conscious at all.
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ok - this is one of the very few times i'll ever get to make a boasty post but writing this down is a bit like the equivalent of pinching myself to make sure it's real. found out today that i've been one of 5 students in my entire year nominated to represent my uni in this year's IBM Universities Business Challenge (a bit like a studenty version of the apprentice). i didn't put myself forward for it, and am also surely the world's least convincing businessperson. i'm also not even studying business. but bafflement aside, i am kind of chuffed to bits. that is all. *collapses in astonishment*
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What a week! I should be proud of myself, I really should. So maybe if I post here, I will eventually.
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Well done TB! What an achievement!
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thanks pboy!
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i did my law assignment a month before it is due!!!!!!!
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*gulp*. i've found out today that me and my team have made it through to the semi finals of the universities business competition i posted about before. i'm terrified and delighted: i really *don't* expect us to progress much further than this (and tbh i'd have massive ethical misgivings if we did) - but it's given me cause for quite a big rethink about how much i have allowed this 'SA' thing to hold me back in the past, and how much can potentially be achieved if you are prepared to change your thinking patterns even slightly.
i really want to say a massive thank you to anyone on SAUK who's ever given me any form of encouragement and support. and to let you know it's made a difference. tonight i am thinking perhaps with enough bloody-minded perseverance there really might be a light at the end of the tunnel. keep on keeping on people. ![]() |